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OfflineJustForToday
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Can anyone else identify with me?
    #23930124 - 12/15/16 05:00 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

I'm a very odd person sometimes. I am in AA and I know I have the disease of alcoholism. Sometimes though I make up these fantasy worlds in my mind where everything is perfect. So instead of being on my couch watching TV i'm off in my multi million dollar mansion getting my dick sucked by beautiful black women. Then I snap back to reality and realize how disappointed I am. And sometimes it gets really severe.

To where I act out scenes and stuff i'm creating in my own mind. I know all of it is fantasy world thinking but sometimes it gets very real and usually if I'm in public I put my headphones on to act like I'm talking to someone so I won't look like some crazy delusional psycho talking to thin air.

I know i'm BPD but is this common for people like me. And what is the term for it?


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Re: Can anyone else identify with me? [Re: JustForToday]
    #23930246 - 12/15/16 05:33 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Sounds like you're full of implicit perceptions and pre-meditated expectations.

BPD could be one of three things.
  • Borderline personality disorder
  • Bipolar Disorder I (manic)
  • Bipolar Disorder II (hypomanic)


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Re: Can anyone else identify with me? [Re: JustForToday]
    #23930398 - 12/15/16 06:20 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

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Re: Can anyone else identify with me? [Re: sudly]
    #23930410 - 12/15/16 06:22 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Sound's like schizophrenia dude with the delusions and the headphones. (I'm an alcoholic diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder)


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Re: Can anyone else identify with me? [Re: eeso]
    #23930419 - 12/15/16 06:26 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

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eeso said:
Sound's like schizophrenia dude with the delusions and the headphones. (I'm an alcoholic diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder)




When the dude downtown starts pointing his finger like it's a gun after yelling something is when I get a little nervous.

I talk to myself, like today, neighbor felt sorry for me afterwards and came down to have a real chat.  Helped me shovel snow and we made big progress in the neighbor department.  I don't think it's that odd to talk to yourself, now when you start yelling and pointing at people that aren't there like downtown lady it's different.  She was my neighbor until the house mysteriously burned down.  Quite sketchy saw her recently and it was downhill had the Britney shaved head look.

Not good.


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OfflineJustForToday
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Re: Can anyone else identify with me? [Re: LunarEclipse]
    #23930426 - 12/15/16 06:28 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

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Re: Can anyone else identify with me? [Re: JustForToday] * 1
    #23930447 - 12/15/16 06:35 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

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OfflineJustForToday
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Re: Can anyone else identify with me? [Re: LunarEclipse]
    #23930473 - 12/15/16 06:43 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

:mindblown:


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Re: Can anyone else identify with me? [Re: JustForToday] * 1
    #23930486 - 12/15/16 06:46 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

the term is self induced mental illness due to drug use.





when you've fried your brain to the point you can no longer work or function, then it will be up to your family to take care of you or your SOL. 

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OfflineJustForToday
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Re: Can anyone else identify with me? [Re: sprinkles]
    #23930655 - 12/15/16 07:27 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Always some (mod edit for inappropriate language) following me around trying to troll. Can't wait until they start using the ban hammer.


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Re: Can anyone else identify with me? [Re: JustForToday]
    #23930745 - 12/15/16 07:52 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

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OfflineJustForToday
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Re: Can anyone else identify with me? [Re: yogabunny]
    #23930834 - 12/15/16 08:31 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)



Why can't y'all just do something. It's obvious. Sprinkles usually posts in OTD. Idk why she had to say some bullshit like that this thread was not intended for anyone to come in and troll. It's serious. Maybe y'all should do y'alls fucking job and stop showing favor to certain members around. I even have some looking at my facebook 24/7 sending pms to other members and shit. But naw. It's only JFT. Let everyone troll him.


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Re: Can anyone else identify with me? [Re: JustForToday]
    #23931101 - 12/15/16 10:22 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

I don't know if it will make you feel better or worse but I also have a very complicated and involved fantasy life where I have an exact amount of money, income, specific property and so on. It's really similar to what you're talking about.

I don't act out scenes in public but I can imagine doing that. I think you'd be better off not allowing yourself to do that because it does seem pretty strange. I'm not trying to be an asshole. If you have a psychologist you should discuss this with her or him.

I really do get it though. I'm not sure if it's a sign of depression or what but it helps me relax. I go to that dream life when I'm trying to sleep.


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[quote]Asante said:
You constantly make posts thatr fling middle school insults at people you don't like mixed in with maladjusted psychopathic comments about wanting to beat up the other poster with a crowbar.

You know how shit you are, you just don't give a fuck for precisely that reason.

I disendorse you.[/quote]


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Re: Can anyone else identify with me? [Re: JustForToday] * 1
    #23931786 - 12/16/16 09:13 AM (7 years, 1 month ago)

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JustForToday said:

Why can't y'all just do something. It's obvious. Sprinkles usually posts in OTD. Idk why she had to say some bullshit like that this thread was not intended for anyone to come in and troll. It's serious. Maybe y'all should do y'alls fucking job and stop showing favor to certain members around. I even have some looking at my facebook 24/7 sending pms to other members and shit. But naw. It's only JFT. Let everyone troll him.




