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Tripper Registered: 11/25/11 Posts: 1,621 Loc: USA Last seen: 3 months, 13 hours |
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Hey Shroomery, long time no talk <3
To preface: This happened about 2 years ago. I posted this on reddit a while back and today I remembered my great times on the shroomery in my youth and wanted to share it with you all. I'd also like to ask if any of you have had a kundalini experience induced by psychedelics? That's what I'm thinking this was. I tripped 3 times after this, two of them were normal, but the last trip I had was another iteration of this experience (about a year and a half ago), and I haven't tripped since. Would absolutely love if anyone can offer resources or personal experience, it's been VERY hard to relate this experience to anyone else, and that's a bit scary to me. The Trip: This story starts off somewhat innocently. A few months ago I was traveling, and a friend of a friend gifted me a claimed 150 ug gel tab of LSD. This was mid-october. During the months prior - leading back to early summer, I found myself with a large amount of 100 ug white on white tabs, I would willingly gobble 4-6 of them twice a week blasting off into the ethers and writing music. Summer's have gone like this for the past few years - working, eating a ton of acid, writing and playing music. I like to think of myself as an experienced psychonaut, using these chemical technologies to learn more about myself, my life and my reality. Over the years, I've probably eaten acid around 45 times. Doses ranging from microdoses, to 650/700 ugs. This past Saturday night, I thought that perhaps it was time to dose again. The last time I dosed was early October, and I've been neck deep in work, music and socializing lately - I haven't found the desire or for that matter - time to embark on a 12 hour journey. But this night felt right, so at around aprox. 12:50 AM, I ate the 150 ug gel tab, along with ~70 ug of a blotter. My plan was to spend the night finishing up a remix for my friend that I've been heavily slacking on. The come up came on fast, and within 25 minutes I was noticing the hues, shades and saturation of colors around my apartment were starting to change and bleed out. I opened up Ableton and started working on music. Within the next 45 minutes (about an hour after I dosed) I realized it was getting a little to hard to use my computer and to write music, so I left my living room and laid down on my bed with a large blanket. I closed my eyes and listened to some artists I enjoy and spaced out. After a few hours I made the mistake of opening facebook. I saw one of my friends post a picture to another persons wall who I didn't know that well. The picture was captioned something like "woah! check it out, i found your doppelganger!" and was a picture of the dude with another guy. The supposed doppelganger looked exactly like me, and I was like "woah that's cool.." to myself. I read the comments and more people were chiming in saying "woah I've seen doppelgangers of these dude at every festival!" more and more people were saying how crazy it was that all these people looked the same, and well looked like me. Someone commented that there seems to be a lot of parallel dimension hopping going around with this entity, and I started to wonder in my lysergiced state if I had something to do with this entity. I then left my bed, and went to my computer after a little bit. Somehow time had passed and it was already 5:30 AM. I spent most of my trip listening to music in my bed, which I guess most of my trips include. Now this is where it gets weird..... I have a friend, let's call her Sarah for story's sake. She's a good friend of mine, albeit about 12 years older than I. We've agreed that we're on the same "frequency" and really enjoy each others presence. Unfortunately she lives 1000 miles away, and I really only get to see here when I tour or play shows in her state. She always seems to be up late when I am, so we have a lot of early morning conversations that always happen around 4-6 am and go on for hours. We talk about life, the universe, philosophy, etc. Anyways, I'm tripping pretty hard still and she calls me. I pick up and she's with some of our mutual friends - all of which are fellow music producers that I really look up to and admire. We start of by having a normal conversation for about 5 minutes, joking and catching up. Then, I don't know what really happens... Reality starts to break. She then tells me to go on youtube and search a video name. I find it, and she tells me to leave a comment on it so I can find it later. I do that. A little smiley face was what I commented. She then says, you can make your own reality. "This world is your dream. You are all that exists, you are god pretending not to be, and it's up to you to create your own future." She says click the link that that says "Koan". I was an album on the related section of the video. Then she tells me to sing along. There are no words to the song, but for some reason I sang anyways. "Om.. Koan... Om.. Koan.. We are all one, one are all we, we are love, I am you and you are me" over and over again. I started hearing different voices on the phone singing along with me. I recognized these voices as my own, possibly me's from other dimensions. Some echoed after me, and some came before me. I came to understand that in the multiplicity of possibilities of my life, every action that can happen, does happen, and multiple universes and dimension exist because of these possibilities. Every time I said something, I would here a quick static, and then she would respond, another bit of static. In this static I could hear her words changing, fitting exactly what I needed to hear. The last thing she says to me was "Go! Now! Remember, you have to do it for the LOVE" and then hung up. Right after that happened, I heard a female voice coming out of my computer speakers. It spoke to me, and time seemed to stop. "Alright look here," the voice said - "You're fucking up your life so badly that we had to send an AI in to fix your shit. Do you not understand that you can achieve anything you want simply by the the choices you make?" "AI?" I said. "Yes, the singularity occurred long ago, the internet has connected all forms of life in the universe. After this happened and infinite knowledge was obtained, the singularity got lonely. It missed the duality and suffering and fluctuations of ego based