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usulpsychonaut


Registered: 05/12/08
Posts: 2,814
Loc: Northland, New Zealand.
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Re: anyone else suffering from alcoholism? [Re: mentalpatient]
#18395053 - 06/09/13 11:33 PM (10 years, 7 months ago) |
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I drink red wine every day now. I'm fucking lonely. Just need to stay home and drink. Too retarded to socialise really. Went to a party the other night. Everything I said to this woman that liked me was completely wrong. Then I tried to drive home and crashed my car. Just gotta stay home and drink. A month ago I'd actually got a date. Stopped drinking and started getting productive and feeling good. Then I found out that I'm completely retarded at dating so it was nothing. Then I'm thinking well I get 1 date about every 4 years so there is no way I can get better at this. Must focus on growing psychoactive plants and drinking at home. I'm fucking over it. It is boring as hell. But there is nothing else. Get pissed and listen to antisocial sounds. Pay my bills and live on fried meat. This is the end game.
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isthisreaI
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Registered: 03/28/15
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Loc: New Mexico, USA
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Re: anyone else suffering from alcoholism? [Re: usulpsychonaut]
#24664703 - 09/27/17 03:45 PM (6 years, 3 months ago) |
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Holy shit that was depressing but I gotta say it made me laugh when you crashed your car. Funny in a morbid, absurdly sad way. Like your night wasn't fucked enough already. I've been there. You need to just do what makes you happy, get through those initial DTs and get after life. Bro you live in fucking New Zealand. Do you know what I would give to move to, or even visit New Zealand? I'm stuck in one of the most gun and drug infested, crime ridden regions of the US. I'd give ANYTHING to live where you are. Remember the positives bro and work on those. Laugh at the absurdities and all those epic fails. Alcohol almost ruined me. It doesn't matter where you're at, economically or geographically it makes you feel like the same piece if shit as the rest of us. That is not the truth. Go hit up some AA bro, meet people in the fellowship. Maybe you haven't found your true woman yet on that, "soul level" or whatever. You can heal this spiritual malady and your experiences can and WILL help others.
THIS IS NOT THE END GAME. It is only the beginning, if you're willing to suffer a few days through DTs, feelings of worthlessness, and very little sleep. You WILL get better and that social awkwardness you can work on. Go hit up some meetings man and get out in nature, your in NEW ZEALAND for fucks sake!
Keep us posted!
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isthisreaI
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Registered: 03/28/15
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Loc: New Mexico, USA
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Re: anyone else suffering from alcoholism? [Re: usulpsychonaut]
#24664711 - 09/27/17 03:48 PM (6 years, 3 months ago) |
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Jesus just realized I bumped a 4 and a half year old thread. Intentions were good.
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Thayendanegea
quiet walker



Registered: 02/20/12
Posts: 7,596
Loc: 7 Lodges Nation
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Re: anyone else suffering from alcoholism? [Re: isthisreaI]
#24667219 - 09/28/17 02:14 PM (6 years, 3 months ago) |
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You just helped me...thanks.
-------------------- Look Deep Into Nature,and Then You Will Understand Everything Better. Albert Einstein
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The_Newt
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Registered: 01/15/99
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Re: anyone else suffering from alcoholism? [Re: isthisreaI]
#24693113 - 10/08/17 03:26 AM (6 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
isthisreaI said: Holy shit that was depressing but I gotta say it made me laugh when you crashed your car. Funny in a morbid, absurdly sad way. Like your night wasn't fucked enough already. I've been there. You need to just do what makes you happy, get through those initial DTs and get after life. Bro you live in fucking New Zealand. Do you know what I would give to move to, or even visit New Zealand? I'm stuck in one of the most gun and drug infested, crime ridden regions of the US. I'd give ANYTHING to live where you are. Remember the positives bro and work on those. Laugh at the absurdities and all those epic fails. Alcohol almost ruined me. It doesn't matter where you're at, economically or geographically it makes you feel like the same piece if shit as the rest of us. That is not the truth. Go hit up some AA bro, meet people in the fellowship. Maybe you haven't found your true woman yet on that, "soul level" or whatever. You can heal this spiritual malady and your experiences can and WILL help others.
THIS IS NOT THE END GAME. It is only the beginning, if you're willing to suffer a few days through DTs, feelings of worthlessness, and very little sleep. You WILL get better and that social awkwardness you can work on. Go hit up some meetings man and get out in nature, your in NEW ZEALAND for fucks sake!
Keep us posted!
I agree with all of this. Change is possible but you have to make the changes, have to want to become/stay sober, and change your life.
Also, if you are physically addicted to alcohol where you get DTs when you stop drinking please do not attempt DIY (do it yourself) alcohol detox at home please see a doctor or check into a hospital, or rehab. Stay safe, and good luck.
Edited by The_Newt (10/08/17 03:26 AM)
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