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topdog82
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gay thoughts on MDMA? 2
#23990816 - 01/07/17 08:27 PM (7 years, 23 days ago) |
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Last time I rolled, my male friend (we are both straight) told me how much he meant to me and I told him how he has been there for me even at my darkest moments
I have told him that sober a dozen times. But when we were rolling he grabbed me by the face and kissed me on the cheek. Then we hugged. It was pretty damn touching. I was talking with my other friend who is a male bisexual and I feel that if I were rolling balls with any of my closer circle of friends and they just grabbed my face and started making out with me, I would feel 100% comfortable with that
I never have overt gay thoughts, but I was wondering if anyone else here has had homoerotic or homosexual type thoughts on MDMA?
EDIT: Anyone had a gay experience on MDMA?
Edited by topdog82 (01/07/17 08:31 PM)
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Re: gay thoughts on MDMA? [Re: topdog82] 1
#23990869 - 01/07/17 08:44 PM (7 years, 23 days ago) |
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accepting it and being sexually aroused by it are two different things.
if it arouses you to participate in sexual acts with another man you are at minimum bi-sexual.
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#23991211 - 01/07/17 10:34 PM (7 years, 23 days ago) |
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Idk so much pressure, what should I do?
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To be honest tho, it was probably just bedside of the MDMA making you even more accepting of it.
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Re: gay thoughts on MDMA? [Re: topdog82] 14
#23991269 - 01/07/17 11:08 PM (7 years, 23 days ago) |
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topdog82 said:
I never have overt gay thoughts
You sure about that?
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Na man that might just be it breaking down your inner wall. It opens people up so maybe you have those thoughts or feelings but resist them but when you take MDMA you don't care or they just go away.
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I've always been skeptical of the bisexuals. I feel like it's just a phase..
Never really see any older ones.
But yeah, OP, you might be gay.
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Quote:
Burke Dennings said:
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topdog82 said:
I never have overt gay thoughts
You sure about that?
Well to be clear it's not like I fantasize about banging men while jacking off. I def considered hooking up before. Ineber had a huge drive tho. It's definitely something I'll prolly do at some point
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Re: gay thoughts on MDMA? [Re: topdog82]
#23991441 - 01/08/17 12:49 AM (7 years, 23 days ago) |
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Quote:
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topdog82 said:
I never have overt gay thoughts
You sure about that?
Thank fuck for Burke, he's like the Shroomery encylcopedia or something. Nothing slips by.
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Re: gay thoughts on MDMA? [Re: topdog82] 1
#23992184 - 01/08/17 11:33 AM (7 years, 22 days ago) |
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Dude it's not gay thoughts lol it's called platonic affection and empathy.
Let me just say that again, PLATONIC
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Dude it's not gay thoughts lol it's called platonic affection and empathy.
Let me just say that again, PLATONIC
yeah best friends who are girls do this in public and its not at all seen as gay, however the thoughts you may have on the empathogen mdma probably were already there but the drugs just brought them out which is totally cool
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Yeah my point is just that it's not even sexual lol.
But I also don't think everything you experience while rolling is "true", Adam from PsychedeSubstance made a good point about this when he talked about how not everything you say while on MDMA is truly genuine and some of it is just due to you being intoxicated and feeling good.
The example he used was how you'll be talking to someone you just met and both are talking like you've known each other for years and you're telling each other how much you "love one another" but then when the MDMA wears off you realize that you don't want anything to do with this weird stranger.
Idk I've never personally had an experience like that because I don't set myself up for them but I can definitely see that being the case. I don't think all the affection and love you show while on a roll is actually genuine or intrinsic.
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Take enough M and you will start to understand these beautiful feelings are merely chemically induced impulses.
I used to love MDMA but I got pretty over it after a while. I tripped on acid a couple of times when other people were rolling, the whole love thing felt so fake to me
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Re: gay thoughts on MDMA? [Re: shadyy]
#23992366 - 01/08/17 01:02 PM (7 years, 22 days ago) |
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i hate liz said: I've always been skeptical of the bisexuals. I feel like it's just a phase..
Never really see any older ones.
that's because they usually settle for one sex. lol, you don't know how things work. bisexual doesn't mean you have sex with two sexes always....
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I have rolled on MDMA many times and have never had any attraction to my male friends. I hug my male friends occasionally because they're like brothers, for example if I'm leaving my friends house after sitting and smoking for several hours, we'll casually hug each other as I'm walking out the door and say something like, "peace man." Then I go home. 
But it's not like we sit around hugging each other on MDMA. If I saw one of my guy friends on MDMA, I probably wouldn't hug them more times than I would if I was sober..I've certainly never thought about kissing any of them, and I certainly hope they've never thought about kissing me.
If you have these impulses, maybe you're bisexual and should explore them. Do what makes you feel happy.
If you try it and it doesn't work out for you, then you know you don't like men.
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Re: gay thoughts on MDMA? [Re: Tripsurfer]
#23992420 - 01/08/17 01:22 PM (7 years, 22 days ago) |
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Tripsurfer said: I used to love MDMA but I got pretty over it after a while. I tripped on acid a couple of times when other people were rolling, the whole love thing felt so fake to me
Dang, it feels fake to me even when I witness that stuff while sober, I couldn't imagine how fake and cringy it would be to see on acid. I've never really been too keen on MDMA, not to mention it's already lost its magic for me and I haven't even used it that much. Even when it had that "magic" though I never really felt too head over heels for it. I always thought it was fairly overrated.
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Tripsurfer said: I used to love MDMA but I got pretty over it after a while. I tripped on acid a couple of times when other people were rolling, the whole love thing felt so fake to me
Dang, it feels fake to me even when I witness that stuff while sober, I couldn't imagine how fake and cringy it would be to see on acid. I've never really been too keen on MDMA, not to mention it's already lost its magic for me and I haven't even used it that much. Even when it had that "magic" though I never really felt too head over heels for it. I always thought it was fairly overrated.
very strange. MDMA has helped me see my emotions clearly. Right below DMT for me in its value
But ya maybe I am just subconciously bisexual. And the MDMA is an excuse to let these thoughts lose
I need to hookup with a dude already lol
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Re: gay thoughts on MDMA? [Re: topdog82] 1
#23992587 - 01/08/17 02:28 PM (7 years, 22 days ago) |
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topdog82 said: Last time I rolled, my male friend (we are both straight) told me how much he meant to me and I told him how he has been there for me even at my darkest moments
I have told him that sober a dozen times. But when we were rolling he grabbed me by the face and kissed me on the cheek. Then we hugged. It was pretty damn touching. I was talking with my other friend who is a male bisexual and I feel that if I were rolling balls with any of my closer circle of friends and they just grabbed my face and started making out with me, I would feel 100% comfortable with that
I never have overt gay thoughts, but I was wondering if anyone else here has had homoerotic or homosexual type thoughts on MDMA?
EDIT: Anyone had a gay experience on MDMA?
You are gay. Just come to terms with it man
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