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voodoochild1000
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DMT.... maybe I'm not as hardcore as I thought...
#23871477 - 11/27/16 09:44 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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OMG....I smoked roughly 1\10 of a gram.....I was telling myself "just let go!" Over and over.... I got to a place that was vibrating so intensely and it appeared as though endless buzzing coils of color changing electricity we're all around me. After what must have been two to three minutes of trying to let go but not entering the porthole I eventually was just like make it stop! In my brain I locked on that fact and I began to just wait it out.... I'm not sure if I've ever felt so awful and regretful...
The whole room was rolling through color bars and there was a click clack sound each time the colors changed and it was so f****** pronounced. It was a real circus or Carnival like atmosphere with strobe light kind of feel and just a maniacal clown like craziness... at about 10 minutes it got to the point where the awfulness or off a little bit and I could talk with my friend and the visuals were still pretty crazy. There was a photograph of a waterfall in the woods on the TV and I just couldn't believe how Wild it looked like all the detail was there too but every little piece was some crazed out color like bright orange or red or white or cream.... I wish I could get into that state of visuals but avoid the sledgehammer to my headspace....
The headspace was awful!
... my friend did a similar size dose and at first felt all the awful feelings and just wanted it to stop but then tried going in again at about 5 to 6 minutes and actually had a breakthrough and danced with entities. He said it was amazing but he's not sure if he wants to go through the up-front part again...
Maybe I'm a pussy....but that shit really got to me...
I'm thinking maybe smoke one or two small doses at the end of Peaking on a mushroom or acid trip but I don't know if I can do the full blast off again it just rocked me to my soul.
I would love to get some of those visuals I experienced at the end but m awestruck and fearful of that headspace....
-------------------- ....."So Great!"....-Me on 1.5mg LSD ...."We don't need this" -Larkin in response to my "just picked wild LSD!" post
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Re: DMT.... maybe I'm not as hardcore as I thought... [Re: voodoochild1000] 5
#23871493 - 11/27/16 09:50 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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DMT isn't about "getting some rad visuals" or "dancing with entities" Sounds like you are using it in an egotistical and frivolous way, makes sense that it is fucking with you.
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voodoochild1000
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Re: DMT.... maybe I'm not as hardcore as I thought... [Re: xzylocybin] 2
#23871532 - 11/27/16 10:07 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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xzylocybin said: DMT isn't about "getting some rad visuals" or "dancing with entities" Sounds like you are using it in an egotistical and frivolous way, makes sense that it is fucking with you.
...thanks for the feedback ASSHOLE!....
....also, Fuck You...
-------------------- ....."So Great!"....-Me on 1.5mg LSD ...."We don't need this" -Larkin in response to my "just picked wild LSD!" post
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Re: DMT.... maybe I'm not as hardcore as I thought... [Re: xzylocybin]
#23871547 - 11/27/16 10:15 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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in my experience, you are better creeping the dose up. this is sort of why I am trying to get it into a vape pen of sorts. It would make life easy for me. I could get consistent hits and dosages each time. maybe dose it at 10mg per hit etc. Start low. then add 5mg per experience until you hit breakthrough. I even waited a week between dmt sessions just to integrate. take it ez. take your time. theres no rush
Also; at least for me, taking xanax, GHB or alcohol (never all at once) helped me ease into the experience. some people are against that. but if I got the pre flight jitters, then getting G'ed out helped a lot. I have heard mdma has a positive effect in that regard
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Re: DMT.... maybe I'm not as hardcore as I thought... [Re: topdog82]
#23871555 - 11/27/16 10:18 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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also; somewhat relevant to you. make you are in a place in your life where you have time to reflect. I am super stressed and bouncing from activity to activity at the moment. as such, taking psyches is not an option. Psyches are about sitting back and reflecting. asking questions that may not even yield answers etc.
make sure you are in the relaxed mindset going in. yoga and meditation helped me a lot in that regard. but even then, with daily yoga and meditation, I am on the job hunt and working my ass off. I am also in school. So now is not the time to toy with em
my 2 cents
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Re: DMT.... maybe I'm not as hardcore as I thought... [Re: topdog82]
#23871582 - 11/27/16 10:28 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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topdog82 said: also; somewhat relevant to you. make you are in a place in your life where you have time to reflect. I am super stressed and bouncing from activity to activity at the moment. as such, taking psyches is not an option. Psyches are about sitting back and reflecting. asking questions that may not even yield answers etc.
make sure you are in the relaxed mindset going in. yoga and meditation helped me a lot in that regard. but even then, with daily yoga and meditation, I am on the job hunt and working my ass off. I am also in school. So now is not the time to toy with em
my 2 cents
Thanks Bro.... I have been pretty busy running my business and such but I seem to find time to trip every two weeks on mushrooms and acid. Always having a good time and valuable experiences. I thought it was all hardcore about the DMT experience but maybe I'm just good with mushrooms and acid....IDK?
