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projectbadass
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first harvest-took too many fresh
#23944941 - 12/20/16 11:20 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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first ive been lurking this site for years and it has been a great source of knowledge...heres my first post this is going to be a long story short with bad grammar. afoaf grew some corumba brazil p. cubes using a sgfc. After the first harvest they had a small window in which they could use some. he picked the first flush at staggered times throughout one day therefore some dried at a different rate than others. he wanted a strong dose so he thought he had between 40-50 grams fresh but cant be sure. he blended them with gatorade and started feeling the starting effects within 5 mins-the kind of mirage vision that comes above a hot highway- within 15 mins he was tripping so hard he knew he was fucked. tried sitting on the couch to watch tv but the visuals were so intense he ended up burying his head in the sofa for what felt like hours of agony was only 30 mins- so many flashing crazy visuals it was insane couldnt even see across the living room. ended up in bathroom panicking trying to shove entire fist down throat for another 30 mins/felt like hours trying to puke this devil drug out to no avail, he laid on the floor getting his soul ripped apart a million times begging for it to end asking why in the fuck anyone would ever want to do this- now mind you he was looking for a spiritual experience so had a room set up for total silence and dark but the room is at top of stairs. he finally started to feel better and made it to the dark room and layed down on the bed. for the next 2-3 hours a total primal entity came over my friend and he met god and relived alot of his life in a crazy native american inspired trip. He never thought so many flashing visuals were possible to have it was the craziest experience he has ever had. He has done lsd and shrooms many times but this was something very different. Has anyone else ever went this deep and allowed this primal entity take over them and what was your experience?
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dr.alkaline



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Re: first harvest-took too many fresh [Re: projectbadass]
#23944957 - 12/20/16 11:32 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Was this afof you? 
I'm from the school that thinks high doses are unpleasant. 4-5 grams (dry equivalent) is not for everyone. Actually its pretty high above what erowid calls common. Some people that is their thing, but ime shrooms can get away on me as dose goes up. Did it a couple of times the hard way before settling on 2 grams tea (hits a bit harder) as my go to dose.
Edited by dr.alkaline (12/20/16 11:35 PM)
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Re: first harvest-took too many fresh [Re: projectbadass]
#23944959 - 12/20/16 11:33 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Ego death? Imo that may of been it. Shrooms really vary on how strong they are, they can be weak to strong from shroom to shroom, even the same batch. You may just had a potent batch. I never taken wet cubes but I assume it was 4-5G worth dried.
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projectbadass
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Re: first harvest-took too many fresh [Re: LSDollar]
#23944975 - 12/20/16 11:46 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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they were also grown in a somewhat cold climate so they were pretty short and dense, been wanting ego death for a while but it was insane
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Re: first harvest-took too many fresh [Re: projectbadass]
#23944988 - 12/20/16 11:52 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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yeah i feel like a lot of people start out thinking that they want ego death. They dont realize that ego death is a hard thing to go through most the time... Personally when i come back to realizing that i am a human and I took drugs, and that i am having a drug experience, the whole thing is so intense that it freaks me out.
I came to understand that its not the intensity or the amount of power i get from the substance i take, but how i choose to use the power that i do get in a positive way. I have gotten the most out of some of my trips that were on very small doses.
Dont let it scare you away from psychedelics tho. Just let it show you where you are at with taking them... Try a little less next time.
Happy Trails to you brother
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dr.alkaline



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Re: first harvest-took too many fresh [Re: projectbadass]
#23945001 - 12/21/16 12:00 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Quote:
projectbadass said: they were also grown in a somewhat cold climate so they were pretty short and dense, been wanting ego death for a while but it was insane
Did you feel ego death? How would you describe it? I start losing concept of who I am and my life and role in the universe feels like an illusion. I can feel this effect on low doses, but it becomes so convincing on high doses that it starts to scare me. I think that is ego death, but I guess I am not sure. I don't know how to describe it other than myself and my life do not feel "real" anymore
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projectbadass
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Re: first harvest-took too many fresh [Re: dr.alkaline]
#23945014 - 12/21/16 12:10 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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thanks, i basically became something like and animal bouncing around on the bed just going with different sounds making different sounds i guess i felt like i was an animal or something all while having the craziest flashing visuals ever like all the craziest trippy tool shit or any trippy image ive ever seen flashing in my head a million miles an hour one image i can recall is a still picture of a dragon and just its tounge flicking and other pictures of still faces with a tongue flicking out i finally came out of that to go into a crazy life of me as a native back in the day hunting and gathering and teaching my son things it was one of worst/best nights of my life so far
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