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My first trip scared me but God came to me
    #24001871 - 01/11/17 05:55 PM (7 years, 19 days ago)

Anyone else have this experience?


I experienced my first shroom trip (first trip, period) last June and I went a bit "deeper" then I had intended to at that time.



Basically, I took too much and made the mistake of vaping a little bit of weed near the end of the peak. The shrooms themselves were actually pretty comfortable but once I added the weed, it was too much.



The weed took the trip from a solid level 3/4 trip to ego death in under a minute. I told myself "Okay, not what you intended but here we are. Just let go".



I was doing a pretty good until I got "closer" (to oneness) and this thought come into my mind, practically screaming at me in a panic. (My ego?)


"You're not supposed to know! You can't know! You'll go crazy if you know!"


In that moment, I had this terrible fear if I let myself go it would mean never coming back or least regaining my sanity. It felt like I was about to learn some "forbidden knowledge" or some shit.



I decided to pull back and open my eyes. (mistake)


Opening my eyes was not the thing to do. Everything in my trip room looked incredibly "fake" to me. I would stare at my table yet could not convenience myself it wasn't just something I was projecting.


"Shit, am I really living in a hologram?? Am I even real??"


This seemed to trigger something of an existential crisis where I pondered if my entire life was just a lie I tell myself.


I decided for a change of setting and left my basement to find my wife reading a book upstairs.


She's not very supportive of this new "exploration" I'm undertaking and she wasn't much help. As I looked at her and tried to explain I was having a hard time distinguishing reality and how we're ALL directly connected to God, all I could see (besides her 3 sets of eyes) was her look of disapproval, which made me feel like shit.



Her vibe wasn't helping so I changed the setting again and walked to our bedroom.


My bedroom looked foreign to me. Like, it was my room but at the same time it wasn't. It just was.


Spinning geometric patterns and Mayan hieroglyphics spanned all over my walls, ceiling, bed - really over every textured surface.  I was still scared of going insane so I cried out to God for help. (And God always delivers).


Normally, if I want to talk or pray to God, I just start talking and generally refer to him simply as "God". However, this time it was dire and something possessed me to call out God by name, YHVH.


"Yahweh, I'm really scared right now and I need you".

The next moment is difficult to describe but I'll try.


The patterns on my walls/ceiling were wiped clean and replaced by what I call symbols of divinity. Some symbols I knew, others I didn't and had to look up online to find.


Imagine all of the world's religious symbols together, interwoven into one grand pattern.



I could FEEL and SEE God's presence all around me and in that moment, all fear vanished, replaced with peace and love. I felt connected to myself and every human being on the planet.


That was it - no words, just an understanding that God is always with you and accessible. All world religions are about the same God. Same destination, just different paths.


"I've been with you through it all".

From that moment on, I knew I was awake again and there's no returning to sleep.

(I say awake "again" because I knew all this stuff as a young child. I remember talking to God up until age 6 or so. Rediscovering this stuff in my 30s is like remembering a dream I had made myself forget)


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Re: My first trip scared me but God came to me [Re: CrackingTheCode]
    #24002154 - 01/11/17 07:21 PM (7 years, 19 days ago)

That forbidden knowledge :awesomenod:

I love when psychs put me on my knees asking for help,
I've come to think that that's the gates of heaven right there.


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But if you're in a hurry, and really got to go
If you're in a hurry, might have to find out slow
That it's one thing to try and another to fly
You get there quicker just a step at a time
It's one thing to bark, another to bite
The show ain't over till you pack up at night


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Re: My first trip scared me but God came to me [Re: filthyknees]
    #24002211 - 01/11/17 07:42 PM (7 years, 19 days ago)

theres just so much we do not know..


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Something there is mysteriously formed,
Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
If forced to give it a name, I call it
Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.


It's just a shot away..


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