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Marijuana makes me think of death
    #23896573 - 12/05/16 11:33 AM (7 years, 1 month ago)

It always pushes the fear od death to the forefront of my consciousness when i get stoned without a tolerance

its like it becomes just me versus this inevitable problem..which is death. i sit and think "ok..i AM going to die. what am i going to do about this? it WILL happen. Fuck" and its just something i cannot get passed. its like ive had such a good life that dying turns into an extreme fear and anxious thing to ponder. It really is going to all end. one day and one day sooner than i want..it IS GOING TO HAPPEN.

is anyone else forced to look at it like this?


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Something there is mysteriously formed,
Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
If forced to give it a name, I call it
Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.


It's just a shot away..


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: Bill_Oreilly] * 4
    #23896596 - 12/05/16 11:39 AM (7 years, 1 month ago)

death means nothing, you don't have to deal with it.
you only have to deal with others' deaths when they occur.
really nothing else to do
be healthy until you are not
then be as excellent as you can be.

if you cultivate that into your character, nothing else matters as far as death is concerned.

might as well have a will and discuss  disposal of the body so your people are not too confused when it happens


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: redgreenvines]
    #23896715 - 12/05/16 12:13 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

The shift in consciousness can force one to face the basics of being alive.
I tend to take it as a lesson, and a reminder from the spirit of the plant.
It is humbling, and offers awareness of creating your life,
here and now, it's all up to you.

Let go into the flow, move with it like water,
Don't forget the love


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: redgreenvines]
    #23896729 - 12/05/16 12:18 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Don't worry bro.  Everyone and everything that has ever lived died, and everyone and everything that is currently living will die.  It is literally only one of two things (the other being birth) that we all share.  So we're all in this together.  After all, it will be interesting to find out what actually happens, and if in fact nothing happens and you don't get to find out, well then, you won't have any way to be upset about not finding out.

If you were raised in a strict fundamentalist Christian household like myself (and went to Catholic School like myself haha) and have that nasty guilt and shame in the back of your mind that you can't get rid of even though you know it doesn't make logical sense, take solace in this:

If I had a child and that child made a big mistake, and I happened to have a nice big raging bonfire going in the backyard, would I through my child in the fire and watch them burn because of their mistake?  Even if I had already "warned" them about not making that mistake?  No.  Why?  Because I have love, compassion, patience, understanding, empathy, acceptance and forgiveness for my child.  Along with a little sense of humor (you know, like "haha slick move dumbass haha")

So if God were to throw his children in an eternal bonfire for making mistakes, that would make God less loving, compassionate, patient, understanding, empathetic, accepting and forgiving than me, no?  Might as well worship me, a pathetic internet troll. 

Therefore, I don't think the brimstone-hellfire fears are worth worrying about.  If that were really the case, instead of worshipping God people would be trying to find ways to overthrow him because of his tyranny.  But I'm pretty sure that's not how it works.

If you are not at all worried about what will happen to you after death from a religious standpoint and therefore don't have The Fear, then disregard paragraphs 2-5 and refer to paragraph 1.  And read as much as you can on the subject.  The more you read about death the more fascinating the topic becomes.  I am quite curious about it myself, but certainly not scared.  Be sure to read as many differing opinions and philosophies as you can, and make your own conclusions.  You could actually turn this into a fun little project while you're stoned.  Have some death reading materials handy and do some philosophizing after you chief.  Peace.


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: OakTree]
    #23896735 - 12/05/16 12:19 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

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OakTree said:
would I through my child in the fire



*throw.  My dumbass...


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: Khancious] * 1
    #23897891 - 12/05/16 06:57 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

It's UP to YOU



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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
    #23897909 - 12/05/16 07:01 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Marijuana is bringing on death anxiety.
It fucks with alot of things in the brain one major part being the amydgala which is responcible for stress, anxiety, Gaba-related things, fight or flight, and more.

I feel like after having this reaction so many times one begins to expect it and almost make a thought pattern around a certain behavior.


