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Whats going on with me
    #24741224 - 10/27/17 02:19 PM (3 years, 6 months ago)

About a month ago, i smoked an entire joint with my friend. i hadn't smoked weed for about 4 years because i have been in treatment for panic disorder (i don't really know what the hell it is that i have) i take antipsychotic medication, Olanzapine 3mg to be precise.

So we smoked a joint and things went really, really bad for me. I'm not going to cover the whole story step by step but basically what happened i was screaming HELP HELP and i couldn't tell a difference between "ordianry reality" and my thoughts. i felt like all existence around me was created by my own mind and it scared the FUCK out of me. My best friend was unrecognizable to me.
he tried to help me and calm me down but i didn't feel that it was him. Later on he told me i had a fearful expression on my face that he'd never seen on me before. I felt like i was in a schizophrenic hell world and my friend and his dad were manifestations of my evil side trying to trap me in this illusion world.
I didn't think i was in the same reality that i woke up before this morning.
It was terrifying, in this state i was consumed by panic and a great fear i never felt before.

So this eventually passed with the effect of the weed.

After this episode i raised my dose of medication with my doctor and i vowed to my friends and family to never ever fucking smoke or use any other mind altering substance, i guess these things are not for me.

Now everything has been fine for the last month, but last night i don't know why but i started feeling those same sensations while laying in bed trying to sleep.
I couldn't sleep. images of hundreds of birds and ducks chirping and quacking would come to my mind, and for a moment they felt so real. I started having waves of panic and my thoughts were racing and i started feeling confusion. I woke up my girlfriend so she could calm me down.
I cried because i thought why is this still happening? am i mentally ill now?
I should have never fucking smoked again...

Has any of you ever been through this? ever even heard of someone going through this with weed or psychedelics? Will it stop and it just takes some time? please help, this hasn't been easy. Thank you


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Re: Whats going on with me [Re: kenp]
    #24741275 - 10/27/17 02:57 PM (3 years, 6 months ago)

It Takes time to recover, but it will happen, and u will get better with time. Take good care of urself in the meantime. No drugs, no mind altering anything, eat healthy, exercise if possible..


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Re: Whats going on with me [Re: kenp]
    #24741277 - 10/27/17 02:57 PM (3 years, 6 months ago)

Are you indoors alot?


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Re: Whats going on with me [Re: TheHunt]
    #24741314 - 10/27/17 03:20 PM (3 years, 6 months ago)

Anonymous #1
Thank you for your words.

TheHunt
Yes, i do stay at home too much, which i know is not good.

I take it that when we are not going well, some changes need to take place.


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Re: Whats going on with me [Re: kenp]
    #24741344 - 10/27/17 03:39 PM (3 years, 6 months ago)

Isolation and being alone with your own mind for too long creates tension,anxieties and depression. In the dorm of manic thoughts.

Learn to enjoy going for long walks with no particular deatination.

In a little as a week you can make upwards of an unlimited amount of new friends.

I try to go for a walk everyday. Especially Fridays and Saturdays I love walking around.

It is healthy to get out into the world.

Disconnect from your thoughts and reconnect to those around on this earth.


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Re: Whats going on with me [Re: kenp]
    #24742236 - 10/27/17 10:56 PM (3 years, 6 months ago)

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kenp said:

After this episode i raised my dose of medication with my doctor and i vowed to my friends and family to never ever fucking smoke or use any other mind altering substance.




Why did you raise your dosage instead of simply deciding not to smoke weed again?

Olanzapine is a mind altering substance. Do you plan on taking this for the rest of your life?


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Re: Whats going on with me [Re: RJ Tubs 202]
    #24742247 - 10/27/17 10:59 PM (3 years, 6 months ago)

This is true. Your prescriptiona can very easily become agitators for the exact ailment they are designed to fix.


There is no pill that can fix a way you think.
.if you take meds for physical conditions it is important to keep taking them.

Most mental health issues do not need medicine to fix. Just a new way of thought.


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Re: Whats going on with me [Re: TheHunt]
    #24742267 - 10/27/17 11:08 PM (3 years, 6 months ago)

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TheHunt said:

...if you take meds for physical conditions it is important to keep taking them.




Many millions of prescriptions for meds are written when people complain about depression and anxiety.

Most depression and anxiety is not a "physical condition" anymore than rage is.

Nobody gets tested to verify a so called "neuro-chemical imbalance" diagnosis.


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Re: Whats going on with me [Re: RJ Tubs 202]
    #24742685 - 10/28/17 05:39 AM (3 years, 6 months ago)

And I personally as a human with an opinion believe more harm is being caused than goodouble by mental precribing.


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Re: Whats going on with me [Re: TheHunt]
    #24753789 - 11/02/17 09:38 AM (3 years, 6 months ago)

I know olanzapine is a mind altering substance.
The reason i'm taking it is because after this episode i do have racing thoughts and i start confusing whats going on in my mind and whats going on around me.


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Re: Whats going on with me [Re: kenp]
    #24756307 - 11/03/17 08:37 AM (3 years, 6 months ago)

Sounds like you had a panic attack


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