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00Burnout
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2.3 grams P. Cubensis: unbelievably powerful experience
#23950998 - 12/23/16 07:53 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Yesterday after work I took roughly 2.3 grams of shrooms. My come up was slow and pleasant, colors became vibrant and the world seemed to breath in synch with me, after approximately an hour I began experiencing strong color shifts, geometric patterns and extremely vivid CEV, which seemed to be the reality I had not experienced on my last trip, I was remembering my actions and conversations that happened on my last experience. I began to believe that my current reality was foreseen on my last trip. I knew everything that I was about to do and every conversation I was about to have. Sometime later I began to feel that I was time looping, that I would go to bed that night and wake up on the couch in the same manner as my last trip, laying there terrified and having pissed myself. I began thinking that the 2 trips correlated and that I would be forever stuck in a world where everything happened again and again. I felt the pressing urge to throw away my current grow and that in doing so I would understand what was going on.
After sometime and some conversation with my aunt I began to calm down but came to realize and understand a few truths about myself. I have spent the past 6 years fucking up my life and that my only desire was to be in a perpetual state of altered consciousness. I also came to the conclusion that this is not the right time in my life to be taking psychedelics and that I have some very deep issues that need to be resolved and that I would only understand what the issue is and how to deal with it if I spent time in perfect clarity, so I have decided that my time with mind altering substances must be put on hold for the time being if not forever.
There's so much of this trip that I do not understand nor can I fully explain my experience, neither the things I saw or the feelings I had.
-------------------- Peace, pot and microdot! No amount of progress has ever been made in the way of man without challenging the things we think we understand.-00Burnout Ghetto Greenhouse Trade List https://psychedelia.space
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Re: 2.3 grams P. Cubensis: unbelievably powerful experience [Re: 00Burnout]
#23951028 - 12/23/16 08:12 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Feels loopy man. Reality breaking trips are the worst/best/just plain weird.
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Re: 2.3 grams P. Cubensis: unbelievably powerful experience [Re: 00Burnout]
#23951105 - 12/23/16 08:48 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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00Burnout said: I felt the pressing urge to throw away my current grow and that in doing so I would understand what was going on.
Haven't felt this personally, but I've always thought I'd feel the urge to do the same when I'm tripping hard. Did you end up taking any action towards your grow while on your trip?
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PrimalSoup
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Re: 2.3 grams P. Cubensis: unbelievably powerful experience [Re: 00Burnout]
#23951497 - 12/23/16 12:06 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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00Burnout said: I felt the pressing urge to throw away my current grow and that in doing so I would understand what was going on.
Never do that no matter what the trip suggests. 
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I began to believe that my current reality was foreseen on my last trip. I knew everything that I was about to do and every conversation I was about to have
Hyperspace is like that. Don't go back there until you feel like you're ready. It can take some time.
Or - alternatively - you can visit as often as you like without cleaning up anything else - but be prepared for a really rough ride if you do. 
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00Burnout
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Re: 2.3 grams P. Cubensis: unbelievably powerful experience [Re: PrimalSoup]
#23954694 - 12/24/16 05:00 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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I didn't even move from the couch till I started coming down a little, but no I didn't mess with my grow while tripping. The way I have my room set up you can't squeeze through the entrance if you just ate dinner or if you have a decent sized gut, so trying to squeeze in there while tripping hardcore would be difficult to say the least. Although I had the urge to toss my grow, I was myself enough to know that any decisions about anything would be best left until I was sobered up completely. I did wind up tossing it but only because my subs were spent.
I have no intention of taking that journey again until I have my cabin built. I'd rather deal with my freak outs in private, even though I'm sure everyone here would advise against that, I know my mind well enough to know that no matter how terrifying a trip can get that nothing bad would happen to me, self inflicted or otherwise. I'm also fairly confident that I would have a better chance of learning something from my trips if I didn't have someone sober around to talk me down. I felt that I was on the verge of understanding something extremely profound before I talked to my involuntary sober sitter. I also have come to the conclusion that I would be less prone to these episodes if I would do something besides sit and observe, such as play my guitar or draw my next tattoo.
-------------------- Peace, pot and microdot! No amount of progress has ever been made in the way of man without challenging the things we think we understand.-00Burnout Ghetto Greenhouse Trade List https://psychedelia.space
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PrimalSoup
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Re: 2.3 grams P. Cubensis: unbelievably powerful experience [Re: 00Burnout]
#23954838 - 12/24/16 06:25 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Sounds good to me.
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00Burnout
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Re: 2.3 grams P. Cubensis: unbelievably powerful experience [Re: PrimalSoup]
#23955798 - 12/25/16 06:07 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Also, a small bit of info I forgot to mention till reading primalsoup's potency project post, although I didn't let my subs consolidate for longer than a week the bag (I did BRF bags fruiting in vitro, it was my first grow) was sitting against an exterior wall and the fruits took an unusually long time to mature, almost a month from pin to maturity. This was the first and only flush I was able to get out of it because although the others were spent this bag got ferociously attacked by bugs and I wasn't going to eat mushrooms that had a bunch of greasy cockroaches crawling on them.
I ruined beef ramen for myself in this experience, I put the mushrooms in a bowl of ramen to help mask the taste and because I figured taking them with food would help with the nausea and it did but the sight and smell of beef ramen kinda knots up my stomach now.
-------------------- Peace, pot and microdot! No amount of progress has ever been made in the way of man without challenging the things we think we understand.-00Burnout Ghetto Greenhouse Trade List https://psychedelia.space
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Re: 2.3 grams P. Cubensis: unbelievably powerful experience [Re: 00Burnout]
#23956010 - 12/25/16 09:22 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Had a similar loop trip last weekend. First harvest of my own boomers with a few friend, started with 8th of tea each, then a munched on drys through the night. Decided to drop a hit of Lucy about 4 hours into the trip, that is when the looping really hit. Literally would walk 4 feet and felt like i had been walking the same path forever just over and over. That was one of the scariest and beautiful feelings ever. First time ever having intense OEV as well
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00Burnout
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Re: 2.3 grams P. Cubensis: unbelievably powerful experience [Re: MoreHumanThenHuman]
#23964688 - 12/29/16 05:11 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Midway into my peak I honestly couldn't tell you if I was having OEV or CEV, I was to tripped out and somewhere along the line I left my body briefly. I think my biggest screw up was my intentions in taking them. I took them purely to get high
-------------------- Peace, pot and microdot! No amount of progress has ever been made in the way of man without challenging the things we think we understand.-00Burnout Ghetto Greenhouse Trade List https://psychedelia.space
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