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A humbling defeat * 3
    #23895627 - 12/05/16 12:10 AM (7 years, 1 month ago)

This is a contiuation and summation of my one experience with breakthrough dosages of DMT.

My only intense DMT experience was with 40mg vaporized. I was instantly brought to the face of my death, I was ripped, torn and every cell in my body exploded as I was set ablaze a million degrees, my body evaporated, as my soul, the essence of who I am merged with all that is. The walls of my ego shattered and destroyed into a millions of pieces scattered across the universe like stars.

The experience catapulted me into a space of space, which contained absolute nothingness. At this point I was convinced I had killed myself and was no longer me, I was just the experience. As I stared into the sky it felt as if my soul was in a distant dimension being tortured, and my body was dead, unable to inhabit, I was shot unbound into the center of the storm which was amongst the universal forces of existance and nature unbound in all its glory and power, to see it face to face was absolutely terrifying and unimaginable.

In this space which I was inhabiting was true consciousness, in its absolute raw form of power. I immediately realized I was experiencing the fabric of existance, this is the power, the source, the energy that contains and holds all within its confines, it was alive. It was ever expanding and emitting a crackling and tearing static like noise, it was ever so engulfing and captivating to all life which was a direct manifestation of this power. I realized it was part of me as much as I was part of it. As soon as I realized I shared its awareness I was further engulfed in its humbling power.

I basked in its radiance across all existance - humbling and defeating in all aspects - If you want to know what hell is like try to imagine absolute nothingness, that's what hell is. Bleak, absolute nothingness.

I experienced this for which felt like was a time span of the ridding of all my bad karma in my life. It was a well needed ass kicking. Humbled in defeat, humble in victory.


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As we all tread the Homeward Path we will explore many Realms
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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: Eclipse3130] * 1
    #23896478 - 12/05/16 10:59 AM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Reget...regret...regret....then primal fear...you can't understand till u experience....
Pure terror... reduced to nothing this is so true. It's like the concept of thoughts or feelings are completely obliterated there's just no way you can wrap your head around those concepts.... the only thing still connecting me to Being Human was the primal fear itself.....:llamastare:


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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: voodoochild1000]
    #23896542 - 12/05/16 11:23 AM (7 years, 1 month ago)

i never understood dmt experiences that take people to "nothingness"

whenever i smoke dmt, i get transported into a place that is anything but nothingness.


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Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
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I do not know its name; I call it tao.
If forced to give it a name, I call it
Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.


It's just a shot away..


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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: voodoochild1000]
    #23896556 - 12/05/16 11:28 AM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Pretty much. I was only experiencing primal fear, everything else was simply gone. It was a nice lesson, though I will never smoke DMT again it's not for me.

Too intense, too fast to ever be able to enjoy with anxiety, not able to relax and let go, I don't see how I would have an enjoyable experience with it when it's something you cant even comprehend. It rather just leaves you with more questions. I prefer oral DMT, slowly guided to my death instead of being instantly shot in the head. The latter is a lot harder to make sense of, and I don't really see any desire to return, I don't think id ever have an enjoyable experience sober. I would prefer oral DMT any day.


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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: Eclipse3130]
    #23896577 - 12/05/16 11:33 AM (7 years, 1 month ago)

That's weird... I've vaped a good bit of dmt and I never have any anxiety or anything...
Once I exhale that colorless vapor and lay down it's as of I drift off into a deep sleep where nothing matters besides the extreme visuals that are so close to my face I feel as if I could reach out and touch them... If I could move.

Dmt is so fucking wonderful I can't wait to get more.


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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: impaired420]
    #23896597 - 12/05/16 11:39 AM (7 years, 1 month ago)

It is and I'm glad it works for so many people. It's simply not for me, even at 5mg vaporized it was almost as bad as the 40. I felt stuck or trapped in my body and was heated up from inside out like energy trying to escape but can't. It was totally uncomfortable and locked me in a state of axiety as I waited for it to pass, pretty much the same experience with 40mg just less enveloping. I didn't even have any visuals off 40mg, just general haziness with open eyes, and a brief purple mandala with eyes closed.


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"In The Material World One seeks retirement and grows Old
In The Magical World One seeks Enlightenment and grows Wiser
In The Miraculous World One seeks nothing and grows Lighter
As we all tread the Homeward Path we will explore many Realms
And one day... we will all Realize that all experiences are Simply
Different ways in which The
All-That Is
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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
    #23896623 - 12/05/16 11:45 AM (7 years, 1 month ago)

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Bill_Oreilly said:
i never understood dmt experiences that take people to "nothingness"

whenever i smoke dmt, i get transported into a place that is anything but nothingness.




