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Invisibleadrug

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not strong enough
    #2579925 - 04/19/04 11:06 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

Sometimes I think I'm not strong enough to deal with all life has given me...but then I wonder what's left after giving up? So instead I float around in limbo, so to speak. I have good days and I have bad days. Lately there's been some pretty bad ones and I'm definitely feeling the strain. I don't really know what I'm trying to say here, I just need someone to tell me that I'm worth a shit so maybe I can believe it again.


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InvisibleZero7a1
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Re: not strong enough [Re: adrug]
    #2580081 - 04/19/04 11:26 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

Hey now, i feel the same way always, like im floating. When i feel like im not strong enough, ill talk to my friends, talk to them about how they get through things. It doesnt always work, but what i think it does do, is put myself in perspective.

Sometimes its really hard to find that reason, then i get angry. I remember why i feel the way i do, and then i get energy. Have you tried documenting any of this? Do you suffer anxiety at all because of this?

I have found that if i write down like an outpour of emotional feelings and thoughts together in some sort of poetical mess, it helps me deal with it. Then i dont feel so worthless. ill share some of them, if you like.

Im right there with ya  :wink:  :headbang:



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InvisibleSenor_Doobie
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Re: not strong enough [Re: adrug]
    #2581490 - 04/20/04 06:28 AM (12 years, 7 months ago)

You are worth a hell of a lot more than a shit


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Re: not strong enough [Re: adrug]
    #2581521 - 04/20/04 07:01 AM (12 years, 7 months ago)

I often feel the same way and wish I could just check out easily like OD or something  but I've had some advice not to do it 'cause we will just have to go thru it all again.

Soooooo I take a little comfort in Rev 1:9 "I, John, your brother and companion in the suffering and kingdom and patient endurance that are ours"...and in the possiblity that things could get exciting with all this talk of end times and rapture and stuff and just hang in there...I sure hope it is worth it all. Wanna hug? (((((adrug)))))
:smile:


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Re: not strong enough [Re: castaway]
    #2581839 - 04/20/04 11:11 AM (12 years, 7 months ago)

Hey man get active like me i started a norml raffel to fill the void.


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Re: not strong enough [Re: adrug]
    #2584006 - 04/20/04 07:50 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

Oops! :wink:


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Invisibleadrug

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Re: not strong enough [Re: ]
    #2584068 - 04/20/04 08:14 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

YOU are the reason I am like this. YOU are the reason I feel like I'm worthless sometimes. Because YOU always tell me I am. SO...kindly fuck off.


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Re: not strong enough [Re: adrug]
    #2586354 - 04/21/04 11:17 AM (12 years, 7 months ago)

adrug
you are not worthless, I think you are interesting, and funny. I like the way you only put your two cents in when you feel like its needed. First off you must be at the very least diffrent then most people because you spend your time talking to crazy kids on this website, to me that says you are probably open minded and the reason you feel like you are unimportant is because you feel misunderstood. just to let you know I like you a lot, and i really hope you get to feeling better :wink:.  If you ever need a friend, you got one (though you probably think I am a corn ball, understood hehehe).
lots of love
waterbug


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Re: not strong enough [Re: adrug]
    #2589188 - 04/22/04 12:43 AM (12 years, 7 months ago)

hugs and stuff


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Re: not strong enough [Re: adrug]
    #2589201 - 04/22/04 12:46 AM (12 years, 7 months ago)

(adds on to the cheering!)

ADRUG ADRUG ADRUG

:heart:


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Re: not strong enough [Re: adrug]
    #2589221 - 04/22/04 12:50 AM (12 years, 7 months ago)

To be quite honest, I hate most people. Not you, though, you're very cool. I know very much how you feel, and I know it sucks. You're definately worth.. no, you know what: you're priceless. Don't forget it. Cheer up - it can be done!


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Re: not strong enough [Re: adrug]
    #2598904 - 04/24/04 09:58 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

you are worth more than you know. don't even talk about overdosing. this is not the answer. go talk to someone, one of my head doctors made me write everything down about my life starting with the first time i felt the need for drugs not when i tried them but when i felt the need for them. maybe you can try this method. It help me put things in order. I think that is what my life was missing ORDER.


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Re: not strong enough [Re: adrug]
    #2598989 - 04/24/04 10:39 PM (12 years, 7 months ago)

you are one of the few people on this board (i dont know you in real life obviously) that keeps this board from getting stale.


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Invisibleadrug

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Re: not strong enough [Re: UncleMike]
    #2600083 - 04/25/04 05:51 AM (12 years, 7 months ago)

who said anything about overdosing??


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Re: not strong enough [Re: adrug]
    #2600336 - 04/25/04 10:09 AM (12 years, 7 months ago)

adrug has a special place in my colon. Worth at least 2 shits and sometimes a liquidy giggle.

*p0oP!*


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Re: not strong enough [Re: adrug]
    #2603889 - 04/26/04 08:44 AM (12 years, 7 months ago)

sorry about the o/d comment castaway mentioned. sorry!!!!!!!!!


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Re: not strong enough [Re: adrug]
    #2640041 - 05/05/04 04:02 AM (12 years, 7 months ago)

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Sometimes I think I'm not strong enough to deal with all life has given me...but then I wonder what's left after giving up? So instead I float around in limbo, so to speak.




Giving up leaves us with nothing; on the other hand, life is a word with a large definition. At times I need to break pieces of my life into smaller chunks to make them more organize able; bills, trouble with coworkers, etc. Quantification of life?s duties, and the philosophical reflection upon these, has helped me greatly in my growing as a being. Visualizing one's troubles introverted may help deal with some of the issues; yet, be the trouble with others, thought and action may be appropriate. If the troubles lie in only the self, then thought and time may help best for healing. For me sometimes the time is the hardest part.

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I have good days and I have bad days. Lately there's been some pretty bad ones and I'm definitely feeling the strain. I don't really know what I'm trying to say here, I just need someone to tell me that I'm worth a shit so maybe I can believe it again.




Having talked to you on the irc a few times, you are one of the nicest people on there. It is nice to see a name of one that has a good nature. We all have bad days; so, try not to let the bullies get you down. I hope to hear your days are going better. Peace.


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