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AtomHeart
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140g fresh Equador Cubensis w/ 3 grams Syrian Rue
#24316846 - 05/13/17 02:43 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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The Syrian Rue seeds were ground up and packed into capsules, and taken at sundown. I then weighed out 137.5g of fresh Cubensis and set them on a plate next to a glass of orange juice. After 30 minutes had passed, I began to feel the Rue seeds...a jitteriness and anxiety that almost felt like the come up of mushrooms, so I decided it was time to down the shrooms as quick as I could. I started chewing up the fresh mushrooms and taking swallows of the orange juice whenever the flavor would start to nauseate me. I finished the mushrooms and had a very heavy feeling in my stomach along with a terrible taste in my mouth. There was also the occasional Syrian Rue burp that was nearly unbearable, so I poured myself a fresh glass of orange juice to try to get the pallet a little cleansed.
About halfway through the glass of orange juice, I realized I was no longer drinking, but rather just standing in the kitchen staring at the glass as my mind wandered. I suddenly got double, triple, then quadruple vision staring at the glass in my hand and realized I needed to throw up.
I put the glass on the counter and started for my bathroom. As I crossed the living room, towards the open bathroom door, the door seemed to be moving away from me. I walked faster and managed to catch up with the door, then pass through it into the bathroom itself...the grid of ceramic tiles turned into a sea of moving geometry as I headed towards the toilet. I saw the toilet coming towards me, and then my body and mind passed out of this existence and into the void. A giant infinite sea of black nothingness engulfing me with no sensation other than the sound of a low bass rumbling.
I don't know how long I was in the void. Seemed like ages upon ages floating there weightless...then a sound started piercing the nothingness. It started like subtle sparking/crackling but it started getting louder and louder until it was deafening. It sounded like the universe being ripped apart, is the only way I can describe it. Above me a rip began to form in the blackness and rainbow colored Sparks began to pour through it and shower down on me. As the tearing fabric of reality got wider I could see my bathroom through the rip...my bathroom ceiling. The rip then opened completely and sucked me into it, depositing me back in this reality. I slowly started to figure out that I was laying on the floor between the toilet and the sink cabinet...and the ripping, crackling sound was coming from under me. I had fallen into the wicker trashcan and it was now under me making crunching sounds as I rolled and floundered to pull myself out of the crevice I had fallen into. When I stood up, I didn't feel like I needed to throw up anymore, so I decided my bed was the safest place at the moment...the world around me was in utter chaos and I needed a lifeboat.
I headed out the door of the bathroom to head for the bedroom, but suddenly time sped up to a blur, and in an instant I was standing back in my kitchen. I turned around again and headed for the bedroom only to have time fast forward again and leave me standing out on my deck. Trying again landed me back in the bathroom.
I finally laid down on the floor and slowly crawled my way into my bedroom. Unfortunately, when I got there it was not a warm inviting bed that awaited, but instead I found myself crawling through a house of mirrors. I did have four large full height mirrors on one wall of the bedroom, but this was a maze made of mirrors. Everywhere I would turn, I would just run face first into myself. I stood up and tried feeling my way out with no success. Endlessly stumbling through a vast sea of my own reflections for days, weeks, months...I came to the point where I sat down with my head in my hands and began screaming for help to anyone who might rescue me from this endless nightmare. Thankfully my cries went unanswered, and I eventually began coming down from the peak. Morning light was streaming in the windows as the mirrors started to disolve and my bedroom started to become recognizable through my busy colorful vision. I clawed my way to my bed and wrapped myself in my blanket to reflect on what just happened for a few hours.
This trip brought a lot of soreness, emotional exhaustion, and depression for a couple days, but as I returned to normal I felt like I gained tremendous insight into the workings and experiencing of time itself and how mushrooms can manipulate it.
Gave me a lot of respect for the power of fresh mushrooms, as well as the strength of Syrian Rue. Be careful out there, psychonauts.
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Re: 140g fresh Equador Cubensis w/ 3 grams Syrian Rue [Re: AtomHeart]
#24317554 - 05/13/17 09:03 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Good read, thanks for sharing!
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Re: 140g fresh Equador Cubensis w/ 3 grams Syrian Rue [Re: HamHead]
#24365487 - 05/31/17 02:52 PM (7 years, 30 days ago) |
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Fantastic trip report, very heavy trip indeed. I guess that's why it's recommended you stay in darkness when pushing numbers like that haha (the getting lost in your house thing).
I also find that sometimes the days and weeks, sometimes months after a trip offer as much insight thinking about the trip as the trip itself.
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Re: 140g fresh Equador Cubensis w/ 3 grams Syrian Rue [Re: GreenWall]
#24365550 - 05/31/17 03:25 PM (7 years, 30 days ago) |
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Few ,
Sounds like they kicked in to fast .
Crazy experience
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Re: 140g fresh Equador Cubensis w/ 3 grams Syrian Rue [Re: EternitySeeker]
#25081764 - 03/22/18 07:41 AM (6 years, 3 months ago) |
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I've now come to recognize the house of mirrors was a message from the mushrooms that I am getting in the way of my own progress in life, after showing me how lost I was in my own apartment.
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Re: 140g fresh Equador Cubensis w/ 3 grams Syrian Rue [Re: AtomHeart]
#26692718 - 05/24/20 01:41 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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If I read this years ago I would have never tried shrooms! =P
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Re: 140g fresh Equador Cubensis w/ 3 grams Syrian Rue [Re: Psychonaught]
#26697453 - 05/26/20 04:41 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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Holy shit. I applaud you for having the courage to take on such a daunting experience. Glad you made it out safe!
Thanks for sharing
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Re: 140g fresh Equador Cubensis w/ 3 grams Syrian Rue [Re: GreenWall]
#26697497 - 05/26/20 05:05 PM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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This sounds so intense. Glad you extracted some lessons from the experience.
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GreenWall said: Fantastic trip report, very heavy trip indeed. I guess that's why it's recommended you stay in darkness when pushing numbers like that haha (the getting lost in your house thing).
I also find that sometimes the days and weeks, sometimes months after a trip offer as much insight thinking about the trip as the trip itself.
Couldn't agree more. I've been reflecting on my bad trip for about 4 days now and the positive benefits seem to be compounding.
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Re: 140g fresh Equador Cubensis w/ 3 grams Syrian Rue [Re: Folding]
#26700956 - 05/28/20 05:34 AM (4 years, 1 month ago) |
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140g fresh is a massive dose already. Combining this with harmalas is insane. 
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Re: 140g fresh Equador Cubensis w/ 3 grams Syrian Rue [Re: Pandemoon]
#26713073 - 06/02/20 05:49 AM (4 years, 28 days ago) |
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I have exactly 140g fresh ecuador in my freezer. Hmm...
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