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Curious Shroomer
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Horror Trip on 450mcg of AL-LAD
#23893217 - 12/04/16 09:12 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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So yesterday Morning around 8:10 i dropped 450mcg of AL-LAD. The trip began like the other trips i had. Nice Visuals, Colors and Euphoria. After a while the Trip took a nasty turn...i started having weird Images that made no sense. Like a bunch of random Memories thrown together into single images and Words that made no Sense like "Grbfmlg" or something like that. I start telling myself that im getting a bad trip and that it is only the Drug that i took which helps me calming down. So i go over to my GF and lie down on the couch telling her i am not feeling well and that im getting a bad trip. She gets me some Passion Fruit Juice and a Fruit Tea and holds my Hand.
But then shit hits the Fan...i feel like im starting to die. Slowly loosing awareness of my Body and my Consciousness blacks out. At first i try to fight it in pure Panic telling myself: "Good Job you fucking retard, you just killed yourself taking this stuff." but as i notice that i im helpless i give up fighting it and try to make peace with the Situation. As the darkness starts to swallow me i grab my Girlfriend, tell her that i think im dying and beg for forgiveness.
Then nothing...everything is black...no thoughts...nothing. Then i hear my Girlfriend asking whats gong on and my Consciousness starts puzzling itself together again. But it feels like only part of me is back and im having more random Images and Words going through my Head. Believing i somehow got Damage to my Brain i tell my Girlfriend i wanna go to the Hospital. So we get dressed and go to the Hospital by Foot.
In the Hospital they Monitor my Health functions and tell me that it is all in my Head and that im not dying. Putting me on some IV injection i lie there telling my Girlfriend im sorry and that i will never ever touch Drugs again and if she can forgive me.
Around 22:00 im more or less back to normal and they release me from the Hospital. After we got home i flushed all my Drugs down the Toilet...and later try to find some sleep.
What i did was retarded...i wasn't ready for something like this...if you can be ready for something like that at all. I was selfish not thinking about the People that love me and that would be left behind if i really died. Im done with psychedelics since i dont want to go through something like that ever again.
The next Step is now to try to integrate what i experienced into my life and hope that i did not loose anything of myself yesterday...
Please be careful when you take these Substances one wrong step and shit can hit the Fan.
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AroundtheSon
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Damn. I am hoping today is much better for you. Glad you are okay!
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redgreenvines
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Re: Horror Trip on 450mcg of AL-LAD [Re: AroundtheSon]
#23893298 - 12/04/16 09:52 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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how come you went with 450 mics - 3 big ones or 4&1/2 regular tabs. what made 450 seem the right experimental amount?
everything seems normal to me for this dosage with no tolerance issues.
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Bozko
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Re: Horror Trip on 450mcg of AL-LAD [Re: AroundtheSon]
#23893299 - 12/04/16 09:52 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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You took something like 3 or 4 times the dosage recommended by Shulgin.
If 5 beers gets you drunk, and you drink 15-20 beers and feel bad, I wouldn't blame the beer. That said, feel better man.
-------------------- ShadeOfDeepPurple said: I guess you don't get shamanism yet by the very fact that you describe a psychedelic as Mexican.
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Curious Shroomer
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Re: Horror Trip on 450mcg of AL-LAD [Re: Bozko]
#23893481 - 12/04/16 11:15 AM (7 years, 1 month ago) |
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The Tabs were 150mcg...i went as far as 300mcg of AL-LAD and 350mcg of 1P-LSD (3,5 Tabs) and everything was fine. Also dropped 300mcg of ALD twice and no Problem....i did not expect such a jump in potency.
Dont get me wrong...this was fully my fault and im not blaming the Substance. Im just saying ppl should be more careful then i was because this experience was....i lack the words to describe it. And i woulndt wish this on any living creature.
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ergoticmandala



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you just freaked out, happens to the best of us man
but AL-LAD is not known to be physically harmful and you were not in danger of dying, if you told yourself that you probably wouldn't have freaked so bad, also if your girlfriend knew the science behind it she could have potentially talked you down
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Curious Shroomer
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Quote:
ergoticmandala said: you just freaked out, happens to the best of us man
but AL-LAD is not known to be physically harmful and you were not in danger of dying, if you told yourself that you probably wouldn't have freaked so bad, also if your girlfriend knew the science behind it she could have potentially talked you down
I thought i got some kind of aneurysm or so and that my Brain started dying....i know if something like that happens things go different...but in my state i couldn't think straight enough to realize that
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