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Offlinemasterg
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Yayo
    #2400962 - 03/04/04 12:16 AM (20 years, 1 month ago)

Its been two months since AFOAF quit taking coke insufflated. AFOAF used it on a near daily basis for several months, by generating money solely for the substance, not eating, supplying others at marked prices, etc. He still thinks about it daily. He has used benzodiazepam in attempt to come off "withdraw" in  the past, but still thinks of it constantly. He doesn't know what the point of this thread is, besides to write down some hard thoughts.  :frown: Anyone else have similar experience? He's not looking too much for advice, but whatever is related would be welcome. Thanks a bunch for being around, mangs.

Peace,
masterg

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InvisibleLe_Canard
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Re: Yayo [Re: masterg]
    #2401158 - 03/04/04 01:23 AM (20 years, 1 month ago)

Yea man, I know what you're going through. :frown: It does get better, believe me. Just don't give up! You've made the right choice.
Just think of it like this: would you rather do coke, or would you rather have the rest of your life? I've seen too many friends totally screw their lives up thanks to coke. I know you DON'T want that!
Hang in there, buddy! :laugh:

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Re: Yayo [Re: masterg]
    #2402623 - 03/04/04 12:35 PM (20 years, 1 month ago)

Yea, my bro's roommate is becoming a cokehead. He's skinny for the first time in the several years i'v known him, and hes not payed this months rent.
Were about to have an entervention for his ass


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Re: Yayo [Re: Dreamer987]
    #2402982 - 03/04/04 02:00 PM (20 years, 1 month ago)

Coke is certainly a bad addiction. Ive seen people ruin their lives with it. Divorce their wives sell their homes sell their cars all for coke untill they are living on the street.

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Re: Yayo [Re: masterg]
    #2403015 - 03/04/04 02:09 PM (20 years, 1 month ago)

Write down the costs of doing coke for a MONTH and that should be enough motivation to stop. It took me 3 months of binging hard core on that shit, and smoking crack to realize I didnt like who i was on coke... it wasnt me and i hated it. I moved 2000 miles away back home with my mom and stepdad about a year and a half ago... and i havent touched either one in all that time  :thumbup: . I hope i never do again. Ive been offered several times in the past few months, but my reply is always "i never want that shit again" and people seem to take that as seriously as i meen it. There is hope dude, you just gota make the decision and stick to it. Good luck to ya, i know your strong enough to do it.


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Re: Yayo [Re: masterg]
    #2403165 - 03/04/04 02:43 PM (20 years, 1 month ago)

Good job on going as long as you have!!
It deffinately gets easier with time man.. I have been clean a little over one year, the first three months I thought about it a lot, th next three not as much and the last 8 or so pretty much not at all.
If I see it or think hard about it I still get that crazy wanting to be numb skin crawling feeling.. but thats VERY rare.
It was easier for me though because I had a overdose, and was kept in the hospital..I was sure I was going to die.
You know what the doc told me?
That I probally permanetly damaged my heart, and it is easy for anyone on coke to do that..especially if you use large amounts.
I never knew that..I mean I knew coke was dangerous but where was the warning?
Fuck, I thought back to when I was a kid running everywhere, ridingbikes..wrestling in school..my dreams..how proud I was of my health.
FUCK THAT SHIT.

Things have gotten much better, but as I think you know, it just aint worth it.
stay strong brother.
peace and shroomyness

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Re: Yayo [Re: Suffer]
    #2404072 - 03/04/04 07:17 PM (20 years, 1 month ago)

hey, congrats man. i dont know you, but i feel proud for you.


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Re: Yayo [Re: Atomisk]
    #2405260 - 03/05/04 12:16 AM (20 years, 1 month ago)

Thanks a lot for the posts guys. They definitely help. AFOAF's nose is still pretty fucked up, which is his main motivation for not doing it again. Still, resisting the temptation is fucking difficult. I'll definitely take the advice of calculating how much it costs per month/year/etc to try helping out. Thanks a ton mangs.

Peace,
masterg


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Re: Yayo [Re: masterg]
    #2405337 - 03/05/04 12:34 AM (20 years, 1 month ago)

Good luck masterg. I have faith in you, and be proud you stopped. We are.


-m0rb-


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