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: Mental Taco] * 1
    #23897963 - 12/05/16 07:16 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Seriously, if you guys can't handle your herb, then why smoke it?

I think the death anxiety thesis is bullshit, I'm calling bullshit.  And if it's true, then boo hoo don't FUCKING SMOKE IT!

Unreal.


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: LunarEclipse]
    #23897981 - 12/05/16 07:23 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Then don't think about death while you smoke marijuana. :shrug: Seems pretty simple from my perspective.


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: LunarEclipse]
    #23898219 - 12/05/16 08:38 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

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It's UP to YOU








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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: Khancious]
    #23898260 - 12/05/16 08:49 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

I can't do it to often myself without building a tolerance over a few days. Them first few rips just wreck havoc in my consciousness, I become overly paranoid to the point where it becomes unbearable. But after smoking for a few days I become accustomed to the high and learn to embrace the positives.


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: Khancious]
    #23898262 - 12/05/16 08:50 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

The herb can get me paranoid too if smoked with no tolerance in the wrong setting or mind set. 

How do thoughts of death affect you while sober, if you have them.


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: DoneKildatReason]
    #23898329 - 12/05/16 09:14 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

In my experience while I'm stoned I'm aware of my paranoia, but it just pokes you with a big stick and won't fuck off.


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: Rollin.n.Strollin]
    #23900738 - 12/06/16 05:54 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

i dont think much about death when i am sober or when i am tripping. Tripping makes me feel the opposite of fearing death.

its just for some reason marijuana is always throwing it right in my face. it becomes like a mathematical problem that is standing in front of me..and the problem is "you WILL die. its coming and you cant do anything about it. everything you will never be the same and you wont get to live again" and like i said its like this equation that is harassing me. It taunts me to try to get passed it, almost.

its not that i cant handle my weed its just i have no tolerance and i smoke BHO. i can choose to smoke more and get rid of it but i like having no tolerance and controlling my habit.

im not really complaining about all this im just sharing whats happening so i can get some personal feedback for the hell of it


and it has nothing to do with hell or being afraid of eternal damnation...its the fear of never being "me" again


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All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
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Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.


It's just a shot away..


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
    #23900966 - 12/06/16 07:01 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

maybe it is the smell and the low lights, or the flame or the box with the vape in it?
something like a casket or a funerary urn or who knows, some
image or sound association.
I think the math problem is not avoiding death but finding and facing some subtle triggers so they are less insidious.


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: redgreenvines]
    #23901009 - 12/06/16 07:10 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Quote:

redgreenvines said:
maybe it is the smell and the low lights, or the flame or the box with the vape in it?
something like a casket or a funerary urn or who knows, some
image or sound association.
I think the math problem is not avoiding death but finding and facing some subtle triggers so they are less insidious.





Nah its just the weed high. If i smoked a couple bowls of good bud i would have the same reaction

Its just hard to accept the fact im going to die. Im not even really talking about being dead that is the problem it is the way in which i will die that scares me mostly


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Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
If forced to give it a name, I call it
Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.


It's just a shot away..


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
    #23901231 - 12/06/16 08:07 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

What are you holding onto? The abyss is so spacious

:jimmorrison:


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: Khancious]
    #23901269 - 12/06/16 08:19 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

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Khancious said:
What are you holding onto? The abyss is so spacious

:jimmorrison:






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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: LunarEclipse]
    #23901343 - 12/06/16 08:39 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)



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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: LunarEclipse]
    #23901587 - 12/06/16 09:48 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Death is only experienced while one is alive - it isn't extinction but fear of it.


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
    #23901618 - 12/06/16 09:58 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

When i have a low tolerence or ocasionally if i get really high marijuana will give me terrible anxiety. I'll start to think about all the negative things in my life. One time i smoked after months of not touching herb and it triggered a pretty nasty panic attack.

At the time i had a lot on my plate and wasnt doing so well emotionally/mentally. Having all these difficult thoughts and negative emotions bombarding me and being unable to sort through them while high is what caused the panic attack.

It was a difficult experience but i got something out of it because i learned how to calm myself down and rationalize things when i feel overwhelmed like that.