... the only thing that compares is when I smoked a half gram of 80x salvia
I didn't experience the awful physical Sensation that I got on salvia but this almost seemed more intense overall....
-------------------- ....."So Great!"....-Me on 1.5mg LSD ...."We don't need this" -Larkin in response to my "just picked wild LSD!" post
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Re: DMT.... maybe I'm not as hardcore as I thought... [Re: topdog82]
#23871593 - 11/27/16 10:32 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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topdog82 said: in my experience, you are better creeping the dose up. this is sort of why I am trying to get it into a vape pen of sorts. It would make life easy for me. I could get consistent hits and dosages each time. maybe dose it at 10mg per hit etc. Start low. then add 5mg per experience until you hit breakthrough. I even waited a week between dmt sessions just to integrate. take it ez. take your time. theres no rush
Also; at least for me, taking xanax, GHB or alcohol (never all at once) helped me ease into the experience. some people are against that. but if I got the pre flight jitters, then getting G'ed out helped a lot. I have heard mdma has a positive effect in that regard
i usually have a couple beers beforehand, which really helps ease into it
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Re: DMT.... maybe I'm not as hardcore as I thought... [Re: crackbaby]
#23871602 - 11/27/16 10:34 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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crackbaby said:
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topdog82 said: in my experience, you are better creeping the dose up. this is sort of why I am trying to get it into a vape pen of sorts. It would make life easy for me. I could get consistent hits and dosages each time. maybe dose it at 10mg per hit etc. Start low. then add 5mg per experience until you hit breakthrough. I even waited a week between dmt sessions just to integrate. take it ez. take your time. theres no rush
Also; at least for me, taking xanax, GHB or alcohol (never all at once) helped me ease into the experience. some people are against that. but if I got the pre flight jitters, then getting G'ed out helped a lot. I have heard mdma has a positive effect in that regard
i usually have a couple beers beforehand, which really helps ease into it
Will keep it in mind....omg! Luv your avatar! Lmfao!.. I saw that a couple years back and thought it was so f****** great!
-------------------- ....."So Great!"....-Me on 1.5mg LSD ...."We don't need this" -Larkin in response to my "just picked wild LSD!" post
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Re: DMT.... maybe I'm not as hardcore as I thought... [Re: voodoochild1000]
#23871789 - 11/27/16 11:41 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Im getting a gram of some dream sand(white) dmt fairly soon. Hope to finally breakthrough, ive hit a threshold a few times, but never what a full breakthrough would be.
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Re: DMT.... maybe I'm not as hardcore as I thought... [Re: LSDollar] 2
#23871809 - 11/27/16 11:54 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Respect DMT. It has very much to teach you but it will scare you away if you are not in the right mindset.
Be festive but solemn.
This is THE most widespread Entheogen, present in all lifeforms that decarboxylate and methylate.
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Re: DMT.... maybe I'm not as hardcore as I thought... [Re: LSDollar]
#23871822 - 11/27/16 11:57 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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I think you had a crazy experience because you did an insane dose, my friend! Hahaha. 100mg is A LOT to do in one sitting. Some people even think 50mg is too much. I'd get a milligram scale (if you don't already have one) to start out with 20mg, then increasing the dose by 10mg till you hit 50mg or your desired dose.
Don't give up on dmt just yet. It can be pretty wild, but not too much at the lower doses. Good luck!
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Re: DMT.... maybe I'm not as hardcore as I thought... [Re: Asante]
#23871925 - 11/27/16 12:31 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Asante said: Respect DMT. It has very much to teach you but it will scare you away if you are not in the right mindset.
Be festive but solemn.
This is THE most widespread Entheogen, present in all lifeforms that decarboxylate and methylate.
Blessings..... that video is hilarious
The Idea of going through that again without breakthrough is daunting to say the least
-------------------- ....."So Great!"....-Me on 1.5mg LSD ...."We don't need this" -Larkin in response to my "just picked wild LSD!" post
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Re: DMT.... maybe I'm not as hardcore as I thought... [Re: Kinshino]
#23871937 - 11/27/16 12:36 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Kinshino said: I think you had a crazy experience because you did an insane dose, my friend! Hahaha. 100mg is A LOT to do in one sitting. Some people even think 50mg is too much. I'd get a milligram scale (if you don't already have one) to start out with 20mg, then increasing the dose by 10mg till you hit 50mg or your desired dose.
