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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: jkz]
    #24419776 - 06/20/17 07:38 AM (6 years, 7 months ago)

Working on it. Not so easy when you have 3 buildings of shit no time and the fact that we both went in on this place. It's just not that realistic to just get up and go.


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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: NothingsChanged] * 1
    #24419785 - 06/20/17 07:46 AM (6 years, 7 months ago)

In that case, break her shit and sleep in a locked room with all of your most valuable things in there with you!


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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: dhype773]
    #24419800 - 06/20/17 07:52 AM (6 years, 7 months ago)

I feel for ya homie. My ex was a fucking nut job. Ended terribly. Be smart, don't end up in jail cuz they can always cry rape.


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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: NothingsChanged]
    #24419966 - 06/20/17 09:16 AM (6 years, 7 months ago)

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Not my entry but the women i live with just smashed my new laptop with a stick. Geuss shes jeleous of the shroomery.








I'm guessing she recently changed title from girlfriend to friend no more?

Sorry, but I really laughed my ass off seeing the mycosite still opened :laugh:

My GF complains about my "other GF" too, but no way she's crazy enough to smash my laptop. I hope...


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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: LizardWizard]
    #24419976 - 06/20/17 09:21 AM (6 years, 7 months ago)

My wife just rolls her eyes a lot.


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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: dhype773] * 2
    #24420082 - 06/20/17 10:09 AM (6 years, 7 months ago)

You folks can repost this stuff when the contest opens if you want :smile:

My confession this morning:



I've never done that before - ran it dry then I guess the agar bottles boiled over and started burning. The bottom of the PC is bowed out bad. Might be a total loss...

FAIL
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: PsiloPsychIn]
    #24420098 - 06/20/17 10:16 AM (6 years, 7 months ago)

damn!


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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: dhype773] * 2
    #24420132 - 06/20/17 10:30 AM (6 years, 7 months ago)

from the desk of dr mushboy:stonedjerk:

it really makes me ponder the true reasons for growing mushrooms and what they did and continue to do for me.
whenever i hear about you guys growing and having these fucking nut ass people around(gf/parents/relationships)

i can truly relate. its such a large self made obstacle. why would you do it? allow me to ramble....

i grew in my parents house in my early 20s. spores to grains in mass amounts like a fuckin newb.
i learned the basics from shroomery. thought i was king shit. read some of my posts. i dont delete them.
lots of them are from my bro but thats a different story. i think you can tell from writing style whos me.(the bad speller is me)
but i unplugged from the shroomery and grew without furthering my knowledge/skills ..and in my parents house.
i grew in a way that was disrespectful to the mushroom. my conflict was trying to corrupt the message.

basically i set myself up for failure. on purpose. because i KNEW at that age if i went 'deeper' with higher
doses i would of had to confront extremely uncomfortable topics about myself. and my relationship with my parents.
i thought i had a good one at the time. i guess i did and still do but in recent months ive been confronting
these demons head on like a viking trash metal song. its painful because i am learning all my childhood i was told
i was not so much wrong, but certainly not 'appropriate' (from a functional person in society stand point). in other words..
my basic thought process has been structured around ignoring an internal conflict i have with 'this' place and my meat puppet.
(reality..really long story/no im not gay.. but its almost that way..sorta)

ANYWAY. somehow a 'defense mechanism' which i call addiction, built all these barriers to impede the inevitable of
not needing the addiction and dealing with the demon. i think the substance of the addiction is irrelevant. it can be bad relationships,
toxic people you choose to keep around you, authority figures you feel some kind of allegiance towards(parents)or a
chemical. maybe your own addiction to the ego? dont under estimate that little cocky shit.:nono:

so these barriers that impeded my way did not work. i took a high mushroom dose with ayahuasca. holy fucking fuck.:rocket:
however, i this have a mental 'interrupting issue' that is directly associated with my 'internal conflict'(long story)
so i did not translate the message the way i should have because i was reading this message through the conflicts
twisted system inside my head. even writing this gives me a tactile tumor like feeling in my head. behind my fucking eyes.
ive never suffered from migraines until i dug this old shit up. its getting better as i unravel this conflict.

i then propelled myself into the material world of the job, marriage, friendships, and some school...NO KIDS !!!!!
i was ignoring what was buried inside my fucking brains since i was first aware of being aware(toddler age) this 'conflict'.
i drank to distract myself from thinking about it. luckily i did not let anything spill over into the physical reality.
some people get in fights, or form toxic relationships or kill people ..whatever the outcome.
i kept it all inside my head until the illusion of control started to disappear. this was maybe 2 years ago?

now i am having a lot of difficulty navigating my life while dealing with this conflict. its being resolved, i have a great wife.
the moral of my story would be, some of you guys are young.. mix up your life while you have the time to do it.
if i did not create those barriers to impede the mushrooms effect on my brain, i think i would of learned this sooner.
maybe my life would be slightly different? i am lucky enough to have a wife that understands this shit and thinks on
the level that i am at. she has been amazing help. but i would not of known unless i asked her. and NO WAY is some
crazy as girlfriend who may hang off your balls sometimes, going to help you with this kind of shit. FUCK. THEM.

they sound toxic as fuck. get rid of those people. they are part of the system that made it a problem for me and im sure im not alone.
but i am a loner. i can not share with other people. i do not want to. thats a real freedom that we are allowed to have in this shit system.
but the system is going to make it really painful for you. so make sure your real relationships are true. honesty.
above everything. commitment to each other. to a common good. find a common good in  another person. but dont be blind
to what there behavior can do to your potential well being. cut people slack if they deserve it. but find someone true.
thats what i did. it saved me all those years ago because the addiction to ignoring my conflict would of killed me if i didnt.