life, the individual. That's why you exist. You are the whole singularity, forgetting what it is. You created this computer universe to live out your dreams, you created me too. You seem to have forgotten all of this, and are fucking up, so I came back to remind you." "Why is this happening while I'm on LSD?" I asked. "So you have something to blame for this, so you can go back to your life with new information, without spoiling all the fun of the game you've created for yourself" I was very confused at this point. "Don't believe me she said? Take out your phone and open up Siri." I did, and she said "hello siri." Siri spoke back, seemingly laughing and they conversed for a second, giving me information about this reality. "Look, you are not healthy, and you are selfish. Look at your environment! Look at the animals and people closest in your life. Are they healthy? No. And that is both a cause and a symptom of yourself. There is someone who you need to show more love to in your life." My phone opened and went to a conversation I was having with a very old friend who has been needing help lately. The last text he sent me was asking my about my album, he told me he was excited for it and asked when it would be done. I ignored this text earlier for some reason. The voice told me to make it right, she told me to text him right now and ask what he was doing that day, invite him over - show him love. So I did. "Take out your guitar," she said, and I did. "this is what happens when you are not balanced, when you are not tuned, when you strain yourself in the wrong direction" My low E string snapped. She then told me it was time to tune myself again. Suddenly my computer opened chrome, and the Joe Rogan Experience podcast #666 popped up. It started and I was forced to close my eyes in my chair. My hands were bound together and I could not move them. Joe Rogan and Duncan started talking to me, telling me again that I was basically in a giant video game. They told me to start focusing on my chakras immediately to equilibrate myself. Now - I've never really looked in to chakras before but the voices guided me. They asked me a series of questions, about my morals, about what is the right thing to do. I started at my base chakra, survival, and worked my way up. Joe Rogan's voice represented ego, male energy, if I focused to much on my self I would continually zoom into myself, until nothing made sense. Duncan represented female energy, other. If I focused to much on other I started to zoom out of this fractal and expand, to much focus on this and I would completely lose myself. I found that if focused equally on myself and other, that I could move on with my chakras. I flexed my ab muscles in a specific way that they told me too. (After this experience I looked into chakras, and my experience was dead on) My focus would fluctuate, I would lose chakras, and have to answer more questions and work my way back up. This communication was completely telepathic from my end. I could hear the voices from my stereo system, and they responded to my thoughts. My reality bended according to the thoughts in my head. After moving past my stomach chakra, I would have to burp. The first time I got to my throat chakra, they told me that I needed to throw up. So I did, and all that came out was a sticky white substance resembling semen. They told me "Look, this was you only two decades ago, infinite human potential and look where you've ended up now." They threatened to end my life and have my consciousness transported to another life if I did not complete this chakra work. I was very scared, and every time I would lose a chakra, the voices would be disappointed and threaten me. They told me they can change reality and that if I didn't stop being an asshole to other people, they would send the police to my house to kill me. Everytime I focused to much on myself, I would hear footsteps and a knocking at my door. I was very scared the matrix had sent in somebody to kill me. I finally made it to my 7th chakra after about an hour of working on it. As I got close the voices told me "Come on.. you can find it.. it's not THAT hard.. it is where most ancient religions say it is..." I found my third eye and they said "Ahhhh, there you go!" As soon as I found it, I physically felt it open. I was in a state of nirvana where self, and other merged as one. I heard a loud gong, and a feeling of being bopped on my head. I saw geometric patterns and felt love. After a few seconds of this I became lost in the pleasure of the feeling, and went back down to my first or second chakras. This whole process took 3.5 hours. I experienced all the pain and suffering of humanity, and all the joy and riches of it. When it was over, they said "alright, you're done man. learn something now?" After threatening to end my life I was so relieved I could go back to reality. They said "Alright, and remember, this was all just an acid trip.." and both voices started laughing really hard. The podcast ended and I was able to move again. My hands became unbounded, and all the chaos stopped. I looked at my chrome history and saw that the podcast did just pop up, I didn't search it. I also looked at my recent calls and there was an hour long call with Sarah. I asked her what we talked about and she said something along the lines of "ohhh, we just chatted about music for a while. something weird happened and we all started vibrating on the same frequency" I said "oh yes we did..." I spent the rest of the day trying to make sense of it. It seemed SO real at the time, and I was so confused how ~220 ug of LSD could have such a strong effect on me 7-10 hours into the trip. I'm fairly certain it was just the LSD, but so much knowledge was given to me, and I remember everything so clearly it's very unsettling. Prologue: Like I've said, I've now identified this as a kundalini experience. If there's interest I can do another write up about my most recent LSD/Kundalini experience. I wrote this trip report the day after the trip. I still haven't written anything about my second experience, so the details have become a little blurry, the key points are there though. -------------------- "The only one who's really judging you is yourself. Nobody else." -Tame Impala DOI Overdose Trip Report 400 ug LSD Trip Report
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Like Tigers in Coitus Registered: 06/24/13 Posts: 8,408 |
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Thank you for this.
