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Zeterra
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Powerful stuff...
#23975386 - 01/02/17 08:46 AM (7 years, 28 days ago) |
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Hello everyone,
I'm new to this forum, but I read a lot of interesting things here for about 1 month ! I'm sorry if my spellings and my grammar is a bit lacking... But I'm French speaking, so don't be rude or grammar na** !
I would share something with you I just experienced ! Actually I'm here because I'm in a very bad situation in my life, everything went wrong and I'm in a BIG depression... Really... I thought about suicide more than once last month...
I was always turning myself to the traditional medicine, I think everything can be found in nature... So I was looking for something that could give me energy, power, enlightenment, happiness... Something that could guide me and help me in my depression and give me a boost !
I thought about coke or MDMA, but I throw theses ideas away... So I found this forum where I read a lot about micro dosing and a lot of other very interesting things ! So I bought Cubensis b on the internet. It arrived today and the first thing I did was to put them in a glass wear in the dark. I felt pretty happy I got these little things cause' i felt like this is really gonna help me !
It the plastic bag where the shrooms where sealed, is a bit shrooms dust, so I said myself "no Waste", and i took only a finger print of this dust...
I directly felt the "acid" feeling in the mouth, I know that feeling cauz' i already tried shrooms, truffles, mdma, ecstasy but only for partying ! About 10 seconds after I felt a energy BOOST... Something I hadn't for a while... Was very impressing... And all my negative tough went away... Right know, I have still this feeling...
Now, i understand why a lot of people in this forum said: "Don't mess with shrooms, they are powerful. Respect them !"
A lot of people a probably going to say "YEAH PLACEBO EFFECT..." But I can assure you, I didn't felt like that for a while... Really ! I only got a finger print of acid... And it all ready have his effects... I'm Impressed !
For my micro dosing I thought about 0.40... But I really think this is gonna blow my mind ^^ soo tomorrow I gonna try 0.20 for my first shroom day !
I hope I'm not gonna disappear :P
Cheers
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Re: Powerful stuff... [Re: Zeterra]
#23975403 - 01/02/17 08:52 AM (7 years, 28 days ago) |
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I think you should check your ego, microdoses tend to just cause anxiety as opposed to getting the the root of the problem. An intense shroom experience is so eye opening.
Take 3.0-3.5. Have you any experience with other psychedelics?
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Re: Powerful stuff... [Re: czech]
#23975409 - 01/02/17 08:56 AM (7 years, 28 days ago) |
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You can microdose shrooms for ptsd and bipolar and depression. I know a fee people that do and describe similar feelings from microdosing say .25 g
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Re: Powerful stuff... [Re: Zeterra]
#23975410 - 01/02/17 08:57 AM (7 years, 28 days ago) |
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And the effect that you are looking for is called "Personal Bias Suppression".
https://psychonautwiki.org/wiki/Personal_bias_suppression
Here's a full list of the psychotherapeutic effects of psilocin. Visuals are nice and good fun and all, but they are just candy and the main bulk of the meal is listed below.
- Emotion enhancement - This effect can be described as being more prominent, consistent and profound when compared to other traditional psychedelics such as mescaline or LSD.
Enhancement and suppression cycles - This can be described as constant waves of extremely stimulated and profound thinking which are spontaneously surpassed in a cyclic fashion by waves of general thought suppression and mental intoxication. These two states seem to switch between each other in a consistent loop once every 20 - 60 minutes. Language suppression - This effect can be described as a perceived inability or general unwillingness to talk aloud despite feeling perfectly capable of formulating coherent thoughts within one's internal narrative. It is much more common among inexperienced users. Addiction suppression[6] Analysis enhancement - This effect is consistent in its manifestation and outrospection dominant. Catharsis Cognitive euphoria Conceptual thinking Confusion Creativity enhancement Delusions Déjà vu Ego replacement - Although this effect is more likely to occur with LSD or DMT, it is still technically possible. Empathy, love, and sociability enhancement - This effect differs from MDMA and other entactogens in that it isn't as central to the experience, feels less forced and more natural and is experienced at a less consistent rate. The sociability enhancement in particular only occurs rarely and it appears to be more emotional. Existential self-realization Exposure to inner mechanics of consciousness Feelings of eternalism Feelings of impending doom Feelings of interdependent opposites Feelings of predeterminism Feelings of self-design Immersion enhancement Increased music appreciation
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Zeterra
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Re: Powerful stuff... [Re: czech]
#23975416 - 01/02/17 09:02 AM (7 years, 28 days ago) |
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Yeah, as I said in my post, I tried mushrooms, truffles, mdma, Ecstasy ! But only for partying ! I think that in my actually state of mind, 3-3.5 would probably made me paranoid and make me a lot of shit...
I need first of all get a better and stronger state of mind... After that i will for sure take a big dose ! But first of all, I will try to get in a better mood !
Thank you for your reply and usefull informations !
