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LizardWizard
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: TheMadHatter420]
#24309116 - 05/10/17 08:48 AM (6 years, 8 months ago) |
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Sorry to hear that bro... My condolances..
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jkz
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: LizardWizard]
#24309156 - 05/10/17 09:12 AM (6 years, 8 months ago) |
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Sorry to hear man. Much love from all of us. <3
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Lobi
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: TheMadHatter420]
#24309183 - 05/10/17 09:19 AM (6 years, 8 months ago) |
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Quote:
TheMadHatter420 said: Keep your friends close
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PsiloPsychIn
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: TheMadHatter420] 1
#24309214 - 05/10/17 09:29 AM (6 years, 8 months ago) |
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TheMadHatter420 said: No bullshit, I just got woke up about 30 min ago for a phone call NONE of us want to get. A very good friend of mine for the past 13 years, well he hung himself in his garage last night. I knew he had been drinking constantly but never knew he had got that bad. Life had gotten in the way for me to see him. I'm sorry I had to confess this. This is going to be a fucked up day. I have no one to talk to about it until the wife gets home.
My condolences MadHatter420 ... Can you tell us what you most admired about your friend? What will you miss about him? What has he left behind in you and his other friends and family that can still be cherished?
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van hatton
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: PsiloPsychIn]
#24309260 - 05/10/17 09:44 AM (6 years, 8 months ago) |
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My condolences it's not easy dealing with that shit.
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TheMadHatter420
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: PsiloPsychIn]
#24309263 - 05/10/17 09:44 AM (6 years, 8 months ago) |
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He was almost always held an up beat attitude. For years he kept a great attitude as life dealt him shit. Guess he was burying it all inside and it just ate away at him, slowly consuming him until he could take no more.
I will miss fishing with him honestly. That was our thing, aside from drinking beer.
He was a musician, wrote some very good music. I'm sure his creativity came from his pain. We are most creative when we are at our worst, my opinion. He touched many, many people with his music. Before his band had broke up several years back they were playing shows all around in neighboring states and had one hell of a following and loyal fan base. Fill every show they played. Then that fell apart, which I know messed with him. He was a "rock star" personality with deep pain. Loved the attention of being a singer.
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PsiloPsychIn
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: TheMadHatter420]
#24309284 - 05/10/17 09:52 AM (6 years, 8 months ago) |
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Wow.. he was such a bright shining light... so sad. Sorry for your loss MadHatter. Hugs to you.
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PsiloPsychIn
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: PsiloPsychIn] 1
#24309288 - 05/10/17 09:53 AM (6 years, 8 months ago) |
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Well on a lighter note My Confession Crew...
Visit the first page / OP to see the contest guidelines.
Happy100th Birthday everyone.
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mynakedrat
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: PsiloPsychIn]
#24309329 - 05/10/17 10:14 AM (6 years, 8 months ago) |
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Dream Confession ENTRY:
. When I was 16 I had a dream, where I woke up, and my little sidewalk in front of The house was covered in actives. I was soo excited, because I had never done. Them before, that I grabbed a friend that was staying over, we both grabbed large black trash bags, and pulled them all up. His parents were out of town, and we took them to his house and wondered how to make them. I said let's cook em! >friend is Puerto Rican and we and his family were. Always cooking something good < I grabbed a skillet and started frying Them up. We both grabbed spoons and started eating them out of bowls. Now, at this pint in life I had never eaten an active, but I remember that taste to this day. Perfect shroomy flavor. Anyway, in The dream, everything became surreal, like a veil had been lifted and this world was thinking out, made of air, and we. Could see Through the air like it was thick and filled with spiraling little particles and galaxies, and the walls could see through. We went out side, I took a deep breath because of all the swirling in the air, <I had tried lsd before this ever allowed times> and when I took a deep breath, I began to become light as a feather! I was floating! I floated. Higher and higher and found I could move around JUST BY THINKING IT! it was amazing, I went all around my neighborhood flying, floating, sinking, running on the ground and taking off.
That was the beginning of. My lucid dream experience, I knew I was dreaming because flying didn't make sense. To this day, I can take a deep breath in a dream and take off!!
Thanks for the contest. And helping me remember this long forgotten dream!
Edited by mynakedrat (05/10/17 05:59 PM)
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Lobi
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: mynakedrat]
#24309341 - 05/10/17 10:20 AM (6 years, 8 months ago) |
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Dream confession Entry; one time I had a dream I found a beautiful healthy coprinus, freaked out and took it home to clone it. I felt like a kid on Christmas. So excited to wake up and check on the clones growth.
Woke up genuinely upset and saddened it wasn't reality. Really wanted to see that growth..
Additional confession. My felon uncle who taught me to grow weed when I was a teen saw my set up recently and has since called me "Tha Professah" or just The Professor. Confession to the latter; probably the coolest fucking name anyone has ever called me.