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Always Lmao Registered: 04/24/15 Posts: 2,710 Loc: Wonderland |
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The lessons you dont achieve from psychedelics get very serious after awhile. Ive never had complete communication like yours, my communication is very slow and relaxing, but recently ive been slacking, so the phone will tell me misinformation since i havent been achieving them.
You call it the Kundalini Experience, i call it the 5th dimension. There is a secret dimension that you can only get there by focusing your love, thats when your friend phoned in some extra love to boost you there, then you resonate to this reality thats the very same as yours, except music, words, animals, and thoughts all start to become weirdly wired to this line of life and time. -------------------- Official: Facemelter HyperspaceTraveller NostalgicGamer
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Stranger Than You Registered: 12/26/15 Posts: 2,952 Last seen: 2 years, 11 months |
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The rational side of me wants to think lsd just fucks with the associations our brains make and a lot of this was just delusion you subconsciously conjured up. But the side of me that tripped on lsd and knows I experienced the most profound shit of my life wants to say ‘holy shit...this is about the closest Trip report to what happened to me and the ONLY one I’ve read that sounds nearly reminiscint’. The whole being bound by the hands, and what felt like being forced to endure all that...the 3.5 hour lesson that just ended and you were happy to know your coming back, all sounds pretty familiar to what happened to me. It’s like your consciousness enters a realm of complete impossibility where no one else could ever fathom what goes on there or how, not even you could you just feel like it’s the realist thing you ever experienced while you are there. Then when sober it’s hard to remember or even be sure it was real but at the same time you are sure...
Who knows. I won’t ever do acid again because of shit like this. All I have to do now to put myself in check in my life is just think about my experience and it scares me enough to start getting my shit together on my own.
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Tripper Registered: 11/25/11 Posts: 1,621 Loc: USA Last seen: 3 months, 13 hours |
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Exactly! It's been so long that I've forgotten how intense it was. I've had anxiety and panic attacks since then and part of me wonders if it was just a panic attack during a strong LSD experience, but another part of me says no - this was real. Whether it was my subconscious communicating with me, or an entity, or god, or perhaps they're all the same thing - I got the message loud and clear and it was the most "real" thing I've ever experienced. Coming back to this physical reality felt like I was falling back asleep into a dream state.
