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vandago



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Re: I request a site wide perma ban. [Re: demiu5]
#23959841 - 12/27/16 06:14 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Edit: demius doesn't deserve insulted. I didnt kill myself. I dont want to spew anymore hate though and dont want anymore gossip. I have been talking dark to people who contact me personally. Had I known it would make it's way publicly I would remember friends are only there when they want entertained.
This is exactly why I want off this Fucking site.
I leave for a week and people make threads about my legal shit constantly now Fucking people who don't even know my number say I committed suicide on an account I dont use?
What I plan on doing is none of abyonrs concern. The only concern here should be Fucking banning me perma.
Edited by vandago (12/27/16 07:34 AM)
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idiotek


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Re: I request a site wide perma ban. [Re: vandago] 1
#23959845 - 12/27/16 06:21 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Nobody makes you post. Nobody is forcing you to come back and login. Why be hostile towards people who care about your well being?
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larry.fisherman
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Re: I request a site wide perma ban. [Re: vandago] 1
#23959849 - 12/27/16 06:26 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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You're just getting mad because it's easier than admitting to yourself that you matter. People care man. Sorry if this is hard for you and I'm sorry if some people have behaved in a way that upsets you but I don't think you should go. I agree that your personal business should be your personal business and there's not much else to say about that, but a lot of this has been done with the best intentions because people care. You're a good dude and you're missed when you're not around.
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vandago



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Re: I request a site wide perma ban. [Re: idiotek]
#23959851 - 12/27/16 06:29 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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idiotek said: Nobody makes you post. Nobody is forcing you to come back and login. Why be hostile towards people who care about your well being?
Anyone who cares about my well being can call me. Not make assumptive threads regarding my pulse or freedom.
And now I have 404 harassing me none stop because I won't tell him why I dont want him talking to me.
I want perma banned.
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vandago



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Re: I request a site wide perma ban. [Re: idiotek] 1
#23959864 - 12/27/16 06:42 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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idiotek said: Nobody makes you post. Nobody is forcing you to come back and login. Why be hostile towards people who care about your well being?
And you are the last person I want to hear judging about my reactions. The guy who has trolled and damned me to prison more than once.
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idiotek


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Re: I request a site wide perma ban. [Re: vandago]
#23959873 - 12/27/16 06:48 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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So just quit logging in for a while. Making a big public spectacle asking for a permanent ban just invites people to speculate about your situation. You could easily pm a mod and keep it low key.
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vandago



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Re: I request a site wide perma ban. [Re: idiotek] 1
#23959879 - 12/27/16 07:01 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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I pmed an admin prior to this thread.
I obviously have about as much self control as a teenager on viagra, so I want perma banned.
I dont want to be a part of this.
And I didnt make a spectacle you Fucking jackass. I made a thread in the proper forum.
I made no "I'm in jail thread" or " I'm killing myself thread" I asked an admin and I asked in the appropriate forum to be banned.
I didnt ask for some hypocritical lonely asshole to continue to harass me, what's it been 7 years of constant badgering now idiotek? Sad you will have to find someone else to make feel like shit?
This thread had nothing to do with you.
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idiotek


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Re: I request a site wide perma ban. [Re: vandago]
#23959883 - 12/27/16 07:12 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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I'm not harassing you dude. We came to an understanding months ago but if you still feel that way then fair enough.
Good luck, and please get some help.
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Re: I request a site wide perma ban. [Re: vandago]
#23959886 - 12/27/16 07:13 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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We care about you a lot, you big dick having sumnabitch. You've been there to make us Rompers laugh when our lives turn to shit. Let us be there for you the same way you are for us.
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vandago



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Re: I request a site wide perma ban. [Re: idiotek]
#23959888 - 12/27/16 07:14 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Been getting "help" for longer than you have been making me feel like shit.
All this help and all this problems. It doesn't fucking stop.
I need some help getting banned off a site who logs on to see how my jail stay or my suicide is coming along.
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Ythan
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Re: I request a site wide perma ban. (moved) [Re: vandago] 1
#23959935 - 12/27/16 08:09 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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This thread was moved from Website Announcements and Feature Feedback.
Reason: Better suited to this forum.
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demiu5
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Re: I request a site wide perma ban. [Re: vandago]
#23959994 - 12/27/16 08:54 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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vandago said: Edit: demius doesn't deserve insulted. I didnt kill myself. I dont want to spew anymore hate though and dont want anymore gossip. I have been talking dark to people who contact me personally. Had I known it would make it's way publicly I would remember friends are only there when they want entertained.
This is exactly why I want off this Fucking site.
I leave for a week and people make threads about my legal shit constantly now Fucking people who don't even know my number say I committed suicide on an account I dont use?
What I plan on doing is none of abyonrs concern. The only concern here should be Fucking banning me perma.
your pm to me, our pm's in the past, and twitter feeds from the 23rd-26th of this month, or whatever app you're broadcasting your "dark" messages on, directly mentioned your intentions. Unless you were simply lying, seeking attention, from people you claim to not care about but OBVIOUSLY care about you, what was the point of all this?
if you want people to stop caring about you, say so, and it will be done
i don't know, nor do i care what you said about me before you were smart enough to edit it, but jesus christ, dude
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vandago



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Re: I request a site wide perma ban. [Re: demiu5]
#23960106 - 12/27/16 10:03 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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I dont use Twitter.
I didnt message anyone looking for any help.
I asked to be banned and people pmed me on here and I got a few fb messages.
I dont use Twitter though.
If you call making public gossip threads about me caring. Then by all means. Stop
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vandago



