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Caps McGee
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: PsiloPsychIn]
#25562480 - 10/24/18 07:18 AM (5 years, 3 months ago) |
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BigSurMoon
the deathless ones



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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: Caps McGee]
#25562499 - 10/24/18 07:26 AM (5 years, 3 months ago) |
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I confess, Im scared to trip cause last time I kinda freaked out, and now im worried that I am not in the right place(mind/body). Ive been sitting on some pe that I really want to try but...
-------------------- My soul brings tears, to angelic eyes. DISCOVER BLACK KOW I swear that "black kow experiment" thread is gonna get it. It's tempting me to adress it. Sounds both pornografic and racist... https://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/25300352/page/1 Deliberately asleep, always.
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Caps McGee
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: BigSurMoon]
#25562501 - 10/24/18 07:28 AM (5 years, 3 months ago) |
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I have felt "out of place" before: another trip may actually help
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BigSurMoon
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: Caps McGee]
#25562831 - 10/24/18 09:47 AM (5 years, 3 months ago) |
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Caps McGee said: I have felt "out of place" before: another trip may actually help 
I might go for it friday, Ive never been freaked out while tripping, ive had bad things happen around me, but never really let it get to me. But this time, Im not a very religous person but, Evil stared me in the face, and I never reacted in such an imediate,irrational, way. I feel like its waiting for me to come back. Maybe its something i need to throw caution to the wind, shove my face full, and just call it out. Cant believe Im telling this to strangers, but feels kinda good to get off my chest. Thanks shroomerites
-------------------- My soul brings tears, to angelic eyes. DISCOVER BLACK KOW I swear that "black kow experiment" thread is gonna get it. It's tempting me to adress it. Sounds both pornografic and racist... https://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/25300352/page/1 Deliberately asleep, always.
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Spindlymass
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: BigSurMoon]
#25562900 - 10/24/18 10:16 AM (5 years, 3 months ago) |
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It's a good place to talk. Like minded people with shared experience and kinda anonymous too.
As I've heard and read many times. You should go right up to that 'evil' and ask it why it's there. Why it's in your brain.
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Bumholio
What's the craic



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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: Spindlymass]
#25562952 - 10/24/18 10:40 AM (5 years, 3 months ago) |
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 Go balls deep man
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Caps McGee
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: Bumholio] 1
#25563027 - 10/24/18 11:05 AM (5 years, 3 months ago) |
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Confront everything full on... remember that you are the master of their existence in the shared plain with them... your mind and resolve brought you there, and it can only effect you to the degree at which you allow it to... can be rather startling, but I find that the fungus rewards bravery and perseverance with additional/further access/information... May simply be a ploy from the ego to maintain the illusion of reality
Also, there is no shame in openness, and I would argue that it takes a stronger person with a higher willingness to understand to discuss such matters
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BigSurMoon
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: Caps McGee]
#25563052 - 10/24/18 11:15 AM (5 years, 3 months ago) |
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Caps McGee said: Confront everything full on... remember that you are the master of their existence in the shared plain with them... your mind and resolve brought you there, and it can only effect you to the degree at which you allow it to... can be rather startling, but I find that the fungus rewards bravery and perseverance with additional/further access/information... May simply be a ploy from the ego to maintain the illusion of reality
Also, there is no shame in openness, and I would argue that it takes a stronger person with a higher willingness to understand to discuss such matters
Thanks caps, and everyone. Its wierd cause since i quit doing dope 10+ years ago, I went from being confident, and not caring what people think, and not scared of anything. And now Im like hyper critical, and concerned more about others feelings than my own. Im a way better person in a social aspect, but internal i feel like a vunerable pushover. Idk, life, right?
-------------------- My soul brings tears, to angelic eyes. DISCOVER BLACK KOW I swear that "black kow experiment" thread is gonna get it. It's tempting me to adress it. Sounds both pornografic and racist... https://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/25300352/page/1 Deliberately asleep, always.
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Grimsweeper
don't fear the sweeper