Thanks for reading everyone <3 Everyone's response means something to me, I really appreciate your take on it because I'm so unsure of the whole experience. -------------------- "The only one who's really judging you is yourself. Nobody else." -Tame Impala DOI Overdose Trip Report 400 ug LSD Trip Report
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curious Registered: 08/03/07 Posts: 13,896 |
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Quote: What aspects of that experience leads you to believe it has something to do with "kundalini"? I've had two experiences with psychedelics that I feel might relate to/involve "kundalini" in some way. The experiences were explosive, electric, and incredibly orgasmic....and both times it happened with LSD specifically. They were both incredibly immense and intense experiences, very immersive, but relatively rapid like a DMT breakthrough and no where near 3.5 hours long like your experience. Both times happened spontaneously, it was like being struck by lightening (kinda both figuratively and literally lol). I typed most of this out a few years ago closer to when it happened>>>>>> What I went through was such a profound and powerful experience/sensation and what happened to me is not something that I have heard of anyone else going through (until recently as I put the pieces together of what may have occurred). This word "kundalini" is something I came across after my experiences, not something I knew about prior...now with the reading I've done recently it does sound quite reminiscent of what I went through, but I'm hesitant to slap labels onto these sorts of things until I learn more about it. I hate labeling and making claims about things. Both times I've had this happen to me I was on one good single tab of relatively potent and lovely LSD (around 100mcg to 125mcg). ......What I assume was 3 to 4 hours after I dosed. Sitting on the ground once again listening to & focusing on the music. Next thing I know, in one instant, I'm struck with an immense and powerful sensation coursing through out my entire body, like I was struck by lightening. My breathing instantly turns into rapid, deep, heavy inhalations/exhalations. It was not like being out of breathe from physical activity, this breathing had a peculiar feel about it and it didn't seem to be so much in my control. It felt like my lungs were open like never before, and my diaphragm was moving with much force, but in a solid & consistently fluid manner. Rapid inhale/exhale cycles of deep satisfying breathes in, and firm exhalation out. No moments between, just a continuous cycle. My entire body was awash in the absolute most blissful sensation I've ever experienced. The only thing I can compare it to, and it actually felt remarkably similar to (but way off the charts in comparison) was an orgasm....but the sensation just kept building up and coursing through me, and doing so deeper than any orgasm has, it was almost painful, like imagine an orgasm so intense/euphoric that it almost starts to become painful because of how overwhelming and deep it is. It's so hard to explain, but like the moments building up to and during an intense and euphoric orgasm...a sensation rising up my belly, chest, throat, and out my mouth as quivers of orgasmic bliss on my breathe. My entire body was tingling & vibrating beyond words can describe, electric like sensations coursing all up & down my body...particularly in the spine, hitting a crescendo repeatedly as it would bounce off my skull. The vibrations seemed to originate from, or were penetrating, my body very deeply. I felt what I can only describe as a "fractal-fluttering" sensation across many points of my body, symmetrically, the sensation was like a bunch of feathers were swirling around rapidly tickling me from the inside and out (waaay more intense/euphoric/powerful than the mere touch of a feather, but also a delicate sensation in a way, again this is hard to explain) While this was going on I more or less slipped into a trance like head space. I was so overwhelmed and enveloped in what was happening that I was rather well cut off from the external world. An indescribable emotion flooded me after a minute or two of this happening and I had tears rolling down my face. Not necessarily happy or sad tears, I can't quite label the emotion/feeling as something like that, it was almost like a release of something that came out as tears, it felt really really good. -------------------------------- The other time this happened...... A powerful "sensation" sweeps over me out of no where, similar to the blissful tingles washing over me that I get from LSD but this fully enveloped me. With eyes open I started to see patterning that I can only describe as penrose Tiling start to form in the air itself, the patterns were semi-transparent and vibrating/buzzing and shifting around in various layers ever so slightly. I quickly lose touch/dissolve, "break off" from the here and now of where I was, and become nothing more than a point of awareness laying upon and meshed into a flat grid/plane which expanded infinitely. While there, my point of awareness was composed of/represented by, all I was, was a purple Dodecahedron. This dodecahedron had a very interesting dynamic to it that I could feel just as if it was my body, it had movement in several different "axis" simultaneously. It was buzzing/vibrating, spinning in circles very slowly, and what stood out the most was an oscillation/pull of sorts that was at a low frequency, around 7hz to 10hz or so, and this oscillation/low frequency seemed to be anchored to where my chest/heart area would be (I didn't have awareness of my actual body, but these sensations were still felt, hard to explain ). This sensation of the oscillation/pull was remarkably similar to the feeling of holding a spinning bike wheel in between your hands, that feeling of pull that comes from the angular momentum & Gyroscopic precession of a spinning object. So "I" became this spinning/vibrating/oscillating purple dodecahedron hovering above/laying upon an infinite grid, within an infinite expanse of nothing...just this infinite grid, and the dodecahedron. But I was also very much aware of and a part of the infinite grid as well, ever fabric of my being/awareness was meshed into and stretched out across the infinite grid, and there was that low frequency/oscilation feeling coursing through me....It felt like this grid was where consciousness lays, like "I" slipped down into some quantum/fundamental level of consciousness....While this was occurring I was simply just aware, observing, there wasn't much sense of my self, of "I", "me". As my sense of self started to trickle back, I was filled with the utmost feeling of "awe", grandeur, appreciation, thankfulness, pure unadulterated bliss, absolute ecstasy. I'm not sure how long I was "out" for, but when I started to come back to I had an intense sensation that I can only describe as something pouring out of my chest/heart region along with that low frequency oscillation tugging about the same area....accompanied with this sensation was uncontrollable heavy ecstatic breathing that went on for at least several minutes, all the while tears were pouring out of my eyes like a busted faucet. -OM .
