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mushroom_therapy
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The messiah complex
#24781604 - 11/14/17 12:21 AM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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Delusions of grandeur, we have all had them... Anybody want to share any stories of them thinking they are jesus or a God while high on drugs? This recently happened to me, and I don't know how I let my mind take me somewhere so deep
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PanicAttack
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Hey I had delusions that I was like Moses then a god but I wasn't on any drugs. I had a psychotic episode. I had too much dopamine But I can relate. What drugs did you use to get those kinds of delusions?
Edited by PanicAttack (11/14/17 01:18 AM)
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had a friend in southern oregon that dropped way too much acid and now thinks he is a combination of lucifer and jesus. talked about hiking mount shasta with an alien. also said he cut himself and spilled the blood into a chalice with wine and drank it to elevate him to godly status. also been accused of raping a girl 4 years younger than him. kid is fucked lol
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I thought that I was the devil once, on mushrooms.
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Konyap
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I've had this life long delusion that I was going to college for computer programming
I'm there now and I'm like what the fuck was I thinking?...
I'm getting an IT degree but holy shit might as well be the same thing
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Dim ethyl
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Re: The messiah complex *DELETED* [Re: Konyap]
#24781726 - 11/14/17 03:50 AM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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Reason for deletion: regret posting too much personal info
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Asante
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Re: The messiah complex [Re: Dim ethyl] 1
#24782001 - 11/14/17 08:31 AM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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The entire universe hinges on every single thing, so any delusions of grandeur are actually understating it
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mushroom_therapy said: Delusions of grandeur, we have all had them... Anybody want to share any stories of them thinking they are jesus or a God while high on drugs? This recently happened to me, and I don't know how I let my mind take me somewhere so deep
You are God
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SleepyE
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Re: The messiah complex [Re: trendal]
#24782023 - 11/14/17 08:44 AM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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yeah it happened to mee
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comingbacktolife
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Re: The messiah complex [Re: SleepyE]
#24782291 - 11/14/17 11:12 AM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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See I have schizophrenia and this is the one thing that the meds don't get rid of. The delusion that I am Jesus Christ. I have a lot in common with Jesus Christ and the delusions of reference made me believe it in the past and other things and it was so engrained in my mind and belief system that now I believe it. I did ketamine a couple weeks ago and I believed it so badly it was unbelievable. I told my friend I was chatting with that we were "writing the bible right now" during the trip in our chat.
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SleepyE
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i think as long as you don't take the revelation seriously but symbolically it can really be beneficial.
i suggest you watch this video, it has a good explanation on why everyone believes they jesus in an episode.
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Edited by SleepyE (11/14/17 11:32 AM)
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trendal
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There is nothing wrong with thinking that you are Jesus...it's only when you bring the thought that you are special because of it that you'll run into trouble.
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SleepyE
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Re: The messiah complex [Re: trendal]
#24782350 - 11/14/17 11:45 AM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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indeed, 0 = ∞
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Re: The messiah complex [Re: SleepyE]
#24782425 - 11/14/17 12:15 PM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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'Jesus Christ' is just a model for understanding what we are. The son of God (you), (God being the universe and every action accompanied by it). God 'IS' Jesus. The two are the fuckin' pea and the pod. There are no delusions here.
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zZZz
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no, but this one time i was at court and the judge was like "guilty!", and im all like "wtf u aint god".
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Asante
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comingbacktolife said: See I have schizophrenia
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You are not any more or less Jesus Christ than anyone else is Jesus Christ. We've all been there, we'll all go there again, but in this life you're not him.
You might be an unique person with a natural and supernatural giftedness, but you're your own you, you're not someone else but you, and that is all you need for this life.
Please be advised that Ketamine and similar drugs (the Dissociatives) are the most psychosis-intensifying drugs in general use. Its basically a less stimulant shortacting version of PCP.
During and after every use you can expect delusions to intensify for a period of days to weeks. These are typically variation s on your own natural psychotic delusions.
Take Ketamine only when you feel you can afford a temporary intensification of your psychosis - if at all.
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Re: The messiah complex [Re: Konyap]
#24782673 - 11/14/17 02:25 PM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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Konyap said: I've had this life long delusion that I was going to college for computer programming
I'm there now and I'm like what the fuck was I thinking?...
I'm getting an IT degree but holy shit might as well be the same thing
dedicating your life to an imaginary world that no one else understands. i see nothing wrong with that
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Re: The messiah complex [Re: Envix]
#24782682 - 11/14/17 02:34 PM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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I will answer you with a question. How do you figure delusional to some (s) you can not possibly ever get to know?
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Re: The messiah complex [Re: zZZz]
#24783299 - 11/14/17 07:02 PM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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I have it to varying degrees on almost every trip I've had. Most of the time it's just thinking and wondering, but once or twice I kind of went off the deep end and 100% believed and knew that I understood everything and was God. Probably the strongest was on mushrooms with a friend. It was the end of the trip and I was still just going crazy and acting crazy doing karate and shit. Then my friend just said my name in a sober voice and I knew the shrooms wore off and I instantly snapped out of it. I have never gone from full blown psychotic to sober so fast. It was weird.
Sober do I believe it? I don't know, I don't have any proof so I'm just stuck here wondering like everyone else in the world. All I have to go by are some crazy experiences and gut feelings.
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Re: The messiah complex [Re: Asante]
#24783341 - 11/14/17 07:24 PM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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Asante said: The entire universe hinges on every single thing, so any delusions of grandeur are actually understating it
I like this I like this alot.
And ya op I've gotten that this one 700 ug trip I thought I was good and I had discovered immortality and then a bunch of other gods (Isaac newton, Einstein, and some other famous scientist) laughed at me for thinking I was that powerful.
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Edited by Psyche delics (11/14/17 08:01 PM)
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