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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: A.k.a]
#26897111 - 08/24/20 01:02 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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this was back in 08-09 i think so it was a while ago but fuckin dope is everywhere here even still. if u go by population were one of the worst/most dangerous cities in the country its fucking terrible here
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: jcm4620]
#26897194 - 08/24/20 01:55 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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lol yep that’s right when he was out there.
I’m also in one of the worst cities for violent crime. Gotta stay strapped up with my alarm dogs   Especially living alone. When I had a couple roommates I wasn’t tripping but now I my house is like a fortress.
I saw this segment on the local news where a group of guys kicked a door in and came in with guns yelling police police come out with your hands up. Nobody was home luckily but the guy had cameras everywhere. These dumb fucks looked right into one while taking his tv down. Like from ten inches away just staring into it.
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: A.k.a]
#26897208 - 08/24/20 02:02 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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I confess, I'm stone cold sober, and have been for over a year, and intend to stay that way.
I feel like thats a good confession in this thread full of ex junkies I think I did MDMA or speed twice in my life. Been offered everything else, havent touched it. I never will too, I'm way too adamant about knowing 100% what is in the thing I'm ingesting to ever try opoids or uppers, never mind my understanding and struggle with much lesser addictions like mary jane or such.
I also confess that gaming is my worst addiction, and curbstomping that into an infrequent activity did me more good than abstaining from enjoying mary jane and beer did for me combinded.
I now grow more mush than ever. I'm at capacity for the first time in years! I only have odd empty jars lying around, otherwise everything else is in use. I love cubes for their silky caps and relative ease of growth, they're charming enough as is without also gifting me psychedelic trips on tap
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: ManifoldPrime]
#26897222 - 08/24/20 02:08 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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Heard someone say before that if cubes werent psychedelic they would be considered an edible delicacy and i have to agree. They spice tons of dishes up really nice
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: ManifoldPrime] 1
#26897226 - 08/24/20 02:10 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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lol i never layed on the floor curled up shaking in a ball in a puddle of shit and puke from lack of playin x box tho 😂😂😂😂😂😂
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: jcm4620]
#26897253 - 08/24/20 02:23 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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Come on man just one headshot! I’m good for it you know me!
Fuck withdrawals man. I was trying to explain to somebody who had the mindset “just quit doing heroin then that’s all there is to it”. The closest I could come up with is it’s like if you had to starve yourself to death in a room full of your favorite foods.
Come on man just don’t eat it’s easy.
You can hear about your brain registering dope as a necessity like food or water but it’s a whole different thing to experience it. Plus knowing you could instantly end the torture anytime is a uniquely terrible experience.
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: A.k.a]
#26897279 - 08/24/20 02:37 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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shit ul take dope over food or water lol only water i got was the water mixed with heroin in the syringe lol i guess i got my fluids all iv 😂😂😂😂
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: jcm4620]
#26897281 - 08/24/20 02:38 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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god im so glad those days are all over with
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: LotKid]
#26897317 - 08/24/20 03:00 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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LotKid said: Happens to me. I've noticed a correlation between the paranoia/anxiety and my caffeine intake.
Huh interesting... never considered that. But I never drank coffee in my life until a few months before the paranoia started. It would at least be something to look into.
Im the same way with coke Pasty. Hadn't touched it in about 9 months. Went home to see the folks and friends and binged on an eight ball in a few days. Probably wont touch the stuff again for a year or so.
Opiates were (and still are) my vice. Never got into smack fortunately (or unfortunately considering the occurence that stopped me from trying it). Weird how some stuff can just grab you by the balls and other stuff doesnt
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: Gan]
#26897373 - 08/24/20 03:34 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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Yeah... just a joint or two in the morning and i'm good. Throw in some caffiene on top of that and the paranoia and anxiety kicks up on me. I dont ingest nearly as much caffiene as i used to and i find i'm more sensitive to it now. Like now i can tell when i've had too much caffiene.
Try herb with no caffiene and see if it lessens the paranoia/anxiety for you.
For me its very similar to paranoia/anxiety i get whenever i do coke which is... fuckin rare
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: LotKid]
#26897383 - 08/24/20 03:38 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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lol i never layed on the floor curled up shaking in a ball in a puddle of shit and puke from lack of playin x box tho 😂😂😂😂😂😂
That is because you are a filthy casual
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: jcm4620]
#26897430 - 08/24/20 04:18 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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jcm4620 said: ya fuck fent that shit sux ass dope aint even dope anymore its all garbage fent pills and dormin or wtf else ever they cut it with. but honestly tho there is no bettr feeling in the world tho than loaded syringe of pure crystaline heroin not that garbage you buy in bags cut with god knows what but pure pharm grade diacetylmorphine id like to see anyone try that shit without wanting more lol its funny tho when ppl would ask me what its like all i could ever say was well it def dosent suck ppl dont lose everything and everyone cuz its just so horrible feeling lol
but the opioid problem is all by design anyway its not just by chance that we have the biggest problem ever and weve been in afghanistan for 20 yrs. hell opium is the only good thing that even comes out if that god forsaken hell hole. but just as the cia ran coke in the 80s they r runnin dope now and it was all planned out and id stake my life on that claim. i know ppl who served over there and they even told me wtf they were doin shits fucked up
I agree wholeheartedly, most people will never have the opportunity for something like that, the closest thing would be Hydromorphone (Dilaudid) I can totally understand how people can get hooked on the first run
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: Doc9151]
#26897452 - 08/24/20 04:33 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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I confess that these mutants are cool to me, complete mushrooms growing from the cap surface of another mushroom including the stipe and the stipe was never in any thing
 
Thinking about cloning these and doing some isolations to see what kind of genetics are in there. I like the pronounced umbrella and blue ring that is prevalent on most of the fruits, It was pronounced in the parent fruit and stuck around, it should stay with the cl9ne but we will see.

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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: Doc9151]
#26897467 - 08/24/20 04:41 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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thats pretty funky lookin lol
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#26897639 - 08/24/20 06:27 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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I confess I hate to see my people down. I have a presto if someone’s in need? No strings attached!
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: NothingsChanged] 1
#26897679 - 08/24/20 06:55 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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NothingsChanged said: I confess I hate to see my people down. I have a presto if someone’s in need? No strings attached!

That's awesome man! 
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: Tormato]
#26897795 - 08/24/20 08:15 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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My dad had a Stroke today, y'all help me pray that he passes soon and doesn't linger, He's a good man and I pray his next journey is fruitful and filled with love and happiness. I know that might sound fuked up to some of you, but my dads eat up with cancer, it's in his heart, lungs, all over. I'm not being ugly, just empathetic and compassionate, he would be in hell if he was bedridden. Thanks ahead for the prayers.
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: Doc9151]
#26897801 - 08/24/20 08:22 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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That’s not fucked up at all, Id hope somebody would wish the same for me.
Hardest part is right now man stay strong.
Onto the next one.
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: A.k.a]
#26897858 - 08/24/20 09:07 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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That’s rough man, I’ll keep my thoughts positive for the best outcome
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Re: TRUE CONFESSlONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: MadHatter333]
#26897939 - 08/24/20 10:41 PM (3 years, 5 months ago) |
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Sending your father prayers and good vibes from Scandinavia 
Wish you and your father the best!
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