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Alprazolambodia
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LSD use over 100 times within 6 months
#23955578 - 12/25/16 01:11 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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When I graduated highschool in '15 I tried lsd for the first time about a month after. I immediately fell in love. I dosed the next night and took 2 hits from the same batch as before and then an unknown NBOMB and seized up around 6am due to lack of sleep. Blah blah blah, 6 months go by and I tear a tendon on my right foot skating and got prescribed 30 5-325 norcos. Once I found out the convenience of getting high off pills, things got bad. Within about 1 month I was absolutely addicted to Xanax and needed about 8mg a day or I wouldn't feel good enough to do anything(always chasing the high). I started buying Xanax in bulk and selling them so I could do them for free because I was spending so much $ on them and that's when morphine, oxy, somas, kpins, muscle relaxers, pain killers came into play. I somehow managed to pass college level courses and then had a 2 month break for summer.
During this time I continued to use excessive amounts of Xanax to the point where I would wake up shaking because I was WD'ing and would pop a xan before getting dressed. Then one day my friend took acid and I met up with him when I was on like 4 bars and he pulled me aside and asked what motivated me to get so fucked up 24/7. He may have even saved my life because I still think back to that day when I fiend for drugs of any sort.
Anyways, I realized that 360 days have gone by and I had no recollection of anything and decided it was time to do LSD again and hope it would give me a better outlook on life. I took 2 hits by myself one night during my summer semester at community college and became not addicted but almost dependent. I thought why the fuck have I been doing these shitty ass drugs when lsd and shrooms beat them 10 fold. I bought 5 hits the next day and within a week of that I dropped 400$ on a 100 hit vile all to myself.
Somehow I managed to pass my summer courses taking acid every other day and about 4-8mg xan every day. I began to sell acid and was able to re-up at least 10 more times with full viles. I kept a notebook with extreme details on the effects of LSD and the interactions with different drugs up to my 56th dose then I lost track.(I should upload those).
By my 50th dose, I was going to work at 8am on 1 hit like nothing. I became very withdrawled from most of my friends and family, but not like how Xanax had me. I prefer to dose alone because I LOVE LOVE LOVE head highs and having my mind wander. I worked at a surf shop that was super slow so I would only deal with maybe 5 customers on an 8 hr shift. Basically, I got paid to hallucinate and draw for almost a year until I realized that this job was actually hurting me and not benefiting me. I quit my job because I was barely handling school at that point, and dropped out 2 weeks later.
ACID AND XANAX DO NOT MIX WELL WITH MATH. It's been about 1 and a half months since I dropped out and my dosing has stopped almost completely(mayB once every couple weeks). I feel like I have experienced everything acid has to offer but I still and always will love it. Acid has put me in some of the worst and best situations of my life and i DO NOT REGRET ANY USAGE. It helped me quit Xanax multiple times(I keep relapsing:/), have started drawing again becuse I used to be a very good artist when I was a kid, and look at life differently(for better for worse). Now that I have stopped selling L, I have been experimenting with shrooms, MDMA, and unfortunately almost any pill that can get u some sort of high.
I'm 19 and have done over 25 drugs(I am not bragging nor proud, but I also do not regret any of it). Taking pure lsd DOES NOT fry ur brain; LSD tolerance is not as profound as its thought to be; LSD made me realize that life isn't about me and the world isn't this perfect place. I have taken L in almost any possible situation; before school, before work, before pizza delivery, carnivals, around parents, etc. the only issue that came from LSD is that now that I don't dose so frequently, I'm back on that fiendish mindset to always be high on ANYTHING besides heroin or pcp pretty much. I became depressed for a while, especially when life wasn't going the way I planned and thought about the mere possibility of ending life in general. I knew it was time to step back and stop using, but honestly really struggle.
Damn this shit got long real quick imma wrap things up; basically since June 28th of 2016, I have taken over 500 hits, injested drugs ranging from meth to liquid oxy, and have dropped 100+ times, rolled multiple times, and munched on about a half oz of shrooms. Life is what u make it, and I'm slowly starting to make life about drugs and not about the things I love like skating and surfing. I haven't gone to the beach in months and am usually too barred out to skate. I honestly think if I did not go on my LSD binge I may have either overdosed or even killed myself. Thanks you for everything you have offered me LSD, but it's time we take a break. Now since I fry not too often it is as if I never had a tolerance and is fuckin amazing, but I need to handle my Xanax, no, drug addiction.
______ *Everything stated above is purely fictional*
Edited by Alprazolambodia (12/25/16 01:53 AM)
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WhyDidiDoThis
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Parahrapgh breaks please.
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Alprazolambodia
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Re: LSD use over 100 times within 6 months [Re: WhyDidiDoThis]
#23955622 - 12/25/16 01:51 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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My B lol typed it on my phone, 1 sec
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Mike4aco
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You dosed so often its no wonder you passed all your classes cause you had one helluva tolersnce. 400 for a vial is a stupid high price. Live and learn. Next time try to get the vial for 100 or 150. Take a week break each time you dose. Cut out big pharm from your diet pills suck ass. Interesting story though aside from big pharm heroin and method you sound like me 10 years ago
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moonzo
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Good luck battling your xanax addiction. You can do it! I've done it. Acid def helps. But, interesting read non-the-less
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TransientExistence
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Try a flood dose of iboga, that dependance on pills will dissapear.
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Re: LSD use over 100 times within 6 months [Re: WhyDidiDoThis]
#23957510 - 12/25/16 11:36 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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You should watch trainspotting. Choose life my friend, a very inspirational film if you are paying attention. They glamourize it in the beginning to lure you in. It is very entertaining and eye opening.
I suggest you live life first, and only use the LSD for positive adjustments and meditation
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Re: LSD use over 100 times within 6 months [Re: UltraLiveResin]
#23957554 - 12/26/16 12:31 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Honestly I don't know how you did it. I trip every week or every other week for a year and that sure is enough for me. Need time to recover my friend.
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cube talk
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Re: LSD use over 100 times within 6 months [Re: LSDollar]
#23957962 - 12/26/16 09:53 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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couldn't find LSD if I tried crew
meanwhile this guy has a buffet of any drug he wants
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CrackingTheCode
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Re: LSD use over 100 times within 6 months [Re: cube talk]
#23958034 - 12/26/16 10:35 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Wow dude, that's a lot of drugs in a very short period of time! I think I've tripped 7-8 times (shrooms) since 6-28-16 and I was thinking that was a bit much. (but 2016 is also my first year of psychedelia)
Definitely time to take a break from everything, IMO. I've found that a good high dose (4-5g) of shrooms can "reset" an addiction.
If you don't stop, you'll probably find yourself with a good case of HPPD and psychosis, if you don't already.
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totallylike
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You sound like a smart guy. You have time to find your path, don't let the shit (like an unbalanced obsession with drugs) drag you down. You know the reason that you do this stuff to yourself, try facing that reason directly and see what possible resolutions you can come to. You have your whole life ahead buddy, challenge yourself.
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moonzo
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Re: LSD use over 100 times within 6 months [Re: totallylike]
#23959254 - 12/26/16 08:49 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Quote:
totallylike said: You sound like a smart guy. You have time to find your path, don't let the shit (like an unbalanced obsession with drugs) drag you down. You know the reason that you do this stuff to yourself, try facing that reason directly and see what possible resolutions you can come to. You have your whole life ahead buddy, challenge yourself.
Great advice right there
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