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sanchothestoner
Satan's Grandson



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sup peepz??
i gotta long night of homework ahead of me....
you?
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satta massa gana



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Sup sancho
Gonna be a sick as night. One for the books.
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sanchothestoner
Satan's Grandson



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yeah? what you got planned?
-------------------- I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you... But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!
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satta massa gana



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Just chillin with some friends get high as fuck then gonna go kick it with my side piece
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Connoisseur said: oh ive cried on drugs sunshine said: Tragic. I told the cop not to do it but he didn't listen.
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moonrockmushy
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wtf you doing here sancho you want to end up like me? Drunk and alone on the shroomery on a tuesday night? Do your fucking homework.
zup homez?
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larry.fisherman
shoulda died already


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I am consuming all the beers. At which point, I will be sad.
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OhMrJohnson
Ashes Against The Grain

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I'm chillin hard, drank some tequila and smoked some Gorilla Glue #4
Got hella hours next week at work which is excellent
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Oh baby what Is you doin??


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I'm on a bunch of valium and about to pass the fuck out
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larry.fisherman
shoulda died already


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Excellent idea Malcolm. I need benzos.
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sh4d0ws
LSx


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kratom and weeed
kratom and weeeeeeeeed
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moonrockmushy
High on Spite



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Have you ever tried whiskey? It's like valium for heterosexuals.
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pirate-blues


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Malcolm_Xtasy said: I'm on a bunch of valium and about to pass the fuck out
have a nice sleep 
It's gross outside, I just finished cooking dinner now, I'm about to pass out on my own accord in a short(ish) while.
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sanchothestoner
Satan's Grandson



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moonrockmushy said: wtf you doing here sancho you want to end up like me? Drunk and alone on the shroomery on a tuesday night? Do your fucking homework.
zup homez?
lol i got all night and i took a study aid 
nothing is due tomorrow anyway.
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larry.fisherman
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Not a big fan of whiskey. I pretty much just drink jager, beer, and cider. And if clonazepam is gay then fuhjk yooiu
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larry.fisherman
shoulda died already


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I mean that, let's fuck.
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moonrockmushy
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I always found study aids enhanced my masturbation more than my studying, but I'm a true scholar interested in the fine arts.
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sanchothestoner
Satan's Grandson



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klonopinzzzzz
-------------------- I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you... But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!
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sanchothestoner
Satan's Grandson



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moonrockmushy said: I always found study aids enhanced my masturbation more than my studying, but I'm a true scholar interested in the fine arts.

i have adhd, so what i took really helps me out.
-------------------- I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you... But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!
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falsereality


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Smoking Death Star and drinking Vodka. Landed a big fishy web dev client after two months of discussion.
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OhMrJohnson said: I'm chillin hard, drank some tequila and smoked some Gorilla Glue #4
Got hella hours next week at work which is excellent
Gorilla Glue #4 is an excellent strain. What's the snowfall like in Denver? The roads here are starting to get sketchy.
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moonrockmushy
High on Spite



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XLCaps said: I mean that, let's fuck.
meet me at the border with a donkey and a bottle of lube
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sanchothestoner said:
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moonrockmushy said: I always found study aids enhanced my masturbation more than my studying, but I'm a true scholar interested in the fine arts.

i have adhd, so what i took really helps me out.
Yeah I guess I'm just a perverted retard, because I can't focus for shit and speed always just makes me lose focus really hard.
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Malcolm_Xtasy
Oh baby what Is you doin??


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Moonrock I've been meaning to tell you that your posts have been cracking me the fuck up lately
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OhMrJohnson
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falsereality said: Smoking Death Star and drinking Vodka. Landed a big fishy web dev client after two months of discussion.
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OhMrJohnson said: I'm chillin hard, drank some tequila and smoked some Gorilla Glue #4
Got hella hours next week at work which is excellent
Gorilla Glue #4 is an excellent strain. What's the snowfall like in Denver? The roads here are starting to get sketchy.
It's comin down pretty good at the moment, just a light dusting on the roads right now but I dunno how long it's gonna keep snowing
Hopefully the roads aren't too fucked in the morning cuz I have to go to work regardless
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moonrockmushy
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Malcolm_Xtasy said: Moonrock I've been meaning to tell you that your posts have been cracking me the fuck up lately 
Yeah I quit heroin and I've been drinking absurd amounts. Thank the whiskey I'm merely a vessel, but I have been laughing alot too.
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sanchothestoner
Satan's Grandson



