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Re: my friend commit suicide [Re: moonrockmushy] * 3
    #23954358 - 12/24/16 02:11 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

She and her friends are forgotten about. Just your generic and basic evil human-being degenerates, not worth my brains energy or negative emotions :lol:

The private burial was this week. Peaceful farewell. He made a music CD for the burial, most of it was Lord of the Rings and Final Fantasy (90s ones, he was happiest then) music.
Now that I've had time to remember some of the things he asked and we talked about, I'd say he was probably planning his suicide for 1 to 2 months.

Sometime last week, I had a pretty weird and awesome experience. I was lying in bed and an old dream, perhaps some kind of vision, suddenly popped into my head. He was asking over and over if I forgive him and I was sobbing saying yes yes yes, I do. Then I sat up, burst out crying and felt his presence in front of me :mindblown:
Since that night, things have been alot easier  :strokebeard:

The flu is also lifting and I was able to go to the gym yesterday :super:


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Re: my friend commit suicide [Re: daz01]
    #23954479 - 12/24/16 03:16 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Fuck.
Death takes the best first.


Sorry for your loss


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