Well you breakthrough, not everyone does. I resisted, if you fight it off and don't end up flying through the portal where do you think you end up? Outside the experience in total terrifying chaos, you are no longer en route to destination, you were being hurled through the tunnel and you decided you wanted it to stop, where are you now? Trapped in utter terror

It felt as if I was no longer on a guided rocket ship to space, but the ship exploded and I died with it and was left astray, dead, alone to the confines of existance in the middle of absolute nothingness which was empty space


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"In The Material World One seeks retirement and grows Old
In The Magical World One seeks Enlightenment and grows Wiser
In The Miraculous World One seeks nothing and grows Lighter
As we all tread the Homeward Path we will explore many Realms
And one day... we will all Realize that all experiences are Simply
Different ways in which The
All-That Is
Perceives Itself"


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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: Eclipse3130]
    #23896674 - 12/05/16 11:59 AM (7 years, 1 month ago)

DMT is a very uncomfortable experience for me, like I said it's too intense and too fast to be able to relax.

I have a nervous anxious mindstate in general, it doesn't mix well.

The loss of breath, heart rate, nausea and total bodily discomfort of intensity adds to the anxiety and innately makes me fight it isn't something I experience with oral DMT, if I do I am guided to that point very slowly and lovingly, being shot in the head between the eyes is a different story.

The only way I would ever be able to breakthrough would have to be right after Mushroom trip or breakthrough, would be the safest mindstate and even then, whose to say if I will fight it off or not again.

I don't think smoking DMT is how nature intended it to be used but rather a concentrated version. The mesaage or nature of DMT, is too short to grasp - you simply can't retain enough information you're not in that space for long enough.

It's natural, in the sense smoked DMT wouldn't be here without humans, but rather contained within plants and in that sense it produces an experience different from what nature intended DMT to be like - when you smoke DMT its basically like concentrated reality - it will leave you with more questions than answers. I don't know if concentrated reality is suppose to be experienced within 5 minutes, rather Ayahuasca and Mushrooms are the real medicine

Oral DMT is nature's intended use. You can't find smokable DMT on the earth anywhere without having humans to extract it. Same sense with hashish and hard alcohol.

It's like saying THC concentrates are better than the Flower simply because you like a stronger experience, not everyone needs to have an overwhelmingly strong experience to get the message, it can be found in Nature, not in human extractions.

Smoking DMT is literally like asking someone to take a Dab that only smokes flower, yes it will carry the same message, but the intensity of the experience can't be imagined until you yourself do it, and that experience may be too overwhelming for the user to enjoy for a variety of reasons the main not being able to relax or surrender to the drug due to intensity, fight or flight response, plethora of human stimuli responses.

Now maybe we will reach a point in evolution where smoked DMT becomes useful, like right now where it's leaving its users with more questions than answers, but the real truth and answers of existance and self can't be grasped within a 5 minute experience, one must be in that state for hours. Ayahuasca or Mushrooms can be found right on the surface of mother earth without having to take it to an extreme.

DMT is over hyped in my opinion and is unnatural in the sense it doesn't work as intended like oral DMT does. It's a human invented technique so you have to have a different protocol, in my case I'm unable to enjoy it, though I'm not convinced you are suppose to enjoy it


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"In The Material World One seeks retirement and grows Old
In The Magical World One seeks Enlightenment and grows Wiser
In The Miraculous World One seeks nothing and grows Lighter
As we all tread the Homeward Path we will explore many Realms
And one day... we will all Realize that all experiences are Simply
Different ways in which The
All-That Is
Perceives Itself"


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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: Eclipse3130]
    #23896857 - 12/05/16 01:22 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Well yeah... You can't fight it.
On one of my sub break throughs... Where I burnt the dmt... I had that same feeling of being trapped... Unable to breath... Almost like drowning.
My internal temperature shot up so high and I was vibrating like my body was a damn microwave...

I've had worse experiences... And at least the dmt doesn't last hours.

I'd say don't give up on dmt. ..but it seems you have already.


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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: Eclipse3130] * 1
    #23896864 - 12/05/16 01:25 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Talk to zombie OP..he knows a thing or 2 about a humbing de-feet


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Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
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Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.


It's just a shot away..


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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: impaired420]
    #23896968 - 12/05/16 02:04 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

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Well yeah... You can't fight it.
On one of my sub break throughs... Where I burnt the dmt... I had that same feeling of being trapped... Unable to breath... Almost like drowning.
My internal temperature shot up so high and I was vibrating like my body was a damn microwave...