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OhMrJohnson said: I'm chillin hard, drank some tequila and smoked some Gorilla Glue #4
Got hella hours next week at work which is excellent
my neighbor gave me like 7 grams of gorilla glue today. so fucking bomb.
-------------------- I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you... But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!
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sanchothestoner
Satan's Grandson



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moonrockmushy said:
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Malcolm_Xtasy said: Moonrock I've been meaning to tell you that your posts have been cracking me the fuck up lately 
Yeah I quit heroin and I've been drinking absurd amounts. Thank the whiskey I'm merely a vessel, but I have been laughing alot too.
yeah you've been killing it. been making me crack the fuck up.
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OhMrJohnson
Ashes Against The Grain

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Fuq yeah dude it's by far the stickiest weed I've handled
I could stick it to the wall, that's how sticky it is
Well that's a bit of an overexaggeration but if I pressed hard enough I prolly could
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evening everyone, im just hanging out.
False. Please email me or something, theres clearly been a misunderstanding!
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sanchothestoner
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dope ass track
-------------------- I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you... But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!
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Whats up peoples I went out and purchased a new snail today. He has horns. Going with my dude this weekend to see another buddy who breeds some exotic shrimps. So hopefuly the aquarium will be lookin pretty pimp here soon.
Damn i always forget about my main addiction that costs me the most. Ahh damn its cereal time.
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falsereality


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Ras Rising said: evening everyone, im just hanging out.
False. Please email me or something, theres clearly been a misunderstanding!
Ok.
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Homework?.. Well somebody's cool points just went way down 
I'm just Chillin, got myself a bottle of don Julio yesterday, haven't drank liquor in a long while, but I took some shots of whiskey on thanksgiving and I just really enjoyed the buzz it gave me cuz I've been drinking only beer lately, and it's kinda nice atm. I've been through the liquor cycle before tho, def ain't gonna let it developed into a habit, just like I didn't let that one cig I smoked a couple weeks ago develop into a habit as I am now smoking like almost half a pack a day..
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Outlined the essay I'm putting off to tomorrow, no worries though last one I put 3 hours into and got 94% so I'm not worried. Can't decide between sobriety for a night, weed, or 4-aco-met, or 4-aco-met and weed... choices choices
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larry.fisherman
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sanchothestoner said: klonopinzzzzz
YAY
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IM WALKIN ON SUNSHINE



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Might end it tomorrow
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larry.fisherman
shoulda died already


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End what dude..? Talk to me a bit I'll talk to you.
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What's up guuuuys
I'm just chillin' and listening to some tunes; Groovin
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 you're not serious are you?
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Shhh... Dont want someone to spoil it
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Edited by ModestMouse (12/06/16 10:32 PM)
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larry.fisherman
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I almost killed myself last weekend. For real I stayed up all night crying to myself. I wrote a suicide note and the only time I smiled throughout the whole thing is when I cackled to myself on the realization that I had a painless and totally un-survivable method of death. I have a barn on my property, I was going to fashion a rudimentary gun then blow a .306 into my temple, then when I dropped off the rafters the noose would ensure my neck broke. So a broken neck and two damaged hemispheres. I spent hours researching how best to die. Charcoal seemed like a good idea. You know what happened? That whole time I was cackling and crying, I couldn't help but try to convince myself not to, even though I kept telling myself to fuck off, and shut up.
I'm still here man. At the precipice of your undoing you will see within yourself all those beautiful things that once made you smile, no matter how small. They always mattered.. it will matter again. You will smile again, you will laugh, you will cry. Please cry. Pain is life and once the pain washes away you are left with something pure. Life is hard, a kind of hard that people don't deserve, but if you truly take the time to see it, you love every person, place, and thing far less than you love yourself. I love you, I mean that. I don't even know you. If you break my heart you're really going to break someone else's. Me of all people know what it means to say to someone that suicide is selfish - it's actually quite laughable isn't it? Well then laugh with me, and see that many things can make you smile.
Life is worth living man. That very next day I woke up, that time within my planning to die - I was sad but I'm still here. I had a noose, I had a note. I ain't got fuck all, but buddy I'm still here. You're not alone dude. If you're heart hurts then let it hurt but don't do something permanent that you can't take back.
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Can't say as to heroin, since you don't want to talk about it I'll just say I hope you don't do it, and I hope you find it worthwhile not to do it.
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Connoisseur