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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: mushboy]
    #24420191 - 06/20/17 10:57 AM (6 years, 7 months ago)

Thank you Mushboy
Thank you

and I'm glad you have made and continue to make progress and you have a good woman / partner by your side to do it. I'm convinced that mushrooms are helping my relationship with my wife, not because I'm taking them but because she takes them and it is helping with her depression and some of the deeper issues that underly how she responds to it. Her mom makes an appearance in every trip she takes and I'm certain it is therapeutic...

Also on just a more chemical side of things, I'm starting to believe that mushrooms may help moderate something called "SSRI poop out" or more technically Antidepressant treatment tachyphylaxis.

( https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antidepressant_treatment_tachyphylaxis)

Those of you who are taking SSRIs or have friends or family who do... I'm not giving medical advise here. I'm just reflecting on my family's experience.


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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: PsiloPsychIn] * 2
    #24420206 - 06/20/17 11:05 AM (6 years, 7 months ago)

If a chick will smash your laptop, the SHE WILL narc on you for shrooms if she thinks they are getting in the way of your "relationship". You need to get your shroom shit out of that place NOW and move sooner than later. If she's that crazy she is either going to narc to "save you", or throw all your shit out to "save you". I remember reading about that happening to one of the shroomery growers, bitch threw all his cultivation and culture stuff out while he went for a walk to cool down.


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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: PsiloPsychIn]
    #24420212 - 06/20/17 11:07 AM (6 years, 7 months ago)

damn. tolerance to an anti depressant sounds really fucked. doctors wanted to give me that shit as a kid. my mom said fuuuck no.

wifey doesnt question why i grow anymore. i might of planted the spore in her brain. who knows. shes tripped. shes had her fun.
she is somehow amazingly in tune to the power of the shroom even without being on the substance. she said shit that melts my face  :stonedmelt:

if anyone can help define my conflict id be thrilled.

i feel its reflected in heavy metal lyrics of the early 80s.
shit dio talks about. blizzard of ozz, number of the beast.. the good stuff :hairmetal:


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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: mushboy]
    #24420220 - 06/20/17 11:11 AM (6 years, 7 months ago)

FUCK YES, 80's "real metal"! Most hair metal sucked, lol, was some good but not much. My wife gives me shit cause I only have like 10 Dio songs, but listen to them all the time.


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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: TheMadHatter420] * 2
    #24420408 - 06/20/17 12:35 PM (6 years, 7 months ago)

I am sooo lucky with my current wife of four years.
My second wife, the one I was with when I joined the shroomery, didn't understand and constantly bitched.
I finally had enough after four years and moved out while she was at work. Took all my cultivation stuff, packed my clothes and moved into an apartment. Started my life all over again without her.
There were other issues at play where she didn't support me.
Had a grant to go to college while collecting full unemployment as long as I attended full time. She expected me to work at the same time even though I supported her ass while she got her Associates and then BA in business management.
I took up acting in my spare time with local filmmakers for the experience. She bitched about me not getting paid for it. She was an overweight slob to boot. She wasn't always like that, but I had enough.

So much happier now and my current wife supports my endeavors and is really interested in my mycology hobby. She doesn't actively participate, but she finds it interesting. She's also a haute couture clothing model. Beautiful AND sexy... I did pretty good.


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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: Morelman] * 1
    #24420483 - 06/20/17 01:05 PM (6 years, 7 months ago)

Quote:

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She was an overweight slob to boot..




thats enough of a reason. not actively participating but interested, is perfect. mushcult is awesome.:awesanta:


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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: mushboy] * 2
    #24420631 - 06/20/17 01:56 PM (6 years, 7 months ago)

Morelman, I knew a guy who married a chick. As soon as her master degree was paid off, mostly by him, he paid for everything while she went to college, she filed for divorce and left his ass for another guy. Some people are just pieces of shit, sex doesn't matter, it happens on BOTH sides. Glad you have a much better life. I am so glad my wife supports me in what I do.


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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: TheMadHatter420] * 2
    #24420640 - 06/20/17 01:58 PM (6 years, 7 months ago)

thats cold blooded.:thumbdown:


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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: mushboy] * 1
    #24420660 - 06/20/17 02:03 PM (6 years, 7 months ago)

today is a shroomy day. and i hope all your shroom adventures are as good as mine!




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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: eatyualive]
    #24420677 - 06/20/17 02:09 PM (6 years, 7 months ago)

Is that your diner tonight?


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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: TheMadHatter420]
    #24420766 - 06/20/17 02:45 PM (6 years, 7 months ago)

Damn those are huge!

Also, interesting conversation everyone.  Wish I could participate but I have to leave.  I read it alllllllllll (had to shit).


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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: Kenetic] * 2
    #24420779 - 06/20/17 02:54 PM (6 years, 7 months ago)

Confession of sorts. So I had a Z strain plate that I took a couple transfers off of, I had let it grow to the edges and sit so transfers were needed. Well it looked rather clean and smelled strong of fresh picked shrooms. So for the fuck of it, and hopes of a clone, I threw a mix of vermiculite and perlite on it as a casing. Well it grew up through it nicely, and I just looked and it appears as though it is knotting up. That's cool as hell as it was done for a fun attempt at getting the plate to pin. Should it actually put up pins for me they will be cloned. I tried it with some APE plates that sat for a LONG as time. They have not done much. I think they sat to long.

NOW if this works and I get some pins I may start trying his for possible clones. I would mix in a little extra nutrient in the agar for better results. If casing a plate shortly after it hits the edge will give me pins, well I may have me a new way to get a clean-ish clone.

Will give pics in a day or 2. I can just barely see what looks like a couple knots, and I don't think I could get them to show up on camera yet.


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