I've had worse experiences... And at least the dmt doesn't last hours.

I'd say don't give up on dmt. ..but it seems you have already.




I'll never be able to not fight it from a sober mindstate, I don't enjoy the sensations it brings in the body, and I'll never be able to be relaxed enough to be ready to die 0-100, I can't surrender to something that is so uncomfortable and intense, the thought of not being able to move terrifies me, the thought of dying is anxiety invoking, everything about is screams anxiety, now I can shove 5g of mushrooms down my throat and be fine, because it gradually takes me there and I can ease my way into it.

DMT is DMT, all compounds across the board exhibit the same message. Just in different forms of ingestion, just because I hate smoking it, doesn't mean I'll give up on DMT, smoking it just is not my style I simply don't like it, I like long drawn out journeys.

A breakthrough is a breakthrough smoked or not, my personal chemistry will never be able to enjoy DMT, I don't find anything enjoyable about it. I didn't give up, I got what I needed.

I learned that DMT is not for me and if I want any type of spiritual cleansing it will be orally induced


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In The Magical World One seeks Enlightenment and grows Wiser
In The Miraculous World One seeks nothing and grows Lighter
As we all tread the Homeward Path we will explore many Realms
And one day... we will all Realize that all experiences are Simply
Different ways in which The
All-That Is
Perceives Itself"


Edited by Eclipse3130 (12/05/16 02:14 PM)


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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: Eclipse3130]
    #23897206 - 12/05/16 03:32 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

I much prefer oral DMT too. But when i've smoked it, it was Changa, which imo would probably be the way to go, for me at least, in terms of smoking it, especially with a good amount of Harmalas in the mix. Some Passion Flower leaves in the mix might also be interesting. One of these days i wanna give pure DMT a try, but i don't think i'm ready for it yet. Changa is definitely interesting though.


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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: Sabnock]
    #23897241 - 12/05/16 03:42 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

U have discovered the Logical Chaos of the Universe.

Welcome to the new Reality of Being.


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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: LogicaL Chaos]
    #23897253 - 12/05/16 03:47 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

I don't really see what the big fuss is about.
I'm more afraid to dose 5grams of mushrooms compared to dropping an unknown amount of dmt on my nail.


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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: LogicaL Chaos]
    #23897260 - 12/05/16 03:48 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

wow. its like im experiencing time as a person. not sure how to describe. its spiritual.


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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: LogicaL Chaos]
    #23897266 - 12/05/16 03:49 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

wow this is intense.


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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: impaired420]
    #23897280 - 12/05/16 03:55 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

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I don't really see what the big fuss is about.
I'm more afraid to dose 5grams of mushrooms compared to dropping an unknown amount of dmt on my nail.




For some reason my body rejects the experience, I always fight it off. I know 5 grams would be an enjoyable, insightful journey, my body has neve rejected a mushroom experience. 40mg of DMT is entirely unpredictable and requires a very precise mindstate or your just gonna end up resisting and fighting it off in my case.

Smoked DMT doesn't open you up slowly to the experience, it forces it upon you, and it's just my preference of journeying.

I can ego death whenever I want with mushrooms, DMT is another story, can't seem to get over the initial intensity.


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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: Eclipse3130]
    #23897287 - 12/05/16 03:58 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Hmmm.
I've experimented with salvia for a good 6-8 months before even contemplating touching dmt so maybe that's why...

It's too bad... A dmt breakthrough it's truly only something you can experience.

Words do not do it justice what so ever, art comes close but no cigar.


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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: impaired420]
    #23897295 - 12/05/16 04:01 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Maybe in my future, but immediate not so much. Still recovering from this ass kicking 7 months ago


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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: impaired420]
    #23897304 - 12/05/16 04:02 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

fricking mind changing forever.

so foriegn yet so inviting at the same time...


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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: LogicaL Chaos]
    #23897332 - 12/05/16 04:09 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

I feel like after breaking through I can't trip as hard on other drugs anymore lately...

I did a salvia tincture after the dmt and didn't trip at all.
Last Saturday I took 100ug of LSD and didn't trip hardly either.
Yeah I know 100ug isn't much but without any tolerance I should have tripped harder...

It's like now that I have been so deep anything that doesn't go that far is kind of shallow...

I need to lay off for awhile I think lol.


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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: impaired420]
    #23897363 - 12/05/16 04:19 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

I've had one life shattering breakthrough experience on mushrooms, I have no desire or need to return to that state of mind anytime soon I know that. I don't need to seek, just need to grow and build off what I already know. Small doses open up the doors to ego death for me, 2g of mushrooms or 100ug is easily enough for me to breakthrough. I prefer to navigate to deep waters from shallow, instead of diving into the deep end, most people don't have this sensitivity and skill though.