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hey family!
hope everyone is having a decent night, im just chillin out at the house tonight by myself after being here doing nothing all day. just kickin back and relaxing.
what yall up to?
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PartoftheSource
NAUT GUILTY



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whaaaaat up faaaam! Just got home. whats the dilly>?
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Sheekle
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XLCaps get a grip you have a kid quit trying to kill yourself, and there's much more painless routes then shooting yourself in the face so your family has to clean up your exploded guts.
MM don't kill yourself, you're like in your early 20's don't be a dumbass. Just chill
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being suicidal sucks, ive been through it at several points in my life.
anyone struggling feel free to
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Sheekle
FREE BURKE



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Being suicidal is awesome who doesn't love being suicidal? It's like that punk band Suicidal Tendencies
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PartoftheSource
NAUT GUILTY



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No one likes opt-outs. Stay and suffer a little while longer with us, you guys.
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Connoisseur

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see thats the part where u try to be funny.
TRY.
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Cowb0yNeal00


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do u like punk music?
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larry.fisherman
shoulda died already


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Don't pretend to know my life. Yeah I have responsibilities but people don't come to these conclusions for the hell of it. And honestly though? Nah if I was gonna kill myself I'm not gonna give any fucks as to how messy it gets. There are too many stories of people trying to off themselves and failing. Last thing you want is to be brain dead or stuck living a painful life because people are taking care of you for the rest of your life. That night I was reading up on charcoal induced suicide and ended up on a reddit page about Artie Lange stabbing himself in the stomach nine times, drinking a bottle of bleach, and slitting his wrists, then surviving. That's fucked. If you shoot yourself, wanting to die, a neurosurgeon can do brain surgery as long as one hemisphere is in tact.. brah I ain't gonna be no vegetable.
Depression is a very real thing. I can't control my own thoughts all the time.
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Sheekle
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Connoisseur said: see thats the part where u try to be funny.
TRY.
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sanchothestoner
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WE LIT FAM
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Sheekle
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Quote:
XLCaps said: Don't pretend to know my life. Yeah I have responsibilities but people don't come to these conclusions for the hell of it. And honestly though? Nah if I was gonna kill myself I'm not gonna give any fucks as to how messy it gets. There are too many stories of people trying to off themselves and failing. Last thing you want is to be brain dead or stuck living a painful life because people are taking care of you for the rest of your life. That night I was reading up on charcoal induced suicide and ended up on a reddit page about Artie Lange stabbing himself in the stomach nine times, drinking a bottle of bleach, and slitting his wrists, then surviving. That's fucked. If you shoot yourself, wanting to die, a neurosurgeon can do brain surgery as long as one hemisphere is in tact.. brah I ain't gonna be no vegetable.
Depression is a very real thing. I can't control my own thoughts all the time.
You can't control your own thoughts but you can control your actions and are obviously well-aware of how they effect other people. I'm not pretending to know anything you haven't openly posted about. For someone who's made a big deal over how much you care about kids before it's a bit perplexing that you're willing to throw that idealogy behind you in a situation where it actually makes a difference.
Maybe next time you feel that way a call to a suicide hotline might be a bit of a wise move.
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contemplating suicide can effect anyone regardless of their values or beliefs man.
it doesnt mean you dont value others though if your struggling with suicidal tendencies though.
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Sheekle
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I think not caring if you leave behind a mess or not does.
Either way i'm just happy XLCaps didn't kill himself, and I hope he goes onto live a long and prosperous life. I'm happy I didn't kill myself when I wrote my suicide note 5 years ago either.
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larry.fisherman
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I'm happy that you don't understand me here. Truly. It would not be a good thing. You are right sheekle, and I did end up talking to someone, but I also didn't do anything either. I didn't post that so someone could get on me about it though, I posted it for him. I appreciate your concern sheekle, I will be fine.
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larry.fisherman
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Sometimes when I'm really depressed it's like it's my heart vs my mind, they're doing the classic evil impostor battle and I don't know who to shoot. Is my heart saying this or my mind? Does it matter? Sometimes you need to go for a spin on a concept before you know it's not for you. Like someone who says they're bi then they suck a dick and decide it's not for them. Suicide made me suck it's dick and I couldn't handle the money shot. I am okay with that.
