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Connoisseur

Registered: 05/13/11
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hey family!
hope everyone is having a decent night, im just chillin out at the house tonight by myself after being here doing nothing all day. just kickin back and relaxing.
what yall up to?
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NAUT GUILTY



Registered: 05/27/15
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whaaaaat up faaaam! Just got home. whats the dilly>?
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Sheekle
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XLCaps get a grip you have a kid quit trying to kill yourself, and there's much more painless routes then shooting yourself in the face so your family has to clean up your exploded guts.
MM don't kill yourself, you're like in your early 20's don't be a dumbass. Just chill
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Connoisseur

Registered: 05/13/11
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being suicidal sucks, ive been through it at several points in my life.
anyone struggling feel free to
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Sheekle
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Being suicidal is awesome who doesn't love being suicidal? It's like that punk band Suicidal Tendencies
-------------------- "Ur cat died because he hated u" - Koods "I hope JSB kicks your ass one day." - Vandago "you are the biggest 'internet guy' I have ever come across"- Jokeshopbeard "The more I see you post the more I realize you're just this fuckin tie dye loser who trolls the Shroomery 24/7." - Herbologist "Sheekle you cannot vile the dice of bullshit you have posted on this forum over the years, I like databases" - thelastoneleft "or maybe i just come from a blood line of superior intelligence" - trees R.I.P Kelsy, ?/?/?? - 6/11/16
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NAUT GUILTY



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No one likes opt-outs. Stay and suffer a little while longer with us, you guys.
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Connoisseur

Registered: 05/13/11
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see thats the part where u try to be funny.
TRY.
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Cowb0yNeal00


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do u like punk music?
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larry.fisherman
shoulda died already


Registered: 11/03/12
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Don't pretend to know my life. Yeah I have responsibilities but people don't come to these conclusions for the hell of it. And honestly though? Nah if I was gonna kill myself I'm not gonna give any fucks as to how messy it gets. There are too many stories of people trying to off themselves and failing. Last thing you want is to be brain dead or stuck living a painful life because people are taking care of you for the rest of your life. That night I was reading up on charcoal induced suicide and ended up on a reddit page about Artie Lange stabbing himself in the stomach nine times, drinking a bottle of bleach, and slitting his wrists, then surviving. That's fucked. If you shoot yourself, wanting to die, a neurosurgeon can do brain surgery as long as one hemisphere is in tact.. brah I ain't gonna be no vegetable.
Depression is a very real thing. I can't control my own thoughts all the time.
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Sheekle
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Quote:
Connoisseur said: see thats the part where u try to be funny.
TRY.
-------------------- "Ur cat died because he hated u" - Koods "I hope JSB kicks your ass one day." - Vandago "you are the biggest 'internet guy' I have ever come across"- Jokeshopbeard "The more I see you post the more I realize you're just this fuckin tie dye loser who trolls the Shroomery 24/7." - Herbologist "Sheekle you cannot vile the dice of bullshit you have posted on this forum over the years, I like databases" - thelastoneleft "or maybe i just come from a blood line of superior intelligence" - trees R.I.P Kelsy, ?/?/?? - 6/11/16
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sanchothestoner
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Registered: 12/06/11
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Sheekle
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Quote:
XLCaps said: Don't pretend to know my life. Yeah I have responsibilities but people don't come to these conclusions for the hell of it. And honestly though? Nah if I was gonna kill myself I'm not gonna give any fucks as to how messy it gets. There are too many stories of people trying to off themselves and failing. Last thing you want is to be brain dead or stuck living a painful life because people are taking care of you for the rest of your life. That night I was reading up on charcoal induced suicide and ended up on a reddit page about Artie Lange stabbing himself in the stomach nine times, drinking a bottle of bleach, and slitting his wrists, then surviving. That's fucked. If you shoot yourself, wanting to die, a neurosurgeon can do brain surgery as long as one hemisphere is in tact.. brah I ain't gonna be no vegetable.
Depression is a very real thing. I can't control my own thoughts all the time.
You can't control your own thoughts but you can control your actions and are obviously well-aware of how they effect other people. I'm not pretending to know anything you haven't openly posted about. For someone who's made a big deal over how much you care about kids before it's a bit perplexing that you're willing to throw that idealogy behind you in a situation where it actually makes a difference.
Maybe next time you feel that way a call to a suicide hotline might be a bit of a wise move.
-------------------- "Ur cat died because he hated u" - Koods "I hope JSB kicks your ass one day." - Vandago "you are the biggest 'internet guy' I have ever come across"- Jokeshopbeard "The more I see you post the more I realize you're just this fuckin tie dye loser who trolls the Shroomery 24/7." - Herbologist "Sheekle you cannot vile the dice of bullshit you have posted on this forum over the years, I like databases" - thelastoneleft "or maybe i just come from a blood line of superior intelligence" - trees R.I.P Kelsy, ?/?/?? - 6/11/16
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Connoisseur