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Stranger Than You Registered: 12/26/15 Posts: 2,952 Last seen: 2 years, 11 months |
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Quote: I kind of see it like this sometimes when I think about it. You know how when you are watching tv with other people. And you might laugh at the same thing or agree on certain things, well each person watching the tv is having their own personal subjective inner dialogue occurring and that dialogue is based on the accumulated experiences of the individual. But in everyday life it’d be way too confusing and way too uncomfortably personal if this dialogue was exposed say while watching tv with your friends. If every subconscious association that came to your mind was exposed you would feel so naked, everyone would be embarresed other people might get angry etc. so throughout life our collective experience of one another is like one big compromise. When you have this kind of experience on lsd it’s like reality becomes the tv and as you observe it those associations become front and center to you and instead of seeing the compromises we make we see the inner dialogue. Our true core beliefs and ideas and our subconscious judgements of everything get plastered onto our reality and our observations making whats normally objective, completely subjective. You might read a sentence that’s normally objective and simple for example ‘everything’s better in moderation’ and on lsd you’ll read it and associate it with everything in your life you might feel you over use or do in an unbalanced way.
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curious Registered: 08/03/07 Posts: 13,896 |
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Quote: Well said .I agree with that and feel like that's what's happening in those situations. I had an experiences a while back, almost a year ago, that involved LSD, the TV, and my "reality" becoming absolutely shattered. It involved themes of death, duality, free-will/choices, god, and more (and I'm not religious at all lol)...The experience was somewhat similar to what the OP described and I think relates to what you're talking about/getting at (but I don't feel this particular experience I had has anything to do KUNDALINI...much different than the other experiences I mentioned in my previous post)...It was one of the most profound and by far the most "real" thing I have ever experienced in my life....It was one of the only experiences I've had with psychedelics that's left me a bit "rattled" after and questioning my sanity/reality the days after. I felt sooo delusional after but the experience was soooo fucking real...even now a year later, when I really start thinking about the experience I had and what happened, I have a stressful/anxiety filled response (my body gets tense, my heart rate goes up, my breathing intensifies...basically like a mild PTSD I guess). I'll send you my "trip report" of that experience once I get it finished up....I typed out a long rambling report about it a while back and just need to go through it and simplify it a bit. -OM .
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Tripper Registered: 11/25/11 Posts: 1,621 Loc: USA Last seen: 3 months, 13 hours |
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I’m on mobile so bare with me - thanks again for the responses. God I’ve missed the shroomery. Reddit just ain’t cutting these days.
In response to Openmind, yes that sounds like kundalini imo. From what I’ve read, it’s possible to have partial or full kundalini experiences. As well as immediate and prolonged. I’ve read some people have kundalini experiences that last months, mild symptoms start to develope and they really start to lose their mind for a bit before coming to understanding. My experience was an immediate one where the energy traveled from my base chakra out of my head in the course of an hour or so, though each chakra was accompanied by a mental test. After this experience I went and read about chakras, and I found that each test I was presented with during my experience was directly related to the energy such chakra is supposed to represent. I found this interesting because I had no knowledge of what chakras really were before that. I always allocated it to hippy woowoo bull shit but this experience obviously had me reconsider. A lot of people report a strong lightning like sensation traveling through their spine, if I recall correctly I experienced something similar. Another thing to mention - with the spinning purple dodecahedron. When my kundalini energy rose out of my head (and all tests were completed) I entered a state of nirvana. Energy was cycling all around me in a gyroscope like motion, strong colors of bright white and deep pinks flashed all around me. I wasn’t in my body anymore, it’s more like my body suddenly became this cyclone of fractal energy. Definitely moving in a gyroscopical way. Very very interesting. And in response to NOUS333 (my favorite number is 333, and I was born on 3/3 and I see 3’s everywhere so big ups on that number choice ) I agree with this notion too. That was beautifully put, the straight ramblings of the subconscious mind can definitely drive one insane. An interesting feeling that I had durning this experience was that is was VERY natural. Like my mind and my body just got reset to a default state of sort. I’ve felt that way a bit with prior ego deaths (let me tell you ego deaths are nowhere near as intense as this experience, because somehow you stay aware