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Re: I request a site wide perma ban. (moved) [Re: Ythan]
#23960123 - 12/27/16 10:09 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Ythan said: <img src='https://www.shroomery.org/forums/images/moved.gif'> This thread was moved from Website Announcements and Feature Feedback. Reason: Better suited to this forum.
You told me to sleep on it. And I have.
What's it take to get a perma ban?
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Re: I request a site wide perma ban. [Re: vandago]
#23960457 - 12/27/16 12:37 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Why do you want a perma ban dude, that's counter productive. Just don't sign in, then you have an option down the line.
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vandago



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Re: I request a site wide perma ban. [Re: Amanita86]
#23960616 - 12/27/16 01:58 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Because the sites like crack to me and I don't want to keep acting like this in front of anyone. I'm a fucking mess beyond a mess right now.
I guess I will go into more detail about things now that I took some medication.
For starters to ease peoples mind on my life.....I had til 2 o clock today to decide to run, die, or get an ankle bracelet.
I got the ankle bracelet. So I'm going to be riding this out and I feel like a fucking fool, a complete fool, because I don't even know what happened.
I come back and knew there would be cause for concern, but it was all just "Hahaha fuck up vandago" and I guess the truth hurts too much this time. I'm fucking 31 years old going on 13. It hurts.
2 days after I got locked up the older woman I was somewhat seeing let me know the warden took my dogs. She was kind enough to go pay for them to get out and buy them food and my mom watched them. I had ten days or they were adopting them out because they didn't want them ( nor did I want them ) to be alone, and though they had the house to themselves, food, water, and visitors, they need and deserve better.
I called her on the 19th. She said she got the dogs but one of my really close friends had a stroke, or a heart attack.......sober......like he's been sober for 6 months now. No drugs in his system no drugs around him.
My ex girlfriend found his body. She'll be giving his eulogy in about an hour. I won't be able to make it because no one can drive me.
Then I find out the older woman whom I spoke of, well she got diagnosed with cancer the next day 
My lawyer won't take payments and wouldn't even do the arraignment up front despite the fact he has gotten around 7k from me since 2013 ( I am a royal fuck up ) So I had to use a public defender ( which worked ).
In court everyone got released, we had a sit in judge that gave everyone a personal recognizance bond. However, there was someone who went before me on his 5th OVI felony 3. The judge gave him a PR bond, I watched and heard it happen......and when we went back to the pod they fucked up his computer entry and gave him a 20k 10% bond. So his dog was in the dog wardens office too, so a shroomerite and I went half on bailing the dog out. Rascal. I didn't want the guy to lose his dog and I'm not gonna be doing much for the next half a year.
I just......I don't fucking understand why this cycle won't break even when I make positive changes. Now I know I sleep drive? I mean fuck.
I am embarrassed. I don't even wanna show my face here or irl anywhere anymore. Like when I intentional do stupid shit and make mistakes and consciously choose to fuck up, I take the verbal lashings and the get your shit together talks, but I had my shit together had my car had my stuff ready to go packed and everything. Now I am completely fucked, my friends going into the ground, everyone I know close by is in turmoil over him and the holidays.
It's just all bad, and me logging in here makes me spill personal business and makes others worry and makes all kinds of drama and I misread everything and my head just doesn't work right. I can't quit smoking cigarettes and they taste like shit. This place is like sealing a door for me to never have to hurt people again. Everyone is sick of this dumb shit. I am sick of my dumb shit. I don't want it constantly exposed under my SN.
Like a majority of the permas get brought up occasionally but not much, they just go to dust in the wind.
I'm still able to log in and call demius a faggot for spilling nothing but love to me just because I'm being a dumb ass POS. No one deserves a constant pity party, and that's not what I want.
This damn dog I am fostering is a prick btw.
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Re: I request a site wide perma ban. [Re: vandago] 1
#23960704 - 12/27/16 02:44 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Well, I can't really speak on your friend dieing and the cancer diagnosis. Those are the kind of things that everyone handles differently. I usually keep my mouth shut when things come up like that because I know personally the constant "Gee I'm sorry thing" gets pretty annoying..
As far as fucking up goes, everyone does. That sting you're feeling is what motivates you not to 'poke the rattlesnake anymore'.. it'll pass man. People have fucked up far worse than you and have turned it around. It really is nothing that can't be fixed. Maybe it's time to refine those meds. That list can't be helping. Use the down time to focus on something productive you can occupy your mind with..whatever it may be and run with it.. You aren't a "fuck up", your priorities just lost track of the trail.. a little bit of back tracking and you'll find it again..
And fuck anyone making fun of you. I've seen a lot of support for you. It's like that priority thing.. are you going to focus on the positive people supporting you, or the few dipshits with something smart to say? No need to shut the show down when just a few smart asses feel the need to heckle you...notice the full audience that isn't heckling you and fuck the loud mouths..
Keep your cool man, you got this shit. The buzzards aren't landing yet so there's still more chapters to go. -
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vandago



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Re: I request a site wide perma ban. [Re: Amanita86]
#23960737 - 12/27/16 03:00 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Well I feel like a dick for biting the hands that feed. Got people offering me love and im kicking stones. If it were up to me none of this stuff would be on here.
When my PO saw me today he seriously just looked sad. I went 14 months clean and not one single fuck up, and in 20 minute ruin my entire life and ruin as many friendships as I can so I know I will be miserable.
I did see more support than ridicule, that's a definite. I just don't deserve the support and I do deserve the ridicule. This pattern is exhausting and bullshit. It takes away from what I need to be doing. I've missed 3 funerals this year because of my actions. I need to just cancel my internet.
Thanks though man.
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Re: I request a site wide perma ban. [Re: vandago] 2
#23960765 - 12/27/16 03:08 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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You deserve the same as everyone else, vandago...love.
I know...I know...it's fucked up coming from me because I'm usually the one who can't wait to jump in a grave, but you really do deserve love and thank you for letting us love you.
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