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sunshine
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When you're going to get killed
#24739026 - 10/26/17 12:50 PM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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everything looks surreal. You stop caring about yourself. You are a walking target and could get lit up by gunfire at any time.
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sunshine
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Re: When you're going to get killed [Re: sunshine]
#24739035 - 10/26/17 12:55 PM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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You don't want any friends or anyone around you.
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Re: When you're going to get killed [Re: sunshine] 1
#24739103 - 10/26/17 01:23 PM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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Or when you're just about to die, no matter how, you think about your family. You pray God protects them while when you're not there. And you die on chance. Not even knowing if God came true to his promise, but on hope. And you actually got to see them still happy.
Ok wow... I spilled too much.
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sunshine
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Re: When you're going to get killed [Re: Prozac]
#24739213 - 10/26/17 02:15 PM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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I tried to kill myself by stabbing myself in the jugular vein repeatedly and the death chemicals I ran were identical to those I ran when I was going to get killed. You run these psychedelic death chemicals.
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sunshine
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Re: When you're going to get killed [Re: sunshine]
#24739222 - 10/26/17 02:19 PM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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After my attempted suicide my silat brother scooped me up out of the hospital and moved in with me because he had lost a brother to terminal disease and didn't want to lose me.
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Re: When you're going to get killed [Re: sunshine]
#24739283 - 10/26/17 02:54 PM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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In the gangster life your murderers come as friends.
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sunshine
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Re: When you're going to get killed [Re: Robo]
#24739330 - 10/26/17 03:21 PM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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For me I thought I'd just get shot by someone driving by or walking by even.
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Re: When you're going to get killed [Re: sunshine]
#24740133 - 10/26/17 09:44 PM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
sunshine said: everything looks surreal. You stop caring about yourself. You are a walking target and could get lit up by gunfire at any time.
I was in a position once where I was certain I was about to be killed. The only thing going through mind was how much I wanted to live and I was clawing for any real possibles left so I could see that through.
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Re: When you're going to get killed [Re: sunshine]
#24740609 - 10/27/17 06:30 AM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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sunshine said: You don't want any friends or anyone around you.
Are you talking about wanting to die alone? Like how an animal will move away from the pack and find a place to curl up and do the dead?
Why did you want to kill yourself?
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Re: When you're going to get killed [Re: Morgenstern]
#24740652 - 10/27/17 07:07 AM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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When I wanted to kill myself when I was a fucked up kid in high school I grabbed a shitload of sleeping pills and curled up in the trunk of my car Didn't do it obviously, here I am 15 years later, but yeah, I'd probably like to be alone
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Edited by Sled (10/27/17 07:08 AM)
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Re: When you're going to get killed [Re: Sled]
#24741115 - 10/27/17 11:27 AM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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Under the sword lifted high there is hell making you tremble
But go ahead, and there is the land of bliss
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sunshine
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None of my homies would smoke weed with me! After a while you don't care about your self.
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Re: When you're going to get killed [Re: sunshine]
#24741453 - 10/27/17 02:27 PM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
sunshine said: I tried to kill myself by stabbing myself in the jugular vein repeatedly and the death chemicals I ran were identical to those I ran when I was going to get killed. You run these psychedelic death chemicals.
have you been reading Burroughs?
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sunshine
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Re: When you're going to get killed [Re: Mad_Larkin]
#24741525 - 10/27/17 03:00 PM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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So crack open a brew the whole crew 40 slew thatโs just what they do I thought you knew So crack open a brew the whole crew 40 flow thatโs just how it go and now you know
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sunshine
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Re: When you're going to get killed [Re: sunshine]
#24741531 - 10/27/17 03:04 PM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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My throat swelled out to my chin and cut off the blood flow. I got my jugular three times. I felt for my pulse and went for that spot. I saw all types of failed suicide in the hospital. I was in trauma surgery with a guy who ran his car into a tree and he broke his leg and all his ribs. I had to listen to him scream for five days. We had a good conversation about cocaine.
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sunshine
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Re: When you're going to get killed [Re: sunshine] 1
#24741671 - 10/27/17 03:59 PM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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There was a guy who swallowed and AK-47 round and it went up in his sinus. A lady swallowed a shotgun blast and her head was in two pieces, which they sewed back together. My roommate broke every part of his right leg after he jumped off a building. A guy dug really hardcore into his wrist and tried to sniff a third of an ounce of heroin. There was a girl who stabbed her mother and then tried to stab her heart on meth. Two murderers. One of them was fully reformed and was Christian. One guy kept talking all this gangster shit and he punched a guy in the face and they sent him to the violent ward. My bro scooped me up out of there.
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Re: When you're going to get killed [Re: sunshine]
#24741849 - 10/27/17 05:30 PM (6 years, 4 months ago) |
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When Iโm going to get killed, I just fuck shit up. Then I never die. Works every time.
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