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Mal_Fenderson
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LSD is Such a Funny Drug
#2469721 - 03/24/04 11:15 PM (20 years, 8 days ago) |
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Well, here I am, what a strange night, but even stranger is that I'm posting something, which is completely out of character for me---so, anyway, I just thought I'd let anyone who was watching know that I'm having a great time o_O
Well.
Sorta.
Anyhoo
I've thought a lot since I typed the last bit, but I guess I haven't really said any more, so it's probably time to submit =]
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oneducktwoducks
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Hope you're having fun! I wish I had some LSD.
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Mal_Fenderson
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I don't know if that's the right thing to say about it. It's certainly very different. I think that afterwards I'll look back and certainly say that I enjoyed myself, but now, here, at this moment, it all seems slightly weird and terrifying. But hey, that's all part of the fun, I guess.
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Mal_Fenderson
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Conclusion! I don't mean to reply to myself, but this is certainly the worst experience of my life, but LSD has nothing to do with that---in fact, well, oh so strange, I should stop now.
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Kraut
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What happened?
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the free thinker
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Re: LSD is Such a Funny Drug [Re: Kraut]
#2472645 - 03/25/04 10:21 AM (20 years, 8 days ago) |
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How much did you drop?
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lsd is a laughing drug for me in and out of differant realitys its so much a wonder to me that paper gets me this high
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Mal_Fenderson
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Oh. My girlfriend, who happens to be currently living with me, came home and, just as I was more or less peaking, dropped on me the idea that she'd (a) like to move out (traumatic enough in and of itself) and (b) that she'd like to be less exclusive than we had been.
I had taken four hits, but it wasn't the acid that make this experience difficult. In fact, I think it made it simpler in some strange way. Or maybe entirely more complicated. It was really funny...she hadn't talked to me for 4 days (off with this, ah, other guy/one of her friends thinking, I'd assume) and the first thing I did when she came in was---quite earnestly---gave her a big hug and told her that I loved her. Boy, what a sap I am. Oddly enough, tho, I can't really feel that I didn't mean it. I did and I do. I just have no idea what I'm going to do now.
Comments? Questions? It's the only way I can learn =]
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valour
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Geez, that's rough. How do you feel?
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Mal_Fenderson
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Re: LSD is Such a Funny Drug [Re: valour]
#2472764 - 03/25/04 11:12 AM (20 years, 8 days ago) |
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I feel like crying, I guess. (Yep, just did.)
I guess you all don't know me very well, so I don't really know why I even bothered to post this whole, silly, stupid, self-involved thread. But I did, so, I dunno. How do I feel?
I feel like I wish I had a time machine so that I could (a) figure out what I did wrong and (b) go back and fix it. And I know this is a Stupid, Useless way to view this sort of relationship thing, or at least it seems that way to me, possibly. I dunno, I really don't know.
*sigh*
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valour
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For what it's worth, that's pretty usual for this sort of situation. I'm really sorry, man. Acid often helps me see the connection between things, and her connection with you remains, even as it changes. Thus, I can see how it makes things weirder but perhaps easier to deal with in some ways.
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Mal_Fenderson
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Re: LSD is Such a Funny Drug [Re: valour]
#2472876 - 03/25/04 12:04 PM (20 years, 7 days ago) |
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Thanx.
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