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Kenetic
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Re: What are your new year resolutions? [Re: trees]
#23986677 - 01/06/17 02:26 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Oh yeah? I wish it was that easy. If it was I probably wouldn't be an alcoholic
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Starstepper
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I meant normal super tan. Not jersey shore tan or Hulk Hogan skin of a hot dog tan.
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moonrockmushy
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Re: What are your new year resolutions? [Re: trees]
#23986747 - 01/06/17 02:54 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Yeah it was a little dicey today when I drove home from work. This is my first sober friday in forever. Just weed and kratom, the cleanest I have been in about a year. All day at work I'm just like "wtf am I going to do? gotta drink on friday, I earned it" but I didn't go to the store and I am glad.
I'm eating pretty good, just cut out fast food. I still have the occasional soda and I have been binge eating chocolate before bed every night, but I'm trying to cut myself as much slack as I need to make sure I don't drink.
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Kenetic
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Re: What are your new year resolutions? [Re: moonrockmushy]
#23986774 - 01/06/17 03:03 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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I've slowly accumulated a ton of terrible, money wasting habits. Smoking, drinking, smoking weed, kratom, fast food, caffeine, going to hell, etc. I'm constantly on edge from withdrawing on whatever substance at the time, and sometimes I just look at myself in the morning with disgust at how many habits I have to take care of to feel normal.
Wouldn't it be nice to just wake up and go to work instead of waking up and rushing to weigh out kratom and make sure I have cigs and rushing to make sure I have time to stop at a store to get a monster and smoke a cig so I'm ready to work. Then spend the first half of the day starving cause I drank all night instead of eating and the last half of the day anxious to get off work so I can start drinking and suddenly decide I want to get high and driving buzzed to buy some weed I can't afford just so I can waste my life watching netflix by myself, until I pass out and wake up feeling like shit from 13 hangovers and not enough sleep or whatever.
What. The. Fuck.
I really need to change my life, and I don't think I can wait until next year either.
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moonrockmushy
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Re: What are your new year resolutions? [Re: Kenetic]
#23986796 - 01/06/17 03:12 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Yeah I mean I have been doing great with krat. I take 1 level tablespoon every morning in some water and I am good for the day. I have been much worse, in the pretty recent past, so for me I feel like I am doing great managing my habits, but the idea of being 100% sober is almost unthinkable to me. I hope to get there tho. Just try to keep making positive steps and don't give up on yourself.
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AroundtheSon
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Re: What are your new year resolutions? [Re: Kenetic]
#23987441 - 01/06/17 06:48 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Man that sounds rough.
It would probably behoove you to be miserable for a week and deal with this shit head-on; not to include going to hell? what do you mean by this?
if you are going to hell, it is only because you are trying to get there. 
Exercise has helped me in so many ways; do what you can...even if it's a lil. use exercise as your new drug.
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Kenetic
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Re: What are your new year resolutions? [Re: AroundtheSon]
#23987460 - 01/06/17 06:53 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Well in any case I'm high and feel a lot better now lol
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Electric Wizard21
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Re: What are your new year resolutions? [Re: moonrockmushy]
#23989307 - 01/07/17 11:42 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Starstepper said: I meant normal super tan. Not jersey shore tan or Hulk Hogan skin of a hot dog tan.
(Wipes sweat from forehead)
That's good. Those people look bad as fuck.
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moonrockmushy said: Yeah it was a little dicey today when I drove home from work. This is my first sober friday in forever. Just weed and kratom, the cleanest I have been in about a year. All day at work I'm just like "wtf am I going to do? gotta drink on friday, I earned it" but I didn't go to the store and I am glad.
I'm eating pretty good, just cut out fast food. I still have the occasional soda and I have been binge eating chocolate before bed every night, but I'm trying to cut myself as much slack as I need to make sure I don't drink.
I believe you can do it! Eating the chocolate sounds normal as your body will be used to empty sugar calories from alcohol, it's also a sugar addiction too. Keep on marching!
-------------------- I'm sick of all you hypocrites Holding me at bay And I don't need your sympathy To get me through the day Seasons change and so can I Hold on boy, no time to cry Untie these strings, I'm climbing down I won't let them push me away
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moonrockmushy
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Ahh I fucked it up. I guess the snow is a huge trigger for me I love drinking in snowstorms. I'm still happy with myself for making it most of a week and I'm not giving up. At least I cut my intake significantly.
