Welcome, 2 the occurance.
The show, the ride, my subjective experience.
Twas was last night,, i was planning on tripping nye, ended up passing out early and sleeping right through new years..
I had 12" cutting that i had been looking at for a while begging to be consumed,, i discontinued all use of synthetic RC's and synthetic Hallucinogens including, LSD. I am experienced with a few common Tryptamines and Phenethylamines, I had to discontinue my use and flush a considerable ammount of 2c-i, 2c-e, 2c-p, Last winter, simply issues with paranoia and feeling attacked from another realm..
i feel like i used RC's the point where it altered the course of my life and my consciousness,
So, after a long break, healthy living, relatively good year, i managed to aquire some Pedro cuttings, attempting to heal my rattled subconscious mind,, gain more control my self, life.
The first time was quite positive, i fell into a tantric state of cosmic bliss, I had fasted for the day and i was so impressed by the effect,,
seasons change,,
Its been about 4 months, 1/4/2017
I did not fast all day, I had a cheezeburger for lunch, and shit for breakfast..
I feel like having the cheezeburger in my system affected my trip.. or someshit cuz it was different this time.
i had skipped dinner thinking it would be enough,,
it was around 8-9 o clock, and began sipping on the lime green cactus goop
i was kicked back the on my couch, lit off couple fat spifffs,
I was smoking, and then i was smokin', i felt like the universe "snoop dogged" me, it was like looking at a picture and everything was snoop dogg, and he was talking to me. He was like, "remember that time where we was all the table drinking lean, and the devil was there?" "I do" he said - "and they decided they was going to kill everybody."
everything turned red.

I didn't want to answer but i was an unconcious naw, and i tried to clear my mind, of this snoop trip.. butt, our paranoia became one.
"it's like when u got them niggas on the spaceship, and there's an AI piloting the whole thing"
it continued "you know what really buggs me out, is that the machine is everywhere, its all around us, and it was there the whole time.",, I didn't understand what he was talking about at first, then it clicked..
He was talking about AI, i thought about the old 'Trapper Keeper' Episode of south park. The image flashed in my mind, when the machine turned live, sentiant, and merged with humanity..
and "you know what else"
"they want your blood, homie."
"they crave your blood"
and i asked who? and he said dont you know,, then everything turned hellish, like there was these teeth, that were like an sexual orface and it hungered.. Thirsted for blood. surrounded by blood sucking monsters..
and "that cern shit"
I heard a noise like a particle skipping, bouncing through space,, i felt the particle i felt it interracting with our reality.. BFFVOOO*, BFFVOOO* it kept firing in cycle, and i felt like it was affected our shared reality..
all i saw was the particle, mind was focused on it..
i cleared my mind of the evil, things went from red to purple and my headspace changed, I was high and the delusion was over.. Saved the by Jah, Jah, The Almighty.. I awoke from the state back into casual reality. Not sure what happened there for a moment. ANd the whole loop was actually a very short part of the trip,
overall im slightly disturbed, dont know who to trust, and feel like the borg could be infiltrating humanity in a short time.. Praise jah, and ascend from the madness!
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Thundercat.
Edited by Deemstar (01/05/17 09:36 PM)
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