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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: TheMadHatter420]
    #24894997 - 01/06/18 09:37 PM (2 years, 8 months ago)

I confess I dont know what to do. My wife has been on my ass because I refuse to trip with her anymore.

Approximately 5 months ago I introduced her to mushrooms after much prodding by her. I have always had this fear of fucking someone up mentally so I would never give someone their 1st dose.

After the 4th or 5th trip she became really suicidal and it brought out undiagnosed paranoid schizophrenia and Bipolar manic depression, open eyed hallucinations, the works.

Her family had a history but they hid it from shame. I know it was the mushrooms that brought it to the surface. Her age, past history, everything points to the psychedelics being the cause of onset.

Fastward to today. My wife over hears a conversation I have with my son about a planned trip. She climbs so far up my ass because I will dose with him but not her (she's not his mom). I told her there is no way in hell I'm every giving her any kind of psychedelics again after what happened. Needless to say I will probably be deprived of any kind of sexual contact for a little bit.

Am I wrong? I mean, I really dont know what to do. All of my life experience has not prepared me for this situation. The 1st few times were great, then it just went down from there. All of my senses tell me no, but I also feel wrong  for saying no. I'm her husband not her daddy.

I'm just afraid it will bring it all back and void the medication thats been working for her.What would you do if it was your wife or girlfriend/boyfriend?


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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: Doc9151]
    #24895004 - 01/06/18 09:40 PM (2 years, 8 months ago)

If she wants to dose bad enough she can grow em:shrug:

Id never give anyone anything if um unsure of their mental states and shit.

Fuuuuck no.  Shrooms aint no beer before bed


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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: mushboy]
    #24895034 - 01/06/18 09:53 PM (2 years, 8 months ago)

That is why I would not give my, now wife, any until a year ago, after 9 years. I knew she had bee through some shit in life, and well felt she was not emotionally stable to handle them when we 1st met and I was growing.

I guess part of it could be how much she had been dosing and what she was wanting to dose now. I mean If it was a big dose that triggered it and she just wants like 2 grams to vibe to some music, she might be fine.

Really think hard on things that happened to her around the time it started. See if you could find any thing else that triggered it. Maybe it wasn't the shrooms, BUT I do totally understand your reluctance and fear of giving them to here again.


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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: TheMadHatter420]
    #24895055 - 01/06/18 10:01 PM (2 years, 8 months ago)

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That is why I would not give my, now wife, any until a year ago, after 9 years. I knew she had bee through some shit in life, and well felt she was not emotionally stable to handle them when we 1st met and I was growing.

I guess part of it could be how much she had been dosing and what she was wanting to dose now. I mean If it was a big dose that triggered it and she just wants like 2 grams to vibe to some music, she might be fine.

Really think hard on things that happened to her around the time it started. See if you could find any thing else that triggered it. Maybe it wasn't the shrooms, BUT I do totally understand your reluctance and fear of giving them to here again.



We had been together 10 years when I finally said ok. I definitely don't feel ok with it now I know what I know.

Edit: I mean how can I justify saying it's ok, I can't in my mind and I don't ever want any substance to be a problem between us. I am not stopping my mushrooms, they have done miracles for me.


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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: Doc9151] * 1
    #24895060 - 01/06/18 10:05 PM (2 years, 8 months ago)

i confess, im really loving these golden halo. dense as all fuck like PE fruits. very spongy but dense. and they cluster first flush. they have alot of potential. can't wait to get a clone going when i find something i like. this was a shits and giggles grow off a crappy loking 2nd transfer plate but i was going out of town so had to rush it into fruiting before i left. but it keeps going.
















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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: eatyualive]
    #24895067 - 01/06/18 10:08 PM (2 years, 8 months ago)

Beautiful Eat, I hope to catch these in the marketplace sometime.


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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: Doc9151]
    #24895068 - 01/06/18 10:08 PM (2 years, 8 months ago)

goal is to get an entire golden print flush. then id print it and send it to everyone i can. but until then, i probably won't print or clone anything until i see the gold.


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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: eatyualive]
    #24895128 - 01/06/18 10:31 PM (2 years, 8 months ago)

Are your plates from MS or have you started isolating sectors?


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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: eatyualive]
    #24895156 - 01/06/18 10:45 PM (2 years, 8 months ago)

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goal is to get an entire golden print flush. then id print it and send it to everyone i can. but until then, i probably won't print or clone anything until i see the gold.




