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CosmicJoke
happy mutant
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Loc: Portland, OR
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Mushrooms
#2526254 - 04/05/04 12:05 AM (19 years, 11 months ago) |
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Well, it's been since Nov. 2002 since I've taken psychedelics. When I posted here frequently, I was dosing 300ug-500ug of LSD every week. This time it will be mushrooms, I'm letting the tea cool off now. I don't have any hopes for high revelations, I just want to experience the purity of the vibes they've always put me in touch with. Peace y'all, I'll tell more tomorrow. CJ
-------------------- Everything is better than it was the last time. I'm good. If we could look into each others hearts, and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care. It takes a lot of courage to go out there and radiate your essence. I know you scared, you should ask us if we scared too. If you was there, and we just knew you cared too.
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CleverName
the cloudsshould know meby now...
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have a nice trip, friend
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Jenny
part of thewhole
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welcome back!
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CosmicJoke
happy mutant
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Loc: Portland, OR
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shrooming again was a good thing to do. 5gs of shrooms was experienced as more youthful, playful, and energetic than i remember it all to be. the tea had me high in but a few minutes (or less!), though the first 5-10 minutes i experienced some uncomfortable body sensations and mild restlessness, though i wasn't worried. i tried focusing on my breathing, but decided to listen to music and see if it would evelate my mood enough to get over it. it did. my visuals were grand and acted as an equalizer for the music and expressed through imagery the emotion tones of the songs. i played w/ photoshop for awhile and cranked out a handful of trippy thing to look at with a revitalized sense of creativity. i looked in the mirror for awhile and cycled through different personalities i've experienced and watched my facial features conform to them. my b/f came out because he couldn't sleep well and said a few very out of character trippy things and rubbed my tummy for awhile, the things he said felt a little like my high was rubbing off on him i turned off all the lights for awhile and lied down mindlessly radiating good vibrations and surprisingly burned out into sleep after only 3hrs of tripping.
woke up bright and early and feeling refreshed had a great day, it hasn't rained here in seattle for a few days and has been sunny and warm have a friend coming for 10 days tomorrow.... will be great
anyhoo, thanks anyone for listenin'.
-------------------- Everything is better than it was the last time. I'm good. If we could look into each others hearts, and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care. It takes a lot of courage to go out there and radiate your essence. I know you scared, you should ask us if we scared too. If you was there, and we just knew you cared too.
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Adom
Totally Nude
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I've read and enjoyed your posts for years and never once did I notice your sex untill now. Glad you had a good time, thanks for sharing, Peace.
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Great Scott
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Re: Mushrooms [Re: Adom]
#2532322 - 04/06/04 04:23 PM (19 years, 11 months ago) |
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yea, that seattle sunshine in your face is the best to wake up to its my 1 pm "alarm clock" ha
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Swami
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Re: Mushrooms [Re: Adom]
#2532451 - 04/06/04 05:10 PM (19 years, 11 months ago) |
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Where did CosmicJoke mention his/her sex?
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SkorpivoMusterion
Livin in theTwilight Zone...
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Quote:
CosmicJoke said: my b/f came out
I'm assuming he based his assumptions on the above tidbit..
But there's a wee bitty chance Cosmic might be battin for the other team.
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gnrm23
Carpal Tunnel
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if you have been reading his posts for years, you will have noticed both g/f & b/f mentioned... "noticed your sex" --- hehheh ---> ("plenty of it, & keep it coming" --- sorry, couldn't resist...) ~ hey, cj, hope the northwest is treating you well, friend... ~ yeah a dip in the ol' cosmic ocean after a break of months or years can be, well, positively immersive... hehheh... (hmmm, maybe this summer my time will come again... & if not, well, there's always "later" (which, surprisingly enough, will be labeld "now" --- go figure... ~ warm regards/gnrmi
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gnrm23
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ahhh, singing in the sunlight, dancing in the moonlight, having a wonderful time...
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CosmicJoke
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Re: Mushrooms [Re: Adom]
#2539910 - 04/08/04 03:33 PM (19 years, 11 months ago) |
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XY here, bro.
-------------------- Everything is better than it was the last time. I'm good. If we could look into each others hearts, and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care. It takes a lot of courage to go out there and radiate your essence. I know you scared, you should ask us if we scared too. If you was there, and we just knew you cared too.
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CosmicJoke
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Re: Mushrooms [Re: Swami]
#2539919 - 04/08/04 03:35 PM (19 years, 11 months ago) |
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officially 04/08/04 2:33pm :P
-------------------- Everything is better than it was the last time. I'm good. If we could look into each others hearts, and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care. It takes a lot of courage to go out there and radiate your essence. I know you scared, you should ask us if we scared too. If you was there, and we just knew you cared too.
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CosmicJoke
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it's still shine shine shining, and i think it will through the weekend. i think the saturday market in portland is in order btw, if you're gonna go see squarepusher at the shobox, i'd be happy to buy you a beer.
-------------------- Everything is better than it was the last time. I'm good. If we could look into each others hearts, and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care. It takes a lot of courage to go out there and radiate your essence. I know you scared, you should ask us if we scared too. If you was there, and we just knew you cared too.
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CosmicJoke
happy mutant
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strike!
-------------------- Everything is better than it was the last time. I'm good. If we could look into each others hearts, and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care. It takes a lot of courage to go out there and radiate your essence. I know you scared, you should ask us if we scared too. If you was there, and we just knew you cared too.
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CosmicJoke
happy mutant
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Posts: 10,848
Loc: Portland, OR
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Re: Mushrooms [Re: gnrm23]
#2539968 - 04/08/04 03:46 PM (19 years, 11 months ago) |
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PNW is treating me good, I'm much happier than I was for the last couple years in OH trying to finish up school and figure out what the heck I was gonna do w/ my life. I love it here, but it's looking more and more like moving to London is becoming a reality. Can't pass up an opportunity like that. Time will tell.
You'd need a straight jacket to keep you sittin' still long enough for the PE during summer festivities, uncle gnrmi :P
-------------------- Everything is better than it was the last time. I'm good. If we could look into each others hearts, and understand the unique challenges each of us faces, I think we would treat each other much more gently, with more love, patience, tolerance, and care. It takes a lot of courage to go out there and radiate your essence. I know you scared, you should ask us if we scared too. If you was there, and we just knew you cared too.
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gnrm23
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london, ontario ? heh, britain sounds like a marvelous adventure... be well, friend, & journey safely... /gnrmi
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