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Lucis
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Me again. 3
#23999549 - 01/10/17 09:15 PM (7 years, 20 days ago) |
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I had created a thread on here a couple days ago, then deleted it because I wanted to make sure what I had experienced was fairly genuine, and since this feeling has continued on for the next few days I believe it was fairly true.
I had an interesting experience meditating, and I can't shake the feeling it has left me with since then. I saw a man who I have now identified as being from Tibet judging from the images I saw in my session of mount Everest too, and the way he was dressed, and even the way the guy was making a bowing gesture to myself is something people do in Tibet, I could be wrong though, but while searching for answers I saw a video where people were paying respect to a picture of the Dalai Lama this way. The elephant I saw with the world on its back is called the "world elephant" and according to what I read is supposed to be standing on a turtle, I didn't see a turtle though, just the elephant. I am also very curious about the lotus I saw bloom in the center of my forehead, I could feel the petals on my skin as it was blooming, and experienced radiant light shining from above my head, it was an interesting visual.
I mentioned I felt the weight of the world crush me, and I started to cry, thing is I don't cry at things, haven't in some time, I kept asking myself "what the fuck was wrong with me" over and over again because I never felt anything like that, I don't know what to make of it though, it wasn't like I thought "oh wow I am about to cry" it just happened, and was hardcore too. I felt wrong for eating animals, overwhelming pain, and I am asking myself at this moment what the fuck is wrong with me for still feeling such guilt, I felt like I broke on through to some other plane of thought, and I can't go back to who I was just a few days before.
The message the man I saw in my session conveyed to me without speaking was "have patients" and I believe he meant to not feel rushed into trying to realize what the truths of this world are, that if I approach things with the proper mindset and heart, that I would be able to see past the deceptions because this world is full of things which appear to be light, but are not so.
I often open myself up to things which many believe to be things which come from spiritual darkness, I do this because I think that if I came from light, then I have nothing to worry about, that the only way to overcome darkness which we might encounter in our daily lives, is to become intimately familiar with how it operates, and to know the things which might oppose you. I have had visuals before of seeing a devil which was trying to throw negativity my way, I kept walking towards it, the closer I walked the more fearful this devil became, then I reached inside its chest and began massaging its heart and it disappeared, this imagery taught me that we have nothing to fear, that we give certain things power in our life by thinking they can truly harm us, when in reality they cannot. I believe we can learn from darkness, learn possibly what not to do, this creates balance when we learn from light what to to, so they balance each other out I think.
I am still a bit dumbfounded by this experience.
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Re: Me again. [Re: Lucis]
#23999800 - 01/10/17 10:51 PM (7 years, 20 days ago) |
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Edited by Buster_Brown (01/10/17 11:06 PM)
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pachoo
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Re: Me again. [Re: Lucis]
#23999915 - 01/10/17 11:42 PM (7 years, 20 days ago) |
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Nothing to add at the moment.... but I have had some similar experiences. But not by possibly connecting with someone else for the experience. Did the guy feel real to you?
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Re: Me again. [Re: Lucis] 2
#24000330 - 01/11/17 06:32 AM (7 years, 19 days ago) |
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sounds like you've had past live(s) as a bodhisattva in tibet 
your vision reminds me of one I had the first time I meditated - I was transported to a room where the Dalai Lama placed a mala (prayer beads) around my neck and sort of bowed to me as he did it. What was interesting was that I didn't know what a mala was at the time. Also I never really thought about the Dalai Lama much. The vision was as vivid as a lucid dream, and then I was transported back to my body while doing the guided meditation. I felt at the time that this experience was a form of blessing I received, and a welcome into the Tibetan lineage - which I then went on to practice for a few years.
Perhaps your vision is stirring you back into the role of a bodhisattva - of course it may look different now than your life(s) in Tibet did. Good luck
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Re: Me again. [Re: deff]
#24000610 - 01/11/17 09:32 AM (7 years, 19 days ago) |
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You guys have very awesome meditations. I'm obviously doing something different.
I still the mind for a while then just "drop" into the Self, and the pleasure is overwhelming so I kind of just roast there for a while, then get up and be a human being.
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oh my meditations don't usually involve visions lol - this was one of the only ones that did - usually I do something similar to what you describe. for some reason though, this vision happened spontaneously, I wasn't trying to nor expecting something like that
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Lucis
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Re: Me again. [Re: pachoo] 1
#24002873 - 01/12/17 12:33 AM (7 years, 19 days ago) |
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pachoo said: Did the guy feel real to you?
Yes, that's the strange thing, I was sitting there focusing on nothing, then I saw the guy bowing to me and all the other images came one after another very quickly, and I felt overwhelmed, my chest felt like it was humming, and my forehead felt like it was humming, but I felt like I had known the guy I saw for a long time, it was realer than real that's the strange thing.
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Re: Me again. [Re: deff]
#24002875 - 01/12/17 12:36 AM (7 years, 19 days ago) |
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Enjoyed reading the post, good imagery with the massaging it's heart.... just saying thanks, this is beyond anything I've seen so nice to read it. So I take it that you feel patience is a major part of any message? That's one of the earliest things to teach a child, without it, much is stunted.....
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i felt the weight of the world crushing me.
More so, an ancient love that was betrayed in a grand colossal way lifetimes ago. There was a fuck up that was me and you, and we hurt a godly mistress and caused her planets worth of pain.
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Re: Me again. [Re: TheHunt]
#24002934 - 01/12/17 01:12 AM (7 years, 18 days ago) |
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LOL, Mother Superior didn't jump the gun then, but was ethically within bounds while meting out the remedy.
Edited by Buster_Brown (01/12/17 05:43 AM)
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Fennario, It sounds genuine and beautiful and good and painful. This world is a mystery to me, and what we do to stay alive is sometimes like a cruel torture. But humans are unique in their own way like everything else and unite and we do our best to make do with the condition we have found ourselves within through trial and error. I am glad you had such a fortunate experience.
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Re: Me again. [Re: Lucis]
#24011915 - 01/15/17 11:12 AM (7 years, 15 days ago) |
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thank you for sharing, very inspiring to go deeper into meditations.
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