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Morel Guy
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Ya I'm schizoaffective and been in the hospital as much as jail. I obviously know nothing about mental health.
I know enough that unless you kill yourself by mistake it's a dumb move. It's not smart unless you are actually avoiding a really torturous death.
Most people don't know how to get on a path that works. I found weed used to help me a great deal. Some drugs and mental problems are incapable of feelings of well being.
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Re: my friend commit suicide [Re: daz01]
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sorry daz, stay strong bro I'll be thinking of ya.
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Morel Guy
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Lot's of professional help and guidance out there. Take a med and lifestyle that works. Lower expectation as life ain't a fucking Christmas wish list and lay off the desire to heal wih psycadelics.
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What makes you believe or so naive to think life should be painless?
It's about having an ego that can accept what it cannot change and to change what it cannot accept.
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Morel Guy
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You don't understand. A healthy ego is strong and can handle reasonable suffering. Your mom sounds like a cunt.
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Re: my friend commit suicide [Re: Morel Guy]
#23929755 - 12/15/16 03:16 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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For someone who claims to have such disorders you should know that it can be damn near impossible to stop those thoughts and feelings from taking over you. I have been dealing with depression my whole life and its always there, and it indeed can take over your ego and everything about you. Its a fucking struggle every day, some are better than others but it never goes away.
Again I am really sorry about my earlier posts, sometimes I dont realize I sound like a dick, or just lose thefilter to what I should say sometimes (I was pretty high earlier) I really am sorry for sounding insensitie and my heart truely goes out to you daz
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This is not the thread for your arguments. This is a thread for OP for HIM to talk about HIS friend.
Move it to PM or make a new thread.
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Re: my friend commit suicide [Re: daz01]
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Sorry for your loss. at least it sounds like he was sure about his decision and is finally at peace.
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daz01 said: she was manipulative and loved controlling his vulnerable nature.
Women, especially in their younger years, can be so fucking evil it sickens me. I know that most aren't that way but i've met so many that get off on behaving this way i sometimes wonder if ...nvm i don't want to derail the thread but dam if i don't feel like ranting about bitches like this.
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Re: my friend commit suicide [Re: Apostle]
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Condolences OP thoughts your way.
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Re: my friend commit suicide [Re: Apostle]
#23930104 - 12/15/16 04:56 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Thanks everyone <3
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WeAreMushroom said: While I realize this will likely be an unpopular opinion among the legions of research lysergamide lovers here, I blame the research lyergamides. 
Let me tell you why. While good ol' tried and true LSD-25 has caused it's own share of psychotic breakdowns, (mine included,) it's methods of distribution keep people who aren't "hip to the scene," from being able to purchase it. I doubt your buddy with aspergers would've been able to go buy a sheet in the lot at a String Cheese Incident show from some dreadlocked individuals he would've had to talk about old Dead albums and smoke a joint with.
The internet's analogue scene enables literally anybody to order sheets on sheets, packs on packs worth of research lyergamides for realitvely cheap though, mental issues or no mental issues, provided you can figure out what a bitcoin is.
While these analogs may or may not be safe, one thing we know is that we have NO IDEA what the long term consequences of using these are.
LSD an incredible, spiritual, mystical, some might even say sacred experience, and it's my personal, (but largely unpopular,) opinion that these research lysergamide substances are a bizarre perversion of the real thing.
I take LSD very seriously, it's almost a religion. It concerns me that there are variations at all of the most perfect molecule ever constructed by God.
Variations. The thought makes me shudder. LSD opens doors to bright, positive places, but who knows where other LSD derivatives might take you? 
That only one I could be compelled to try one day is ALD-52, since Albert Hofmann invented it. I trust his chemicals.
Many condolences in regard to your friend's death, OP. Perhaps this situation might compel you to feel similarly in regards to research chemicals.
Damn true. Fortunately, I lost all interest in doing most drugs, especially research chemicals, back in 2012 when I abused RCs and it induced/worsened schizophrenia. I'm 99% recovered now though.