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Hey, y'all!
I'm just chillin' at the house, solo and fucked up again tonight The future Ma-in-Law's been off work for a few days, so the ol' lady's spending some time with her. This is her last night there, and I can't wait for her to get back I used to love being alone, now it's driving me stir-crazy.
My uncle's still trying to make up for ripping me off a few months back, so he gave me a little bud and a pinch of speed. I'm gonna save the latter 'til the better half gets back, but I'm gettin' fried tonight Wish I had some kratom/opiates. I'll be alright, though. Still feelin' nice.
So, how y'all doin' tonight?
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...Charcoal is what they give you when you wash a bottle of ambien down with a bottle of vodka. I dunno but that sounds like one of the dumbest ways to try to kill yourself. I hope people don't seriously try that. Not that I know I'd just think there are much better ways.
Hope things look up for you man. Or your perspective does. Whichever you need.
Honest I've been struggling for a while now and I need both. And more sleep. Insomnia sucks.
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Charcoal releases carbon monoxide when burned, in a small closed off space it acts as a quite gentle asphyxiant.
I will be ok.
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That makes more sense than what I was thinking.
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My dad went to the doc recently and they said he had pleurisy and I'm assuming I have it too since I had the exact same symptoms pop up at the same time and I think it's cuz someone poisoned our wings at buffalo wild wings.
It's pretty fucking unpleasant. Only had pneumonia once and while it does vaguely resemble that the positioning of it also feels like a bad ulcer.
From what I understand tho there's not many contagious bugs that can cause it so probably buffalo flavored arsenic
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larry.fisherman
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Like your lung is peeling away from your rib cage when you breathe.
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I'd more describe it as razorblades lining my ribs and diaphragm. Hurts more on the inhale than exhale. Probably would be unwise but I'm considering stepping out for a smoke.
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larry.fisherman
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Feel better soon I had pleurisy and pneumonia right on Christmas a few years ago and I thought I was going to die. Literally. I remember collapsing face first in to the couch and not being able to move or yell for help. I was in rough shape. I wish I had recommendations to make you feel better but baths for instance just made me cough more..
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Friggin term papers and finals this weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek.
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Thanks man. I just wish I could sleep. That isn't helping things for sure.
I don't have any vacation or sick leave left so I can't really afford to stay home and recover.
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larry.fisherman
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CookieCrumbs said: Thanks man. I just wish I could sleep. That isn't helping things for sure.
I don't have any vacation or sick leave left so I can't really afford to stay home and recover.
Yeah the lack of sleep is one of the worst parts.. Fucking brutal. I couldn't imagine being anywhere but at home when dealing with something like that.. Maybe you can fake a work injury and get sent home with pay lol
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larry.fisherman
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I appreciate it. Life goes on though, it's just a tough time of the year.
Since then I've noticed a lot of posts around here from a lot of really sad people. It breaks my heart, makes me want to put myself out there.. I'd hate to hear of another one lost in our community.
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IslandShroomer said: Friggin term papers and finals this weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek.
Can't wait to finish so I can 
same
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Putin
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Buying mushrooms off craiglist. Any much of you have any experience with it?
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Re: lnc [Re: Putin]
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fo' real? That just seems like a bad idea.
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Re: lnc [Re: Putin]
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Putin said: Buying mushrooms off craiglist. Any much of you have any experience with it?
i would not do that.
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CookieCrumbs said: My dad went to the doc recently and they said he had pleurisy and I'm assuming I have it too since I had the exact same symptoms pop up at the same time and I think it's cuz someone poisoned our wings at buffalo wild wings.
It's pretty fucking unpleasant. Only had pneumonia once and while it does vaguely resemble that the positioning of it also feels like a bad ulcer.
From what I understand tho there's not many contagious bugs that can cause it so probably buffalo flavored arsenic
Wait, why do you think someone poisoned your buffalo wild wings? Intentionally you mean?
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damn i'm gonna be able to finish one of my papers tonight!
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Quote:
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CookieCrumbs said: My dad went to the doc recently and they said he had pleurisy and I'm assuming I have it too since I had the exact same symptoms pop up at the same time and I think it's cuz someone poisoned our wings at buffalo wild wings.