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: Mush 4 Brains]
    #23901637 - 12/06/16 10:05 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

I used to love cannabis.  It was an easy going psychedelic for me.  I stopped using it for several years and later used it again like how I used to- but nothing similar occurred, All I got was intoxication, which is not what I want at all.

I wonder what happened.  Probably just grew up.


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
    #23902310 - 12/07/16 05:58 AM (7 years, 1 month ago)

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Quote:

redgreenvines said:
maybe it is the smell and the low lights, or the flame or the box with the vape in it?
something like a casket or a funerary urn or who knows, some
image or sound association.
I think the math problem is not avoiding death but finding and facing some subtle triggers so they are less insidious.





Nah its just the weed high. If i smoked a couple bowls of good bud i would have the same reaction

Its just hard to accept the fact im going to die. Im not even really talking about being dead that is the problem it is the way in which i will die that scares me mostly



so
in your weed high,
how do you foresee the Way(s) In Which You Will Die?


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: redgreenvines]
    #23902462 - 12/07/16 07:53 AM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Quote:

redgreenvines said:
Quote:

Bill_Oreilly said:
Quote:

redgreenvines said:
maybe it is the smell and the low lights, or the flame or the box with the vape in it?
something like a casket or a funerary urn or who knows, some
image or sound association.
I think the math problem is not avoiding death but finding and facing some subtle triggers so they are less insidious.





Nah its just the weed high. If i smoked a couple bowls of good bud i would have the same reaction

Its just hard to accept the fact im going to die. Im not even really talking about being dead that is the problem it is the way in which i will die that scares me mostly



so
in your weed high,
how do you foresee the Way(s) In Which You Will Die?





Cancer or liver disease since i was born with hepatitis C or maybe a heart attack


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Something there is mysteriously formed,
Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
If forced to give it a name, I call it
Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.


It's just a shot away..


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
    #23903276 - 12/07/16 12:58 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Think of a way of dying that isn't scary, then do that to yourself; it'll guarantee you won't die from cancer or liver disease.

Sorry man, I don't mean to be a dick when discussing a serious topic; I just couldn't help myself, especially after watching that George Carlin video.

I sometimes get anxiety from MJ as well.  I try and use it as an opportunity to practice dealing with anxiety.  I've gotten much better over the years!


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
    #23904980 - 12/07/16 08:13 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

For me, getting stoned usually resulted in anxiety.

Although I knew it caused me stress, I still smoked for decades.

I have a low tolerance for happiness, so pot helped me a lot.


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: redgreenvines]
    #23905042 - 12/07/16 08:29 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

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redgreenvines said:
death means nothing, you don't have to deal with it.
you only have to deal with others' deaths when they occur.
really nothing else to do
be healthy until you are not
then be as excellent as you can be.

if you cultivate that into your character, nothing else matters as far as death is concerned.

might as well have a will and discuss  disposal of the body so your people are not too confused when it happens



:awepreciation:

I need to stop thinking about death on psychedelics. Not that it's bad necessarily, but it consumes so much of my time, and puts me in such a weird place while under the influence. And then when I'm not under the influence, I end up thinking about and reconsidering the ideas that I had while I'm under the influence, so then I'm just thinking about death a good portion of my day. At the very least, it's a complete and total waste of time and a downer.


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
    #23905061 - 12/07/16 08:35 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Your psyche is affected by shit social conditionings... if you were raised to believe in reincarnation, where you are reborn destined to pick up where you left off spiritually, then death would not phase you one bit.

You should work on being more open hearted because the heart chakra governs your fearlessness. :highdog:


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: yeah]
    #23905145 - 12/07/16 09:01 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Nothing helps me appreciate this life more than thinking about my inevitable death.


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: RJ Tubs 202]
    #23905196 - 12/07/16 09:21 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

To the OP I have the same thing happen.  I have some medical conditions that always come to the forefront of my mind when I use cannabis.  I know eventually I will die from them If not something else first, and there is some anxiety involved with it when it appears.  Sometimes I would like to just get high and do some every day activities like work out or go mushroom picking in the forest yet it stays with me.  Depends on how I handle it.  It just gets worse if I dont change to be a better man in my life and the relationships in it.  When I do change though it is special.  Still its repeating.