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contemplating suicide can effect anyone regardless of their values or beliefs man.
it doesnt mean you dont value others though if your struggling with suicidal tendencies though.
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Sheekle
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I think not caring if you leave behind a mess or not does.
Either way i'm just happy XLCaps didn't kill himself, and I hope he goes onto live a long and prosperous life. I'm happy I didn't kill myself when I wrote my suicide note 5 years ago either.
-------------------- "Ur cat died because he hated u" - Koods "I hope JSB kicks your ass one day." - Vandago "you are the biggest 'internet guy' I have ever come across"- Jokeshopbeard "The more I see you post the more I realize you're just this fuckin tie dye loser who trolls the Shroomery 24/7." - Herbologist "Sheekle you cannot vile the dice of bullshit you have posted on this forum over the years, I like databases" - thelastoneleft "or maybe i just come from a blood line of superior intelligence" - trees R.I.P Kelsy, ?/?/?? - 6/11/16
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Cowb0yNeal00


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hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha I love when sheekle melts
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larry.fisherman
shoulda died already


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I'm happy that you don't understand me here. Truly. It would not be a good thing. You are right sheekle, and I did end up talking to someone, but I also didn't do anything either. I didn't post that so someone could get on me about it though, I posted it for him. I appreciate your concern sheekle, I will be fine.
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larry.fisherman
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Sometimes when I'm really depressed it's like it's my heart vs my mind, they're doing the classic evil impostor battle and I don't know who to shoot. Is my heart saying this or my mind? Does it matter? Sometimes you need to go for a spin on a concept before you know it's not for you. Like someone who says they're bi then they suck a dick and decide it's not for them. Suicide made me suck it's dick and I couldn't handle the money shot. I am okay with that.
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ThatKidWithTheFace
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Registered: 09/30/12
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Hey, y'all!
I'm just chillin' at the house, solo and fucked up again tonight The future Ma-in-Law's been off work for a few days, so the ol' lady's spending some time with her. This is her last night there, and I can't wait for her to get back I used to love being alone, now it's driving me stir-crazy.
My uncle's still trying to make up for ripping me off a few months back, so he gave me a little bud and a pinch of speed. I'm gonna save the latter 'til the better half gets back, but I'm gettin' fried tonight Wish I had some kratom/opiates. I'll be alright, though. Still feelin' nice.
So, how y'all doin' tonight?
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CookieCrumbs
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Registered: 12/10/11
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...Charcoal is what they give you when you wash a bottle of ambien down with a bottle of vodka. I dunno but that sounds like one of the dumbest ways to try to kill yourself. I hope people don't seriously try that. Not that I know I'd just think there are much better ways.
Hope things look up for you man. Or your perspective does. Whichever you need.
Honest I've been struggling for a while now and I need both. And more sleep. Insomnia sucks.
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larry.fisherman
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Charcoal releases carbon monoxide when burned, in a small closed off space it acts as a quite gentle asphyxiant.
I will be ok.
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