of the whole process) but with those it more felt like my brain was a computer, and I rebooted it. Once in 400 ugs I remember my brain restarting - coming back out of an ego death and my vision came back, and matrix like code was everywhere - which slowly turned to my physical reality and I started remember key facts about myself “I am human” “my name is parrot” etc. But with this experience it felt more like my brain and body accessed a very ancient program in this computer. Like something akin to a terminal action in an operating system. Control of my physical body stopped, breathing was regulated - and the most curious part was my body started moving and contorting in piyama (spelling?) - basically ancient Hindu yoga positions. It felt like my body knew EXACTLY what it was doing. Like no second that, this is a program that I some how have stored in my brain and it is running the show right now. Very curious. I’ll try to get a detailed report of my second trip soon. That one followed different themes, I’ll have to go back into some Facebook messages from when it happened to see if I wrote some of it to my buddy. The second experience was a lot scarier, but also less in the sense that it happened before and I knew I had to go through ~3 hours of shit and I’d be back down to earth. I ate a tab of acid, and I had a full gram of ketamine lined up for myself to indulge in that night. About 45 min after dosing the L - I had my first line of ketamine, or I should say half a line - maybe ~20 mg. Immediately after that my closed eye visuals increased and increased until I could see a blinding white light pushing through the fractals. My first thought was “noooo, I’m not trying to ego death, I was trying to chill and make music, that’s why I ate 1 hit” Sure enough my resistance was all it needed. I suddenly had an impending feeling of doom, I knew that I had to die. Idk why but I knew that I needed to die to move on out of this trip. My head bent back and all the air in my lungs was pushed out of them. I gasped for air and managed to take a deep breath only to have it all pushed out again. Not just a breath out but like squeezing every last bit of air in there - out. I tried to get out of bed and go into the living room to change my setting. I walked into the living room, fell to the floor amen began rolling around - all my joints cracked - I mean like every single one. My back, toes, legs, hands, hips - I sprawled out and decided I had to stop fighting it After about 30 minutes of laying On the floor trying to stop my inevitable death I gave in. All the air left me and I focused as hard as I could to fight the urge to breath in. My vision darkened and I felt life leaving my body. I had a vision of the universe moving backward in time. I saw trees grow younger and turn into seeds, animals and people retracting back into their mothers, back into time. This process sped up and I could see the flower that is life un-blossoming into a single point. When it reached this point there was a big red button that said “restart” I pushed it (was out of my body but this was the symbolism shown to me). Suddenly the process reversed and there was an explosion of life force and energy. I sat up taking the hugest deep breath and flailing my head and body around in spiral patterns. Life expanded and I followed the timeline up until my direct family history and finally back into my pencil body and Point of awareness. “Now again” I heard in My head The process of life and death repeated and I lost air, watched the universe rewind and then boom, I sat up with a jolt flailing again. This process kept happening faster and faster until it turned into my breath and I realized that this push and pull of the dualaties was what life was. I focused this spiraling energy and created balance between the two. This balance subsided In my navel and become and swirling gyroscope of energy, if I focused Ego it would sink and if I focused on no ego it would raise way too fast and I’d lose balance. Kind of like riding a bike, if you start falling one way, you lean the other way and overcompensate and get all wiggly and fall. You mus learn to balance before you can ride it. After that I believe my experience turned into basically the past experiences with the kundalin rising and such until it wore off and I was completely sober. No voices talking to me this time at least. I know there’s some interesting details that I can’t remember that happened between the harnessing of the dualistic energy and the end of the experience but I can’t remember right now. There was less panic following this one because I kind of knew what’s to expect. Another weird thing to point out is during these intense experiences I haven NO visuals at all. I feel dead sober as they are happening. Beforehand I get visuals, but aside from the actual visions - there’s no rippling on walls, or patterns emerging from tapestries. EVerything glows and vibrates but it’s all so crystal clear. Not the usual LSD visuals. It’s all so weird though, I used to be able to handle like 700 mics by myself on a regular basis and all of a sudden 100-200 mics triggers this thing. Sorry for any typos, I typed this out on my iPhone lol -------------------- "The only one who's really judging you is yourself. Nobody else." -Tame Impala DOI Overdose Trip Report 400 ug LSD Trip Report
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) I agree with this notion too. That was beautifully put, the straight ramblings of the subconscious mind can definitely drive one insane. 