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: The Blind Ass]
    #23905233 - 12/07/16 09:36 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

"Anxiety is the dizziness of freedom."

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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: RJ Tubs 202]
    #23905242 - 12/07/16 09:39 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

I thought it was the dizziness of chemo/


















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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: The Blind Ass]
    #23905257 - 12/07/16 09:45 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

We are hung up on how we die.      I don't understand why it matters.

Sorry if I sound like an ass, but it always puzzles me why we care how we die.


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: RJ Tubs 202]
    #23905286 - 12/07/16 09:57 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Its not that, If you have ever lived with real physical daily pain and nausea, death doesn't look so bad at all, in fact its mysteriously intriguing.  The thing is living with sickness for long periods of time and wondering if it will ever let up or get better and heal once and for all, and if not just kind of resigning yourself to living alot more limited than a healthy individual.


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
    #23909058 - 12/09/16 02:14 AM (7 years, 1 month ago)

I don't really have a negative view on death but I find it intriguing sometimes when I get really stoned and start thinking that I am going to die one day and that it's really gonna happen...to me and I'm going to seemingly find out what awaits no matter what and it will be inevitable. Nothing is permanent, I see it as a new beginning.

When I get high without a tolerance (which has been lately) I tend to get really introspective for some reason. And when I take strong edibles with a low tolerance it's ridiculously introspective, almost like acid.
Makes me feel like I don't even need other stronger psychedelics for significant introspection or personal insights anymore because some of my most introspective trips of all time have been on pot and many of them within the past year or 2. Something about edible hash man I swear. Take an edible made from hash oil when you have a low tolerance and tell me that shit's not gnarly. Totally entheogenic but kind of lucid but really accelerated my thoughts and almost organized everything. Didn't feel that intoxicating but quite psychologically psychedelic.


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
    #23909506 - 12/09/16 08:52 AM (7 years, 1 month ago)

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It always pushes the fear od death to the forefront of my consciousness when i get stoned without a tolerance

its like it becomes just me versus this inevitable problem..which is death. i sit and think "ok..i AM going to die. what am i going to do about this? it WILL happen. Fuck" and its just something i cannot get passed. its like ive had such a good life that dying turns into an extreme fear and anxious thing to ponder. It really is going to all end. one day and one day sooner than i want..it IS GOING TO HAPPEN.

is anyone else forced to look at it like this?




I've gone through periods where that was the case. Eventually it will begin to seem pointless and boring, and although you probably won't feel that way because you've "defeated your fear of death", there will be a change in the relationship.

These days marijuana makes me think of playing guitar. One of life's great pleasures is to smoke weed and play music.


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: OakTree]
    #23909936 - 12/09/16 11:50 AM (7 years, 1 month ago)

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OakTree said:
Think of a way of dying that isn't scary, then do that to yourself; it'll guarantee you won't die from cancer or liver disease.

Sorry man, I don't mean to be a dick when discussing a serious topic; I just couldn't help myself, especially after watching that George Carlin video.

I sometimes get anxiety from MJ as well.  I try and use it as an opportunity to practice dealing with anxiety.  I've gotten much better over the years!




This is an awesome post.  As you seem to know, anxiety is what YOU make it.  It's work!

And, never apologize to the slackers.  Never!


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
    #23911179 - 12/09/16 06:43 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

L-Theanine + Espresso will help ground you and make you feel better when you get these feelings.

Get a moka pot and a cheap burr grinder. Also read the Bhagavad Gita, all that is as much as I can do to make you fearless without rallying you in person. :highdog:


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
    #23911301 - 12/09/16 07:32 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

That shit happens to me too. I hardly ever smoke anymore but used to a lot. If I'm around other people, I don't like it because I worry about them if I did die (unless I'm drunk, and then idgaf). If I'm rolling solo, not as big of a deal to ride the wave. I have only smoked 3x in the past year, though, so my sample size is not sufficient.