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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: Caps McGee]
#25563054 - 10/24/18 11:16 AM (5 years, 3 months ago) |
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Caps McGee said: Confront everything full on... remember that you are the master of their existence in the shared plain with them... your mind and resolve brought you there, and it can only effect you to the degree at which you allow it to... can be rather startling, but I find that the fungus rewards bravery and perseverance with additional/further access/information...
That's an interesting concept there Caps. Maybe not the fungus but your consciousness. I believe there's a lot to be unlocked but it has to be earned.
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Grimsweeper
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: Grimsweeper]
#25563059 - 10/24/18 11:18 AM (5 years, 3 months ago) |
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And by the way BigSurMoon, this is the confessional so fire away. We're all homies here.
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Caps McGee
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: Grimsweeper]
#25563122 - 10/24/18 11:43 AM (5 years, 3 months ago) |
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Grimsweeper said: We're all homies here.
 You guys here are my only homies! Lol, and the only people who half understand my "crazy"... I think the power we tap into is the source of all conciousness, and the mushrooms allow us to experience it outside of our individual egos... certainly a perplexing and down right startling experience at times
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SunnyDayze
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: Caps McGee]
#25563555 - 10/24/18 02:10 PM (5 years, 3 months ago) |
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Caps McGee said:[/b Also, there is no shame in openness, and I would argue that it takes a stronger person with a higher willingness to understand to discuss such matters
Well said. There are some subjects and people it just isnβt worth being open to/with. It is great to have so many open minded people in here. I β€οΈ this place!
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tryptkaloids
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: SunnyDayze] 1
#25563603 - 10/24/18 02:25 PM (5 years, 3 months ago) |
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I confess, im having a glass of Apple pie for lunch
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RomeoPapa
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: SunnyDayze]
#25563605 - 10/24/18 02:25 PM (5 years, 3 months ago) |
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Caps McGee said:[/b Also, there is no shame in openness, and I would argue that it takes a stronger person with a higher willingness to understand to discuss such matters
Well said. There are some subjects and people it just isnβt worth being open to/with. It is great to have so many open minded people in here. I β€οΈ this place!
-------------------- It's better to have it and not need it Than it is to need it and not have it.
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Caps McGee
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: RomeoPapa]
#25563641 - 10/24/18 02:37 PM (5 years, 3 months ago) |
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Mush love to my peoples!
I'm open with everyone around me, but few listen or take me seriously  Even when I know it could bite my ass, just easier on the karma lol
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BigSurMoon
the deathless ones



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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: Caps McGee] 1
#25564039 - 10/24/18 04:30 PM (5 years, 3 months ago) |
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Your great caps! Im not much of a people person, and I have a tendency to think the worse of people. People like caps help people like me. This place might turnout to be something more special than I thought. I thought I was here to learn something else...lol.
-------------------- My soul brings tears, to angelic eyes. DISCOVER BLACK KOW I swear that "black kow experiment" thread is gonna get it. It's tempting me to adress it. Sounds both pornografic and racist... https://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/25300352/page/1 Deliberately asleep, always.
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Caps McGee
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: BigSurMoon]
#25564070 - 10/24/18 04:40 PM (5 years, 3 months ago) |
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BigSurMoon said: Your great caps! Im not much of a people person, and I have a tendency to think the worse of people. People like caps help people like me. This place might turnout to be something more special than I thought. I thought I was here to learn something else...lol.
This warms my heart tremendously: I'd like to have more faith in people, so I try to be someone to have faith in... I don't know what I'd be doing had I not found this place, and my purpose... I want to help people grow mushrooms, and gain enlightenment... I also want to treat people, like I'd treat myself; because you are!
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: Caps McGee]
#25564107 - 10/24/18 04:53 PM (5 years, 3 months ago) |
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Caps McGee
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: gizmodo] 1
#25564124 - 10/24/18 04:56 PM (5 years, 3 months ago) |
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Love you too Giz

But you know that!
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LizardWizard
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: Caps McGee]
#25564139 - 10/24/18 05:00 PM (5 years, 3 months ago) |
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GAY!
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