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In The Magical World One seeks Enlightenment and grows Wiser
In The Miraculous World One seeks nothing and grows Lighter
As we all tread the Homeward Path we will explore many Realms
And one day... we will all Realize that all experiences are Simply
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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: Eclipse3130]
    #23897486 - 12/05/16 04:57 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Nah I mean I used to be just like that... But now idk.


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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: impaired420]
    #23897496 - 12/05/16 05:00 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Is there a way to smoke dmt and have just cool mild trip?


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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
    #23897669 - 12/05/16 06:02 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

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Bill_Oreilly said:
i never understood dmt experiences that take people to "nothingness"

whenever i smoke dmt, i get transported into a place that is anything but nothingness.




Not the visuals so much. But the headspace for me was pure nothingness like the inability to connect with the fact that I was human.


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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: Eclipse3130]
    #23899012 - 12/06/16 05:48 AM (7 years, 1 month ago)

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Eclipse3130 said:
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impaired420 said:
I don't really see what the big fuss is about.
I'm more afraid to dose 5grams of mushrooms compared to dropping an unknown amount of dmt on my nail.






I can ego death whenever I want with mushrooms, DMT is another story, can't seem to get over the initial intensity.





If you can "Ego death" whenever you want, then its not ego death


i really hate that term anyway. its not like there is this specific drawn out line where you cross into the trip that is the "ego death line"

it never made any sense to me


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Something there is mysteriously formed,
Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
If forced to give it a name, I call it
Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.


It's just a shot away..


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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
    #23899390 - 12/06/16 09:37 AM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Ego death and spirituality are two terms I can't stand :lol:

If you've ego feather at least once then surely you'd be so opened to the fact that your ego can be suppressed and ignored, ridding you of an ego... There for no more need for "ego death".

I mean... How ever you wanna view it is cool with me but I don't think the "ego death" is the epitome of psychedelics...

Personally I think it's harder to reach states of being out of body.


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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: impaired420]
    #23900900 - 12/06/16 06:39 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Maybe that's where I stand. I've been nervous ever since to go back, but I'm realizing I will never have that experience again. Ego death was my first trip, fully seating myself in my self.

Apprehension to an ego that one is already aware and conscious of

My eyes will never be opened that wide again so to speak

I love what you say impaired420 "There for no more need for "ego death"

This will ring true in me for days to come.

:peace:


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In The Magical World One seeks Enlightenment and grows Wiser
In The Miraculous World One seeks nothing and grows Lighter
As we all tread the Homeward Path we will explore many Realms
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Different ways in which The
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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
    #23900924 - 12/06/16 06:45 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Bill, it's making better sense to me now with your perspective!


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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: Eclipse3130]
    #23901147 - 12/06/16 07:43 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

For that matter there really isn't a "I" either, but that's another concept all together.
I don't really think there's any further one can go beyond a point with a chemical.
Once you take a dose of let's say psilocybin that propels you into psychedelia all that is left is how your mind processes the experience, everything and everywhere you may experience or travel to is a direct manifestation of our minds, either conciousless or subconsciously.

Even every single thing we encounter in our daily lives are nothing more than human constructs, ideas that where manifested by people before us.
Even the way we view nature and "reality",it's all viewed by our eyes then processed in our brains... How can we be so sure that is how it truly exists?

The only legitimacy to reality is the legitimacy in which we give it.


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Re: A humbling defeat [Re: impaired420]
    #23901497 - 12/06/16 09:24 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Well of course, there is no reality if there is no observer. "Real" is only real as you perceive it to be. Everything you see and touch is fake, meaning it's not actually there if you weren't aware of it. Life's a simulation, your entire life is a mere projection or illusion of your own consciousness, it's the only way to make sense of anything is to manifest. Evolve.

On trips especially, everything is clearly a direct manifestation of your own consciousness. When your awareness is not directed on objective physical reality, it morphs bends and explodes into a flux of color and psychedalia. Only when you project your awareness to a particular sensation or location is when you can better understand it, when you Embody it through a projected Human experience. If no awareness, its chaos, flux, ever changing, nothingness - As illusitory light bodies, we know human language can only project to a certain point of understanding.


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In The Magical World One seeks Enlightenment and grows Wiser
In The Miraculous World One seeks nothing and grows Lighter
As we all tread the Homeward Path we will explore many Realms
And one day... we will all Realize that all experiences are Simply
Different ways in which The
All-That Is
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