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Anonymous #1

I Think I'm Evil
    #24004087 - 01/12/17 01:23 PM (7 years, 18 days ago)

So, I've always had what I guess you'd call anger issues. Or, rather, that's what I've dismissed it as.

But that's not what it feels like. It feels like everything good about me is just a front. Like every smile, every nice word, every good thing I've ever done is something fake I put on to hide who I really am. Like the real me is this hateful, evil, bad person who just destroys everything I touch.

It used to be that I only started to feel like this when it came out. Which, when I was younger, was very rare.

But it happens more and more often these days. It's getting to the point that I have to put forth a lot of effort to not be that person all day long. And it's getting harder. Like the cage I built to keep it in is getting weaker and weaker.

I don't know if I'm making any sense,  but I'm really needing help here.

I just don't know what to do. I ruin everything I care about, I'm gonna destroy everyone that loves me.

I'm abusive to my ol' lady. Not physically, but I'm manipulative and say terrible things.

It's like every bad thing we're told about as children comes bubbling out. Jealousy, hate, envy. All that.

I don't know what to do. I don't want to be this way.


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OfflineSpiralspider
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Re: I Think I'm Evil [Re: Anonymous #1]
    #24004220 - 01/12/17 02:04 PM (7 years, 18 days ago)

its all good man!

Keep it for yourself. And go to bed early!
Do some good deeds to balance your evilness.
Dont kill anyone!


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Re: I Think I'm Evil [Re: Spiralspider]
    #24004260 - 01/12/17 02:17 PM (7 years, 18 days ago)

Quote:

Spiralspider said:
Dont kill anyone!



Lol.. I was going to suggest killing people who deserve it... in cases where the murderer has no regret, were the justice system fails because of connections, or where they walk free because of a legal technicality.

Watch Dexter???

But I suppose you should rather listen to Spiralspider, but in the case you feel the need to kill someone, kills someone who deserves it and not an innocent person.


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Call Me Bob


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Re: I Think I'm Evil [Re: Call-Me-Bob]
    #24011277 - 01/15/17 04:25 AM (7 years, 15 days ago)

some fucked up shit happens to people and it changes their personality
just need to roll with the punches, intrusive thoughts are just thoughts


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