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Solivagant

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Venting/encouragement?
#23874293 - 11/28/16 06:40 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Hey guys, so I've had a rough few months and I need to vent.
Long story short, in the past few months I've had a lot of heavy shit happen. My parents moved away unexpectedly for work because they were hurting financially. I spent a couple weeks living in my car because I had no money because I had to buy said car because my last car was totaled. Then a mushroom trip sort of brought me and my now girlfriend together, which was hard to manage because she was my brothers fiancé at the time. Had a big blow out with my brother (we're all cool now, but it was some messy life shit for a bit there.) Me and my girlfriend then had to live in the car for a couple weeks. My dog that I'd had since I was a kid died. Too broke to afford weed anymore, which was functioning as an effective treatment for ulcerative colitis. So now I'm having a flare up with that (shitting blood.) It also helped me sleep, which I have severe problems with, so I haven't had an even half way decent night of sleep in weeks. Got T-boned at 50mph, second car got totaled. Started a new job that I hate. Me and the girlfriend moved in with her grandpa and are now in an okay spot with a new car, but money's still tight. My best friends dad (basically my second dad,) attempted suicide in a pretty bad way. My best friend was involved in a hostage situation. The house I'm in now isn't suited for growing mushrooms so my main hobby is now gone. The new house is in a different town, so I can't see any of my friends. And holy fuck I just want to smoke so I can get some damn sleep.
So yeah, it's been a rough few months and I could use some good vibes.
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Lucis
Nutritional Yeast

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Re: Venting/encouragement? [Re: Solivagant]
#23874331 - 11/28/16 07:09 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Sorry you're going through a tough time, good vibes coming your way.
Your sleep might improve after not smoking for a little bit, took me about a month for my sleep to get back to normal after having to abstain from pot. Proper diet can help, also I don't know if you exercise, but that can help you sleep too.
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Solivagant

Registered: 03/09/16
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Re: Venting/encouragement? [Re: Lucis]
#23874345 - 11/28/16 07:17 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Nah, weed had been the only thing that ever lets me sleep. I have the kind of sleep problems that my brain can keep me up for 3-4 days before physical exhaustion makes me sleep. I've had troubles with sleep since I was a kid. The only time I ever remember sleeping well has been when I have weed on my side, haha. And it's been 2 months already and it's only getting worse.
-------------------- "Not all those who wander are lost."
Edited by Solivagant (11/28/16 07:18 AM)
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Jokeshopbeard
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Re: Venting/encouragement? [Re: Solivagant]
#23879373 - 11/29/16 06:59 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Mate, I feel your pain. I've been through a similar level of shit in the past year and a half - it feels like life has literally torn away everything that I once held dear. Been through the most extreme suffering and pain I have ever known or could even have imagined.
But now I'm about 3 months out the other side, I see that actually, it's all really done me good. And in a week I'll be fucking off to Australia to relax and think about WTF I'm gonna do with the second half of my life.
So yeah, vent away man, that's what we're here for. Definitely sending some love and good vibes your way man.
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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DoneKildatReason
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Sounds pretty tough man, can you list here some good things. One I know is you're still mobile, it's very fortunate and privileged to have wheels, what else.
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Jokeshopbeard
Humble Student

Registered: 11/30/11
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That question for me or OP?
-------------------- Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not. --Jac O'keeffe
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