-------------------- The bonds and ties of the life we know break easily. But through eternity one bond remains; the bond of fellowship. The fellowship of atoms, of star dust in its endless flight, of suns and worlds, of gods and men. The clasped hands of comradeship unite in a bond eternal; the fellowship of spirit. - My High Quality Lo-Fi Beats - - MushroomCultivation Compendium - - Doing Bulk w/ No PC - more about my music
Edited by Lobi (05/10/17 06:05 PM)
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PsiloPsychIn
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: mynakedrat]
#24309342 - 05/10/17 10:20 AM (6 years, 8 months ago) |
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Beautiful! Thank you for sharing.
Once when I was in my late teens I was tripping on mushrooms with friends and I became convinced that it was the air that was making us high. That the air all the time had the capacity to make us high and all the mushrooms did was enable us to realize the air could make us high. I would walk around taking big "hits" of air and holding it, smiling and feeling ecstatic.
I think this line of thought was informed by what I was learning about meditation at the time. Come to think of it... I still believe that the air can make us high, that we are "high" and just need to pay attention to really feel it.
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mushboy
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: PsiloPsychIn] 1
#24309404 - 05/10/17 10:49 AM (6 years, 8 months ago) |
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back when i did ayachuasca and shrooms 10 years ago and im just now starting to understand that i might of mated and had offpsring with some form of energy. those offspring later manifested into my core belief system as an adult. and now i feel the huge urge to transplant that same energy into my wifes vag.
also i lived and died and was reborn as my own self. the passage back into reality was painful.
im high right now. the air had all this weed smoke in it.
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TheMadHatter420
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: mushboy]
#24309453 - 05/10/17 11:09 AM (6 years, 8 months ago) |
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I confess I started yet more spores last night out of boredom. I have to have around 100 pasty plates in rotation, and more varieties and species than I can keep straight. lol
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Lobi
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: mushboy]
#24309456 - 05/10/17 11:10 AM (6 years, 8 months ago) |
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Peep the philosophy of Peracelsus (Philippus von Hohenheim) and the Theory of Forms by Plato
-------------------- The bonds and ties of the life we know break easily. But through eternity one bond remains; the bond of fellowship. The fellowship of atoms, of star dust in its endless flight, of suns and worlds, of gods and men. The clasped hands of comradeship unite in a bond eternal; the fellowship of spirit. - My High Quality Lo-Fi Beats - - MushroomCultivation Compendium - - Doing Bulk w/ No PC - more about my music
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PsiloPsychIn
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: Lobi]
#24310389 - 05/10/17 05:40 PM (6 years, 8 months ago) |
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Geeez it got all quiet in here. Are people bummed because of MadHatter's confession or do you all have writer's block now that there is a competition?
Tell you what... you can provide your normal ol BS Myco confessions and then when you feel inspired start with the header: "DREAM Confession ENTRY" then I'll know what to focus on.
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LizardWizard
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: PsiloPsychIn]
#24310400 - 05/10/17 05:43 PM (6 years, 8 months ago) |
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do we have to go and edit our dreams with the header if we already posted?
I'm quiet because I'm off to bed. Been an exhausting week so far...
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mynakedrat
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: LizardWizard]
#24310457 - 05/10/17 05:59 PM (6 years, 8 months ago) |
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I submitted! I'll put a header on.
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Just_A_Noob
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: mynakedrat]
#24310508 - 05/10/17 06:15 PM (6 years, 8 months ago) |
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I have a dream! HaHa just kiddin. I use to get recurring nightmares. One of my first memories was my older brothers friend telling me that ghosts came from the closet. I remember sneaking downstairs and seeing things on the TV I shouldn't have seen. No shit, I slept towards the closet (door had to be closed too) until I was into my teens. My nightmare would start out like a normal dream but then I would be chased by Freddy Krueger until I awoke lol. The dream would string together multiple nights in a row. This happened all through my childhood and early teens. Went through my late teens and 20's not dreaming to much. A lot of beer and weed will do that I guess. How this correlates to mushrooms? The nightmare returned on a high dose of mushies. It wasn't Freddy Krueger this time. It was the world. The world was after me because I discovered the truth/enlightenment. That so many things we believe are lies. Anyway that's why I put nightmare of nightmares under my name. I want to be that in which fear fears. LOVE
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Lobi
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: Just_A_Noob]
#24310523 - 05/10/17 06:24 PM (6 years, 8 months ago) |
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I have had bad dreams where i woke up in the dream and all my cultures were gone.
-------------------- The bonds and ties of the life we know break easily. But through eternity one bond remains; the bond of fellowship. The fellowship of atoms, of star dust in its endless flight, of suns and worlds, of gods and men. The clasped hands of comradeship unite in a bond eternal; the fellowship of spirit. - My High Quality Lo-Fi Beats - - MushroomCultivation Compendium - - Doing Bulk w/ No PC - more about my music
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TheMadHatter420
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Re: TRUE CONFESSIONS - of an amateur mycologist [Re: Lobi] 1
#24310589 - 05/10/17 06:56 PM (6 years, 8 months ago) |
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I confess mycology is my life now, aside from my family. I live this shit. I start more projects to help pass the time while waiting on other shit to grow. Started 9 new cultures in the last 24 hours. 5 of which are exotics, non cube, and one was an edible, blue oyster. My drive is strong, but my ADD fucks with me. lol Cheers boys!
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