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Anonymous #1
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Need Death
#23936003 - 12/17/16 05:20 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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I know this will get me cast as an idiot or ungrateful but I really need to die: I have no friends or family. I uncovered some information and I have been attacked. I tried everything to improve the situation. I fought hard for years. It is difficult now to get through even a moment. I am in pain and many have continued to vilify me. I try to be kind still consisted a bitch. If I had a gun I would do it that way, I don't want to jump off a roof top..
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Anonymous #2
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It's not ungrateful, your feelings matter. I'm sorry things have been hard for you. I'd hate to say I know exactly how you feel but a lot of us know what it's like to be alone, to feel alone.. things may be hard now but they can get better. I've been there.. wanting to just sleep, but I could never regret still sitting here now. I hope you feel better soon.
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Anonymous #3
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If you are that free then you should find something somewhere that makes you happy
family isn't all that great my family beat the shit out of me and pointed fingers at me from the ages of 16 and up
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Anonymous #1
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Thank you so much... That means the world to me that both of you should reply. I'm so sorry if either of you went through pain. I want everyone to heal and be happy. Even though I feel alone, I just had a dream that felt like a positive omen about travel. I'm going to try and push through this. Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart <3
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Anonymous #1
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Upon further reflection : I realize now how much of this has to do with my brothers abuse of me. He would start a "game" with me, trying to make me envious when I was only a child. He tried to make me jealous saying how he just loved Princess Jasmine's hair and after that my hair became matted. He would hurt my legs then feel them, influenced me to watch porn before the age of 9 then influenced me to read a book with other extremely disgusting perverted topics. I tried many forms of self help to overcome this. My brother wanted to become a well known artist. I also became involved with someone with ties to the Masons. The Masons as well as those who follow "The Artist's Way" eventually get absorbed into an evil ritual. I know it sounds crazy. I wish it wasn't true. I exposed this and am now being threatened and closely watched. I wish it was just paranoia. My own family would have me be a victim of this so they can win. Many innocents in war torn countries and many beautiful innocent animals fall victim to this. In ancient times, if one wanted to sacrifice to Thor or some other God, it was done in a relatively painless way. What they say of Joan of Arc is just a fraction of what they do now, which is an improper use of the death element. I am still a lover of life and will try my best to enjoy it and help others but the truth is out. I wish a better truth were the case. We can create that in the future. But once I get older, say past 50 or 60, I intend to have an end of life plan. Thank you for your help.
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Anonymous #4
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I'd join the army but they won't take me. Isn't it ironic?
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