This is how sprinkles normally talks since she found Jesus. I'm quite serious. I don't think she intended to troll... I don't think her point was super relevant either... But that's been common too lately.

You know I used to regularly have fantasy worlds that had... A great amount of depth. Up until nearly my mid 20s I'm afraid to admit. It took a long time, alot of effort, and a total mental break to drop it but I did. And I think it has helped in the "splitting of my personality". I have a shorter temper and patience now that I can't just wander off to fantasyland but I think that may be better too since I'd always had a problem with letting people walk over me and use me and take advantage of me. I tend to catch that stuff more easily too.


In the military they break you before they build you up. I think when you have mental issues it's often best to break yourself down to the very core of your being and then begin rebuilding in a more positive way.


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Re: Can anyone else identify with me? [Re: TheFakeSunRa] * 1
    #23931896 - 12/16/16 09:54 AM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Thank you for bringing the thread back on topic guys. Let's keep it that way, and I want to remind everyone once again that this is a harm reduction forum so poking fun, making jokes about other's physical and mental struggles is not permitted. Nor is offensive language.

From the P&MWB forum specific rules -

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It should go without saying that we must take caution in how we react to other's deep inner emotions.  Tactless, careless, and otherwise negative behavior will not be tolerated in this forum.  This forum is designed to help improve our lives, and negativity certainly won't help many reach their desired comfort level.  So keep that in mind and post thoughtfully and respectfully





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Re: Can anyone else identify with me? [Re: LunarEclipse]
    #23931923 - 12/16/16 10:01 AM (7 years, 1 month ago)

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eeso said:
Sound's like schizophrenia dude with the delusions and the headphones. (I'm an alcoholic diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder)




When the dude downtown starts pointing his finger like it's a gun after yelling something is when I get a little nervous.

I talk to myself, like today, neighbor felt sorry for me afterwards and came down to have a real chat.  Helped me shovel snow and we made big progress in the neighbor department.  I don't think it's that odd to talk to yourself, now when you start yelling and pointing at people that aren't there like downtown lady it's different.  She was my neighbor until the house mysteriously burned down.  Quite sketchy saw her recently and it was downhill had the Britney shaved head look.

Not good.




Also wanted to say I frequently talk to myself when I'm alone. I find it therapeutic and it helps me think better.

At times tho I am yelling. But that's therapeutic too. I never yell at people no matter how much they piss me off so it's good to let that shit out when I get to be alone.


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Re: Can anyone else identify with me? [Re: CookieCrumbs]
    #23932451 - 12/16/16 01:02 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

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CookieCrumbs said:
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LunarEclipse said:
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eeso said:
Sound's like schizophrenia dude with the delusions and the headphones. (I'm an alcoholic diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder)




When the dude downtown starts pointing his finger like it's a gun after yelling something is when I get a little nervous.

I talk to myself, like today, neighbor felt sorry for me afterwards and came down to have a real chat.  Helped me shovel snow and we made big progress in the neighbor department.  I don't think it's that odd to talk to yourself, now when you start yelling and pointing at people that aren't there like downtown lady it's different.  She was my neighbor until the house mysteriously burned down.  Quite sketchy saw her recently and it was downhill had the Britney shaved head look.

Not good.




Also wanted to say I frequently talk to myself when I'm alone. I find it therapeutic and it helps me think better.

At times tho I am yelling. But that's therapeutic too. I never yell at people no matter how much they piss me off so it's good to let that shit out when I get to be alone.



Lol...so do I...Once, I left the phone on record while I was alone cleaning....lol when I played it back, I was talking almost the whole time for 15 minutes....no one else was home.:wink:


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Re: Can anyone else identify with me? [Re: JustForToday] * 1
    #23933059 - 12/16/16 05:12 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

JFT, consider Coherence therapy.

simply construct and construe.

i am studying the world around me in many facets in order to cope with it. you should consider a concise notion of what you want to change, in order of, first, your thoughts, feelings and behaviors- then secondly, your motivations for those things, ie, the meaning of those things- then thirdly, derive from the world it's motives, lastly, to see how it all fits. but you gotta start with yourself, always.


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Re: Can anyone else identify with me? [Re: sprinkles] * 1
    #23933653 - 12/16/16 08:41 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Quote:

sprinkles said:
the term is self induced mental illness due to drug use.





when you've fried your brain to the point you can no longer work or function, then it will be up to your family to take care of you or your SOL. 
Dont go asking for social security assistance because you're too mentally fucked now to work.




This was the post I found grossly insensitive, YogaBunny. It's a brutal personal attack against a poster who made himself vulnerable in what's supposed to be a safe forum. Out of all the posts you deleted, the fact that you missed this one disappoints me.


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[quote]Asante said:
You constantly make posts thatr fling middle school insults at people you don't like mixed in with maladjusted psychopathic comments about wanting to beat up the other poster with a crowbar.

You know how shit you are, you just don't give a fuck for precisely that reason.

I disendorse you.[/quote]


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Re: Can anyone else identify with me? [Re: TheFakeSunRa]
    #23933656 - 12/16/16 08:43 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)



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