Hey, I took 2 tabs last night, having taken 1 tab 2 times before. This time It was a COMPLETELY different experience, not bad, but not good. I couldn't focus on anything for more than a minute, and even though the visuals were exceptionally amazing, every other time I did it I was able to think deeply and focus. But this time i would start thinking really hard on one topic, almost get to some sort of revelation, AND THEN COMPLETELY FORGET WHAT I WAS EVEN THINKING ABOUT. It was frustrating as for hours i sat there thinking, and as soon as i got 99.9999% through the thought process I just couldn't finish it.
I had considerable chest and stomach pains the whole time, although I feel like they might've been mental because if i willed them to stop consciously they would, for as long as i consciously focused on making them go away, but as soon as I lost focus they would come back instantly. I ate ice cream, chips, and crackers during the come up and I've heard that can cause stomach discomfort. I've eaten every other time I've done it and had the pains also, but they went away during the peak, where this time they lasted the whole way through.
This trip was the first time I smoked weed during, and I'm wondering if that contributed to the differences I experienced. I just came from a 2 month tolerance break so its hitting me a lot harder than it usually would.
I'm just dissapointed that the whole trip seemed wasted because i can't remember barely anything from the peak, and the only things I do remember just have a feeling of disappointment and failure all around it. the trip had good parts I know it did, but i can't remember most of them. The bad parts are the only thing i can remember, such as looking in the mirror for 20 minutes+ and being disgusted and disappointed by all of my imperfections. Over those 20 minutes it was as if my face had morphed into that of a monster. My brother Eventually came over and smoked every last bit of my weed without my permission, and left as soon as he was done, and from there I just felt so shitty and disappointed that I had to go to sleep.
The other two times I've done it I had no trouble keeping my thoughts and feelings in check, but this time, I thought more than a few times "wow, I've lost my mind".
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I just realized I never posed any clear question lol
Has anyone else ever had chest pains on acid, and what are the interactions marijuana and food has on the trip for anyone else? Does weed keep anyone else from being able to focus, or was it just the dosage being too high for me to be able to focus?
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I like to smoke weed ~6-10 hours into an LSD trip, but any earlier than that I feel it muddles the trip, it loses that sparkle, and it promotes confusion and thought loops. I've had chest pain too, one time I even went to the safety tent at a festival because my chest hurt so much I was worried. I had done other drugs that weekend and did not sleep the night before, but LSD was the only thing in my system at the time. I've had it other times too and then I know it was just anxiety.
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