Edited by Zeterra (01/02/17 09:11 AM)
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Re: Powerful stuff... [Re: Zeterra]
#23975444 - 01/02/17 09:12 AM (7 years, 28 days ago) |
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Tripping in silent darkness is usually much better than tripping with the TV on or with responsibilities
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Zeterra
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Re: Powerful stuff... [Re: Mike4aco]
#23975457 - 01/02/17 09:17 AM (7 years, 28 days ago) |
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Mike4aco said: Tripping in silent darkness is usually much better than tripping with the TV on or with responsibilities
Interesting info, I tough about listening to "Terence McKenna" speakings witch is very inspiring. But yeah, I heard about it, all clinical trails with shrooms a made with eye patches and headphone...
But I feel like if I'm doing it right know it's going to be a bad experience... Just about my feelings... Am i wrong?
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Re: Powerful stuff... [Re: Zeterra]
#23975475 - 01/02/17 09:26 AM (7 years, 28 days ago) |
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Don't think just do. That's what I do and it works for me. Do you know yourself? Like really really know yourself? And because I know you do not know yourself (if you did you wouldn't be asking the questioning would think) are you willing to be the passenger while the shrooms drop some knowledge in you?
If you are scared of the dose try a smaller dose if you're scared of the drug, there must be a reason you are afraid and its always better to face your fears.
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Re: Powerful stuff... [Re: Mike4aco]
#23975524 - 01/02/17 09:51 AM (7 years, 28 days ago) |
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Mike4aco said: Don't think just do. That's what I do and it works for me. Do you know yourself? Like really really know yourself? And because I know you do not know yourself (if you did you wouldn't be asking the questioning would think) are you willing to be the passenger while the shrooms drop some knowledge in you?
If you are scared of the dose try a smaller dose if you're scared of the drug, there must be a reason you are afraid and its always better to face your fears.
This is actually my tough and said it yesterday to my ex-girlfriend... But she actually said I should go to see a psychiatrist on stop doing shit...
And yeah... I don't know myself... You're probably right ! And yeah, It scares me... Profound toughs ! Thank you I feel way better than 1 month ago ! I feel something is going to change !
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Re: Powerful stuff... [Re: Zeterra]
#23976071 - 01/02/17 12:48 PM (7 years, 28 days ago) |
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Fuck the microdosing and go for 3 grams.
Microdoses are for just enhancing creativity and your senses, moderate to high doses is for healing and having life changing experiences.
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Re: Powerful stuff... [Re: Zeterra] 1
#23977423 - 01/02/17 09:49 PM (7 years, 28 days ago) |
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My take on this situation is if you were suicidal last month maybe its too soon to take psychedelics. Get some counseling first. I don't mean go to a psychiatrist and get meds, but whatever is causing you those feelings needs to be looked at in a way where you wont wind up dead or off the rails. Tripping might help you now, I don't know you, I doubt it very much though. Talk to somebody first start moving in the direction of self love. I say this as a brother and as someone who has been through some serious depression as well. Take care.
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Zeterra
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AuroraBorealis88 said: Fuck the microdosing and go for 3 grams.
Microdoses are for just enhancing creativity and your senses, moderate to high doses is for healing and having life changing experiences.
Woaaah you're so right...
I took 1.5g at 5pm. Put some eyes shades on and listened to beautiful psy ambient musique. Woaaawwww right NOW i feeel soo resourced... When I drooped off my eye shades I saw all the beautiful lights outside, my carnivorous plants looked so amazing... And I begun to giggle for nothing, and it was sooo enjoyable !!! I also learned something very important to night... I feel like something changed... I accepted the fact the my relationship is over ! I cried and giggle again... Awesome feeling !
I have a lot more to understand about myself, but this experience was perfect ! It's what I needed right now !
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Re: Powerful stuff... [Re: Zeterra]
#23978996 - 01/03/17 02:24 PM (7 years, 27 days ago) |
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Re: Powerful stuff... [Re: Zeterra]
#23979702 - 01/03/17 07:11 PM (7 years, 27 days ago) |
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Zeterra said:
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AuroraBorealis88 said: Fuck the microdosing and go for 3 grams.
Microdoses are for just enhancing creativity and your senses, moderate to high doses is for healing and having life changing experiences.
Woaaah you're so right...
I took 1.5g at 5pm. Put some eyes shades on and listened to beautiful psy ambient musique. Woaaawwww right NOW i feeel soo resourced... When I drooped off my eye shades I saw all the beautiful lights outside, my carnivorous plants looked so amazing... And I begun to giggle for nothing, and it was sooo enjoyable !!! I also learned something very important to night... I feel like something changed... I accepted the fact the my relationship is over ! I cried and giggle again... Awesome feeling !
I have a lot more to understand about myself, but this experience was perfect ! It's what I needed right now !
Good to hear
Looks like you had a little bit of catharsis there
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