The DevilFirst off, lets get something straight;The NBOMe family is not something to fuck with. What I did was completely irresponsible and potentially lethal. If you are going to try NBOMes, do your research prior to tripping.Now that that's been said, lets get to the actual experience shall we?
It was months ago I was simply browsing some deep web markets. I'm not new to them so I knew how to be safe with things like PGP encryption and standard passwords that are rather complex ( "standard"). After browsing around for a while, I saw a listing of 100 tabs of 25i-NBOMe for sale. Now seeing as to how the NBOMe family is commonly marketed as LSD because of similar effects, and how cheap it was for its dosage (Approx. 1000-1200ug per tab, HCPBD complexed), I went to the vendor page. Long story short, I saw he also had a listing for 25c-NBOMe, and basically had a custom order made for the same price.
NOTE; UNDER NO CIRCUMSTANCES SHALL YOU ATTEMPT TO RECREATE ANY EVENTS THAT ARE ABOUT TO BE TOLD, IT WAS ASININE TO TAKE AN UNKNOWN DOSAGE OF 2 RCs THAT HAVE CAUSED RECORDED DEATHS.Now after about a week of waiting, I had finally received a letter which contained the NBOMe. I did not originally plan to ingest any that day. I simply cut the sheet into fourths, and wrapped them in aluminum. However, the tabs weren't soaked in the NBOMes, instead layed on there (which is the reason for the "Approx." ), which meant that the wrap that they came in had complexed NBOMe in it. Now for some reason, I had the bright idea to stuff these wrappers in my mouth and just let it be absorbed sublingually, but holy shit you would not believe the bitterness. It must've been around 8:30pm.
For around the first 5 minutes I didn't swallow any saliva. I didn't even know what to expect, so I just sat around my house, watching TV, browsing facebook, etc... Not too long after that (I'd say about 7 minutes later) I felt as if my stomach had been upset. This is a common thing to happen with certain psychedelics, so I assumed that the NBOMe was kicking in. Regularly when I trip I go to my room because that's how it's always been. It didn't take long for shit to go downhill.
Within the next 30 minutes of feeling nauseous, OEVs and CEVs started forming at a significantly fast rate. Fractals outlined my whole room, which had turned a Red/Pink color. CEVs were different. You know how on high doses of LSD people tend to see cartoon characters? That's somewhat what NBOMe was like. Except the only resemblance to any cartoon I can compare these entities to was red Smurfs. I was the god of their world when my eyes were closed. I could do anything I wanted to, form their worlds, create life, anything. I literally was god for a certain, unknown segment of time.
Just soon after playing around with my CEV creations, my OEV hallucinations, along with auditory hallucinations were heavily amplified. If you just imagined entering a completely new world when your eyes closed, having them open is like seeing a rupture in your own reality's space time continuum. You can literally travel across these worlds. Now everything would be completely fine if it weren't for the Auditory Hallucinations. These were not like those of Psilocin or LSD. In fact, to me, they sounded like voices in my head. A rush of fear quickly shot through me, and I became paranoid someone was entering my house. The other world had ceased to exist, instead being replaced with Red, rapidly spinning geometrical designs. Red always takes over other colors during my bad trips.
Being paranoid, I tried doing different things I learned over the years to calm myself down. I tried taking deep, long breaths (sic), I tried distracting myself with TV, and I even tried to wash my face off. That was the worst decision I ever made. Turning on the bathroom light, I learned I was experiencing heavy distortion. Random things would quickly move across the room then back to where it was originally of. To make it more clear, think about your computer's screen glitching out, and then apply that to everything you see, along with fractals and red everywhere. It was not fun.
Remembering that I had 2 last resort Valiums (10mg), I decided to take one. The thing is that, NBOMes are ridiculously potent, as 10mg had no effect on me whatsoever (Note; I had very little to no tolerance to benzodiazepines during the trip), so I decided to take the second pill. It had to been around 3am when I finally felt I was coming down. I was eventually knocked out no more than 20 minutes later. Everything had gone by so quickly.
The next day I felt a bit tired, but nothing else really. Maybe a bit dehydrated, but I was completely fine set that aside. For the first time trying NBOMe, I had thought for a while death would be the only escape, but I forced myself to think its only temporary. I felt as if I had been to hell and back while experiencing psychosis. Having a bad trip at a dangerously high dose of 2 RCs for the first time using them is not something fun to experience. If you're going to ever try any NBOMe, I recommend you buy from someone who's trusted, honest, and gives you proper dosages.
Note; From reading this, don't expect to have the same experience. We all differ, and this was just my first time. Since then I've taken these NBOMes at standard dosage and had a great time with friends.
Be safe, and hopefully, have fun

~Jamie