It's pretty fucking unpleasant. Only had pneumonia once and while it does vaguely resemble that the positioning of it also feels like a bad ulcer.
From what I understand tho there's not many contagious bugs that can cause it so probably buffalo flavored arsenic
Wait, why do you think someone poisoned your buffalo wild wings? Intentionally you mean?
Was joking but we did eat the same batch of wings, in a mild sauce, n it hurt both our stomachs.
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Really hoping dude is alright. You're right that it seems to be hard times in a lot of our lives, myself included. We'll be able to get thru it though.
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larry.fisherman
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I know it's only been a day and a half but I am legitimately worried. These ideations are so impulsive.. I've been kinda bummed about it. Can't even PM the guy. :/
Things are always bound to get better as long as you take the time to let them.. that is my experience. This community is such a help I feel, to a lot of people. Even if most aren't ok with talking about it. I'm thinking about making a thread about it but I don't think it will work unless someone is willing to mod it and remove anyone disruptive.
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I'll text him real quick
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larry.fisherman
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Good man
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XLCaps said: I know it's only been a day and a half but I am legitimately worried. These ideations are so impulsive.. I've been kinda bummed about it. Can't even PM the guy. :/
Things are always bound to get better as long as you take the time to let them.. that is my experience. This community is such a help I feel, to a lot of people. Even if most aren't ok with talking about it. I'm thinking about making a thread about it but I don't think it will work unless someone is willing to mod it and remove anyone disruptive.
I know I was kinda in a similar spot, though I knew better than to throw my self-hatred in people who care about me's faces then disappear, but in that situation it's perfectly normal to feel complete unable to deal with social situations. Phone calls, shroomery, friends. Sometimes you just wanna be left to your own misery.
I hope he can sort things out life really does suck on heroin.
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Let me find out Mouse isn't alright, I'll whoop his ass.
For real though.
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Im alive but far from alright
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moonrockmushy
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No shit. Quit ruining your life and handle your shit. Get some kratom it helps alot.
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Go fuck yourself Kratom made me warm for two days and then stopped working
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moonrockmushy
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Ok. You didn't try hard enough. Quit the heroin you retard it's what's making you want to kill yourself, and you probably will sooner or later.
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I probably will I cant wait to not wake up hurting and to some fucking alarm. Nonexistence sounds amazing
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"only those who walk through the fires of hell can truly feel the light of heaven."
MM I'm sorry shit sucks right now but keep pushing man. We push with you.
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You'll be the one missing out on all the love that people here seem to have for you. I got bigger problems and better things to do. I ain't going to let some junkie whinging get me down, had enough of that from myself.
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Dont let the door hit your ass on the way out
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If that door hits my ass I am putting my fist through it's knob.
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I have no idea what the fuck youre talking about
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I fucked my schedule took some Xanax went out to for a run and the whole grounds froze. Started to ran 3 steps and lipped straight on my back. Looks like just weights fttyod I did my ole schedule backwards. Runs mile weights then take Xanax smoke myself stifgtky stupid shower and drink some coffee and play some dumb games til my plans come around
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Re: lnc [Re: Putin]
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A perfect Jam to start the day. Get that morning work out in. Nice go cup of joe, couple dutches nd excellent tunes to relax til the day comes around.
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Re: lnc [Re: Putin]
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Do you think if I continue to work out for the four weeks before a drug test? I im not to worried about the bud but does Xanax last long?
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Re: lnc [Re: Putin]
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Putin
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Yes I googled how long it usually takes but everybody is different I was curious about your own experiences. Weed is out of my system in 2 weeks. And I chief.
But thank you for your response.
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Re: lnc [Re: Putin]
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I'm pretty fortunate when it comes to weed and drug tests, got drug tested in school less then a week after I smoked and somehow passed. Was shitting myself for days until the results came in and was pleasantly surprised when they did, even though I tested positive for alcohol and got suspended for 10 days, but I knew that was coming.
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