That's my goal as well... Got gh on grain now


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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: Leftfield420]
    #24895180 - 01/06/18 10:56 PM (2 years, 8 months ago)

@eat Good luck eat! I hope you get all the glittering gold spores you want.

@doc you made the right call as head of the family. I have a friend that is the worst on any psychedelics and even rolling. She’s been banned from all substances except edibles and wine.


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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: JHOVA]
    #24895238 - 01/06/18 11:15 PM (2 years, 8 months ago)

Tks everyone, in my heart I know it's the right choice. She just made me feel guilty, like I was not being fair to her. Hopefully she'll understand it's because I love her so much.


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    #24895249 - 01/06/18 11:21 PM (2 years, 8 months ago)

a man with resolve is a beautiful thing in today’s world.


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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: JHOVA]
    #24895692 - 01/07/18 06:45 AM (2 years, 8 months ago)

What a weird fucking night. I ate a bunch of brownies and then ended up playing video games most of the night at my birthday. Somewhere inbetween all that time a guy viiolates my boundaries. Basically my friend was taking a photo of me in the shirt his mom gave me. This dude is cat calling me in the background. Then I hear him ask my friend behind my back if he can send him that picture of me. I whip my fucking head around and say no he fucking can't because that's fucking weird and if you want a photo of me you can ask me to my face and walked away. Later on the guy decides to apologize but during his apology he gives me the whole I'm sorry I did that but your just so radiant and beautiful I couldn't help myself.  :hellokitty: So yeah you see what this guy is up to. It's basically the whole look at that outfit she was wearing she deserved it type shit. And I'm like no I'm not having this conversation with you anymore. I just want you to go away. Guy continues to sit next to me and I'm like seriously. Just get away from me. I had him ejected from my party and then enjoyed the rest of my night. This guy was a complete stranger too. Like who the fuck brought that guy.

But anyways I think either my greenhouse or my two hoods are at my house. A package almost as tall as me is sitting on my doorway. I've eater a lot of brownies and it's like 0 degrees so I[m dealing with that shit tomorrow. Perfect timing if it's the clean room panels because I'm transferring the cordyceps when I wake up with it.


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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist *DELETED* [Re: TheBlackCat]
    #24895733 - 01/07/18 07:48 AM (2 years, 8 months ago)

Shit yesterday was my Bday, when was yours?


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    #24895818 - 01/07/18 09:19 AM (2 years, 8 months ago)

My confession:

I can't stop thinking of new myco projects on my days off (working 60 hours plus on fungi)...So many ideas.

Thought manure was out of the picture for winter but with the warmer weather my manure piles are usable and at or near field capacity already..Stoked.


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    #24895959 - 01/07/18 11:03 AM (2 years, 8 months ago)

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Later on the guy decides to apologize but during his apology he gives me the whole I'm sorry I did that but your just so radiant and beautiful I couldn't help myself.  :hellokitty:




that creeps me out so much.

hi - please stop acting this way towards me its creeping me out

and the answer you get is an excuse and the continued 'admiration' some dudes just cant take the fact that NO ONE LIKES THEM!!

id kick his ass out too. that kind of shit defines the term 'unshroomy' to the max:thumbdown: if i have a daughter shes learning martial arts. ill learn with her.


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    #24895970 - 01/07/18 11:11 AM (2 years, 8 months ago)

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Later on the guy decides to apologize but during his apology he gives me the whole I'm sorry I did that but your just so radiant and beautiful I couldn't help myself.  :hellokitty:




that creeps me out so much.

hi - please stop acting this way towards me its creeping me out

and the answer you get is an excuse and the continued 'admiration' some dudes just cant take the fact that NO ONE LIKES THEM!!

id kick his ass out too. that kind of shit defines the term 'unshroomy' to the max:thumbdown: if i have a daughter shes learning martial arts. ill learn with her.





My thoughts exactly, my daughter will be able to fuck a dude up...got her in martial arts now...and if for some reason she can't whoop him...I'll kill the motherfucker and leave his body in a public place


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    #24896211 - 01/07/18 01:29 PM (2 years, 8 months ago)

Glad I have a son, cause all I have to worry about is teaching him how to respect and properly treat women. I have one boy to worry about, not a world full.


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    #24896252 - 01/07/18 01:46 PM (2 years, 8 months ago)

Lucky you man!....And thats a damn good way to view things and I hope my daughter gets lucky when that time comes...because not too many young men know how to respect or treat a lady..and I'd really hate to have to fuck someone else's son up for hurting my daughter...but trust and believe I'd put a motherfucker in a pine box for my daughter..no questions asked


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