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LogicaL Chaos
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Re: What are your new year resolutions? [Re: moonrockmushy]
#23993070 - 01/08/17 05:10 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Dont worry, you're still an inspiration to alcoholics.
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moonrockmushy
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#23993081 - 01/08/17 05:13 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Wu-tang
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Re: What are your new year resolutions? [Re: moonrockmushy]
#23993378 - 01/08/17 06:53 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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I quit smoking cigarettes. I have a 220 wat mod though so it wasn't that hard. I'm not smoking anymore cigs for a while.
-------------------- 400 years ago-The earth is the center of the universe and anyone who says outherwise is a heretic. How dare you claim that the earth is not the center of the universe? Your looking glass your moons around Jupiter and your navigation tables prove nothing. Your heresy is an affront to the church and to God who made the earth the center of the universe. Now-All drugs that can expand consciousness are without medical or social justification and anyone who uses them is a criminal. How dare you claim that an understanding of God is to be found in a white powder? This talk of communication with the inner self, the finding of one's way into the hidden reaches of the unconscious, is New Age nonsense and simply an excuse to use dangerous drugs.
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Electric Wizard21
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Re: What are your new year resolutions? [Re: moonrockmushy]
#23994554 - 01/09/17 08:01 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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moonrockmushy said: Ahh I fucked it up. I guess the snow is a huge trigger for me I love drinking in snowstorms. I'm still happy with myself for making it most of a week and I'm not giving up. At least I cut my intake significantly.
You will have to try harder next time.
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hex_enduction
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I'm gonna climb a mountain. Maybe quit smoking. We'll see.
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Electric Wizard21
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Re: What are your new year resolutions? [Re: hex_enduction]
#23994639 - 01/09/17 09:03 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Wu-tang said: I quit smoking cigarettes. I have a 220 wat mod though so it wasn't that hard. I'm not smoking anymore cigs for a while.
Great! Be an inspiration to all the smokers who have black lungs now haha.
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hex_enduction said: I'm gonna climb a mountain. Maybe quit smoking. We'll see.
Mount Everest? You'll need to quit smoking to climb a mountain otherwise you will struggle to breath and what not.
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hex_enduction
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Definitely not that one 
My lung capacity is decent despite being a smoker but quitting would definitely help
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Electric Wizard21
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Re: What are your new year resolutions? [Re: hex_enduction]
#23994846 - 01/09/17 10:55 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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hex_enduction said: Definitely not that one 
My lung capacity is decent despite being a smoker but quitting would definitely help
It will! If it seems to hard I guess you could just cut down at first. There are various smoking aids available now, on prescription or from the chemist to buy.
The main factor is motivation and of course...plenty of chips.
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Wu-tang
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Quote:
Electric Wizard21 said:
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Wu-tang said: I quit smoking cigarettes. I have a 220 wat mod though so it wasn't that hard. I'm not smoking anymore cigs for a while.
Great! Be an inspiration to all the smokers who have black lungs now haha.
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hex_enduction said: I'm gonna climb a mountain. Maybe quit smoking. We'll see.
Mount Everest? You'll need to quit smoking to climb a mountain otherwise you will struggle to breath and what not. 
I actually like my vape better I got this flavor called thug juice its a combo of grape watermelon and menthol its so good.
-------------------- 400 years ago-The earth is the center of the universe and anyone who says outherwise is a heretic. How dare you claim that the earth is not the center of the universe? Your looking glass your moons around Jupiter and your navigation tables prove nothing. Your heresy is an affront to the church and to God who made the earth the center of the universe. Now-All drugs that can expand consciousness are without medical or social justification and anyone who uses them is a criminal. How dare you claim that an understanding of God is to be found in a white powder? This talk of communication with the inner self, the finding of one's way into the hidden reaches of the unconscious, is New Age nonsense and simply an excuse to use dangerous drugs.
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Re: What are your new year resolutions? [Re: Wu-tang]
#23997421 - 01/10/17 06:58 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Umm I like the sound of watermelon. I have used the vape pens once or twice in the past, you are better off not getting into it, save yourself and just quit all nicotine.
-------------------- I'm sick of all you hypocrites Holding me at bay And I don't need your sympathy To get me through the day Seasons change and so can I Hold on boy, no time to cry Untie these strings, I'm climbing down I won't let them push me away
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