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What I've learned over the 6+years after my ego death. * 1
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I see a good amount of people are seeking out ego death so I figured I would share my experience slightly before the experience and now and some stuff in between, but its all headed in one direction, so focus! I had tripped only a handful of times on mushrooms and LSD, never more than 2.5g / 100 mics or so, I moved and loss my connects, but their was still a fire lit in my soul seeking guidance and searching for answers, and that's when I discovered mescaline, ordered some cactus and started experimenting with stronger doses, eventually taking 2+ feet of bridgesii, tripping for over 24 hours straight, and I died somewhere in between.

It was if in a nanosecond or less, someone or something literally flipped a switch in my brain and everything changed, like I had been turned on. The following days after my ego death experience, I began to see edges more defined, things looked more 3D (hard to really explain this), coincidences seemed to be much, much more. I was actually seeing the entire world around me, not just what my mind was telling me to focus on. Subtle things that I never noticed were very apparent, like my eyes were finally truly open, ascension, but that was just days after.

Over the years I have learned the importance of family, but more importantly that we are all one big family, but the majority people are just sick, it's not their fault they do not see things the way we see it, but they will. It is important to remember that you are not crazy, you are not alone, you are completely normal, and the majority of humanity is just sick. You will never grasp true love until you truly love yourself. The ONLY thing that matters in this existence, is being the best version of yourself you can be. Once you master that, then that's where I am now.

To sum it up, follow the path of the rainbow, as for when you reach the other side, you will find yourself.

Edited by twigglez (02/25/19 09:01 AM)

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Re: What I've learned over the 6+years after my ego death. [Re: twigglez]
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Good contribution

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Re: What I've learned over the 6+years after my ego death. [Re: High Night Expanse]
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The self loathing of the wrong desperate drug at the wrong time is too much.  Society has far too many secret attachments for mind control truth drugs.

I believe my first peyote was the pipe stone ceramony.  It takes very little of that turtle.  Not supposed to talk about it but I lost my stone a long time ago.  The more you go to the ceramony the more you drink.  You also have requirments of service.

People don't understand drugs and think they make prople sick.  Which they might.  There is a preperation that can be proper.


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"in sterquiliniis invenitur in stercore invenitur"

In filth it will be found in dung it will be found

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Re: What I've learned over the 6+years after my ego death. [Re: Morel Guy] * 1
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Big doses of bridgesii are very very powerful.  People always say that mescaline is so gentle and you can never have a bad trip with it.  But when you go deep into bridgesii you realize that all those rules go out the window.  The strongest I've ever tripped has been with high dose bridgesii, and I've done some strong lsd and mushroom trips, but to me bridgesii has been the strongest.  You go deep and it feels like you're dying, and it takes a looong time to come back.  It will make you love your family and the gift of life.  It will put you in touch with your gut feelings and raw self like nothing else.  And its not easy on your body at all, at least not when you consume the full alkaloid spectrum.  I need to go back there again soon.


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IT WAS ALL A DREAM

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Re: What I've learned over the 6+years after my ego death. [Re: Grey Fox]
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I never know but am lesrning what will out me there.  Since taking rhodiola rosea beer really gave me the delerium.

It is a powerful place but we are devils. There is better spirits.

We learn a lot since being born and gotta be true to that.  A trip like that really is and isn't ankther chance.  People change in ways that mystify expectation.

Rwinbkw gatherings tend to be in bad shape.  Real bad.  I heard stories of overdoses.  Drama.  Never know who will be there and still alive.  People rememeber things.

It's all around the world and nobody sane really enjoys conflict.  Some of us know our mind a little bit better.  Just because we had these near death experiences.  That's the dangerous part to someone in a risk of the first time.  Not having figured it out.

Yet isn't that always a risk?  What is happening?


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"in sterquiliniis invenitur in stercore invenitur"

In filth it will be found in dung it will be found

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Re: What I've learned over the 6+years after my ego death. [Re: Morel Guy]
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You will never grasp true love until you truly love yourself. The ONLY thing that matters in this existence, is being the best version of yourself you can be.


This is the reason I don't envy the assholes who gets rich by being assholes. In a lot of ways I pity them because they will never experience how it feels to be good.


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:death: Fumbling in existance :wizard:

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Re: What I've learned over the 6+years after my ego death. [Re: Grey Fox]
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Grey Fox said:
Big doses of bridgesii are very very powerful.  People always say that mescaline is so gentle and you can never have a bad trip with it.  But when you go deep into bridgesii you realize that all those rules go out the window.  The strongest I've ever tripped has been with high dose bridgesii, and I've done some strong lsd and mushroom trips, but to me bridgesii has been the strongest.  You go deep and it feels like you're dying, and it takes a looong time to come back.  It will make you love your family and the gift of life.  It will put you in touch with your gut feelings and raw self like nothing else.  And its not easy on your body at all, at least not when you consume the full alkaloid spectrum.  I need to go back there again soon.


AMEN, i find that it can be very gentle but the waves splash in intensity over and over again like the actual trip itself is breathing, melding with nature/great spirit is easily achievable with a full alkaloid achuma extraction

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Re: What I've learned over the 6+years after my ego death. [Re: hejAdig999]
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hejAdig999 said:
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You will never grasp true love until you truly love yourself. The ONLY thing that matters in this existence, is being the best version of yourself you can be.


This is the reason I don't envy the assholes who gets rich by being assholes. In a lot of ways I pity them because they will never experience how it feels to be good.


Profiting from pain and suffering is evil, stick with the light!

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