I think it's more about control, imho.


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: Penelope_Tree]
    #23911639 - 12/09/16 09:44 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

pot takes my mind off of death.

without pot, my mind is surrounded by the premise that "something is better than nothing".


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: akira_akuma]
    #23911667 - 12/09/16 10:01 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

I really dont want anyone to have negative emotions around marijuana. However i would like you all to know that if you smoke marijuana and i find out, i will kill you while you're really high. But dont worry :wink:


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: Mush 4 Brains]
    #23911671 - 12/09/16 10:03 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

:spank:

i wish you would try, then i can make myself a new friend.


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: akira_akuma]
    #23911852 - 12/09/16 11:48 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

I see.. I just noticed a flaw in my above statement. I said if you "$moke" marijuana. So technically if you eat or vaporize youre all good. Rats! Its like im the marijuana boogeyman that is very pedantic regarding how you consume marijuana..like im seemingly extremely concerned about your health because i forbid you to smoke it

You lonely there akira? You all snowed in, stuck in your Canada hut? Probably almost out of delicious kraft dinner i imagine. Just say my name 3 times, i have a beetle juice thing going on


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: Mush 4 Brains]
    #23911861 - 12/09/16 11:57 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

always lonely. i'm a lone wolf. my bark isn't as hard as my bite, of course.

thanks for your concern. i'm fine on the KD. i'll just eat chips.


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: akira_akuma] * 1
    #23911876 - 12/10/16 12:07 AM (7 years, 1 month ago)

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my bark isn't as hard as my bite, of course.




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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: Mush 4 Brains]
    #23914267 - 12/10/16 06:57 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

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Mush 4 Brains said:
I see.. I just noticed a flaw in my above statement. I said if you "$moke" marijuana. So technically if you eat or vaporize youre all good. Rats! Its like im the marijuana boogeyman that is very pedantic regarding how you consume marijuana..like im seemingly extremely concerned about your health because i forbid you to smoke it

You lonely there akira? You all snowed in, stuck in your Canada hut? Probably almost out of delicious kraft dinner i imagine. Just say my name 3 times, i have a beetle juice thing going on




Is this your idea of debating?  I am starting to miss Diploid, at least he knew then to tell someone to actually make a point.  I forbid you to make another post like this, and if you and akira need some loving spoonfuls, please, do it elsewhere.  Take your beetle juice, and smoke the fuck out of it, dry it first, then smoke it, puff it hard like you haven't puffed in a while, like you need a big fucking drag of your beetle juice joint, all bugged out like your eyes.


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: LunarEclipse]
    #23914358 - 12/10/16 07:34 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

being really high leaves me comfortable with the concept of death, or really close one with nature vibes that would feel over all 'being' would be better if people weren't stuck mundane, 9-5 workweek "reality" or other institutionalized lifestyle..

Shrooms haev always made me feel a little better off "dead", as in with union with the Most Hiigh Yah-Jah Al-mighty, However I am always up for spontaneous occurrence


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: LunarEclipse]
    #23915060 - 12/11/16 12:36 AM (7 years, 1 month ago)

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if you and akira need some loving spoonfuls, please, do it elsewhere.



leave me out of your shit.


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Re: Marijuana makes me think of death [Re: akira_akuma] * 1
    #23915378 - 12/11/16 07:29 AM (7 years, 1 month ago)

I smoked every night for the last month and not once thought about death any longer than reading this thread.
On several days I smoked while coming down from 1/2 tabs of 1p-lsd or ald-52 or eth-lad, still no death dwelling.
Instead it adds a warm moist narcotic dreaminess and CEV sensuality that morphs into dreams and sleeps well.
Death does not deserve to encroach into living life. It is not a character in a movie, neither a hero nor a villain. It is more like the water cycle:
  • lakes -
  • evaporation -
  • clouds -
  • rain -
  • drainage -
  • rivers -
  • lakes.


keep on raining people.


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