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stzacrack said: You were a good friend, he must've known, I'm sure you'll read that in your letter
He knew. He thanked me many times for trying and supporting him. My birthday was on the 6th and he gave me a card saying he appreciated the support and I was his best friend. Maybe that was his subtle goodbye, he would have struggled to tell me verbally
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Hobozen said: A peaceful death is better than a lifetime of insanity...
It was his choice and he had all the right to make it.
RIP
I am happy for him. He was damn brave and strong to do what he did. He went through disgustingly bad stuff but survived so long. He deserved the right and control to end it 
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CookieCrumbs said: I agree  Just be sure you aren't repressing your feelings or glossing over them. Talking about it is a good idea. Just make sure you let yourself stop and mourn when you feel the need to man.
Of course I'll go through random bouts of crying and extreme sadness then relief he isn't suffering anymore.
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Apostle said: Sorry for your loss. at least it sounds like he was sure about his decision and is finally at peace.
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daz01 said: she was manipulative and loved controlling his vulnerable nature.
Women, especially in their younger years, can be so fucking evil it sickens me. I know that most aren't that way but i've met so many that get off on behaving this way i sometimes wonder if ...nvm i don't want to derail the thread but dam if i don't feel like ranting about bitches like this.
It's so fucked up. No matter what she said or done to him, he went running back to her because of his loneliness and in his own words "nobody else will want me, I have no choice". the fucking hilarious thing is.....
the bitch told him to.... KILL HIMSELF..... SEVERAL TIMES... amongst other disgusting fucking words
the family don't want a service/funeral... i'm glad actually. i'd have grabbed the bitch by the feet and thrown her outside when she turned up a bunch of her male friends actually beat him up once. i got their names from him cause i was angry and drunk one night but deleted them when i sobered up. i wish i had still had them so i could wring the skinny weak fucks by the neck, see how they react when they aren't face to face with a person so nice he'd struggle to say "no" and always say "thanks" and "sorry" when he never ahd too
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Re: my friend commit suicide [Re: daz01]
#23930751 - 12/15/16 07:53 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Sorry for your loss man
Its good to hear you have perspective on the matter
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Re: my friend commit suicide [Re: daz01]
#23931149 - 12/15/16 10:41 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Sorry for your loss daz.
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Re: my friend commit suicide [Re: Lucis]
#23931310 - 12/16/16 12:26 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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I'm so sorry for your loss OP
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I visited his family today and it was very emotional. The dad was almost catatonic, but he seemed to open up in-front of me and the family. He refuses to speak to people who aren't extremely close to his son, he just can't handle it  The mum struggled to tell me what he had done but when we were alone in the hall way and about to leave, she told me he hanged himself. It was quick and almost instantaneous  We are having a private burial (7 people) where we will say our final farewells.
I'm feeling much better now though, last night was the worst and I was up until 4am. I got alot of the sadness, frustration and anger out.
Though, I feel his girlfriend and her friends need to be punished but physical violence is probably not the answer. I'm not sure the family realised just what she was like, even though I warned them several times.... months ago. On one hand, it might make them feel more at peace on why his mental status deteriorated so violently and quickly. But, it make them feel even more guilty and upset at they never realised what was going on The police have his phone and social media. They could easily see just what these evil people said and done to him Perhaps I should forget about it and just stick to my spiritual beliefs.... karma. The little fuckers will get whats coming to them and it dosen't need to be through my actions.
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Re: my friend commit suicide [Re: daz01]
#23932114 - 12/16/16 10:59 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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If they encouraged himself to commit suite that can lead to prison. Otherwise it could be harassment or menacing.
Just hope for cosmic justice. She sounds like a bitch!
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#23932663 - 12/16/16 02:38 PM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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Dude don't hold a grudge. People like that get what they deserve. Your friend has his release, and someday we will all be together again with everything on the table for all eternity to see. Just try to be there for people as you have been, you're doing as good as anyone can and giving into vengeful urges will only drag you down.
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