Don't give up on dmt just yet. It can be pretty wild, but not too much at the lower doses. Good luck! 
WORD.....
I actually worked up a little...
1st dose... it was a very small amount on the end of a butter knife and basically didn't hardly do anything I felt a little tingle but more like I'm just really stoned and no apparent visuals whatsoever..
2nd dose.... this one I could definitely feel it like a buzzing in my brain and the visuals were like a tight grid of lines but I definitely had the feeling that I needed significantly more to really blast off.
3rd dose... after my buddy apparently saw and 2ds on his dose I kind of went for it because I really wanted to get the full experience... I have no idea how much I actually use I'm just basing it on how much is left in the bag..
Is it possible to access the lower levels and not get the complete Sledgehammer in the face because that shit was totally f****** up. Or do I have to ride the wave over the top and then catch that more pronounce stuff on the downswing?
-------------------- ....."So Great!"....-Me on 1.5mg LSD ...."We don't need this" -Larkin in response to my "just picked wild LSD!" post
Edited by voodoochild1000 (11/27/16 02:09 PM)
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Re: DMT.... maybe I'm not as hardcore as I thought... [Re: voodoochild1000]
#23871943 - 11/27/16 12:38 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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It made my high dose acid and mushrooms trips seem like child's play....
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Re: DMT.... maybe I'm not as hardcore as I thought... [Re: voodoochild1000]
#23872167 - 11/27/16 02:06 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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voodoochild1000 said: It made my high dose acid and mushrooms trips seem like child's play....
Child's play[flash=425,344]http:///flash]
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Re: DMT.... maybe I'm not as hardcore as I thought... [Re: topdog82]
#23872186 - 11/27/16 02:10 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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topdog82 said:
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voodoochild1000 said: It made my high dose acid and mushrooms trips seem like child's play....
Child's play[flash=425,344]http:///flash]
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Re: DMT.... maybe I'm not as hardcore as I thought... [Re: voodoochild1000]
#23872193 - 11/27/16 02:11 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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-------------------- ....."So Great!"....-Me on 1.5mg LSD ...."We don't need this" -Larkin in response to my "just picked wild LSD!" post
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Re: DMT.... maybe I'm not as hardcore as I thought... [Re: voodoochild1000]
#23872367 - 11/27/16 03:07 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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I can't seem to have an enjoyable experience on it yet either, but that doesn't mean it's not teaching me - oral DMT I can do anyday, smoked not so much. Even at 5mg, as soon as I blow it out I basically get a feeling of trapped energy in my body, a feeling of not being able to escape, a sense of being heated up from the inside out and stuck in a state of anxiety, I've also had the same experience on 40mg except every cell in my body evaporated and I disintigrated into the bleakness of hell. I've also had neutral experiences, but don't really get anything out of it. 50% of the time they are unenjoyable. I don't think I'll be able to "let go" from a sober mindstate, it's kind of hard to let go when you're shot in the head and the heart. Instead I would rather be slowly brought to my death, it's more enjoyable in my experience
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Re: DMT.... maybe I'm not as hardcore as I thought... [Re: Eclipse3130]
#23872390 - 11/27/16 03:13 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Eclipse3130 said: I can't seem to have an enjoyable experience on it yet either, but that doesn't mean it's not teaching me - oral DMT I can do anyday, smoked not so much. Even at 5mg, as soon as I blow it out I basically get a feeling of trapped energy in my body, a feeling of not being able to escape, a sense of being heated up from the inside out and stuck in a state of anxiety, I've also had the same experience on 40mg except every cell in my body evaporated and I disintigrated into the bleakness of hell. I've also had neutral experiences, but don't really get anything out of it. 50% of the time they are unenjoyable. I don't think I'll be able to "let go" from a sober mindstate, it's kind of hard to let go when you're shot in the head and the heart. Instead I would rather be slowly brought to my death, it's more enjoyable in my experience 
maybe the harmalas just did wonders for you? try oral harmalas and vaped D
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Re: DMT.... maybe I'm not as hardcore as I thought... [Re: topdog82]
#23872765 - 11/27/16 05:02 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Are you sure you vaporized it cprrectly?
I've been doing dmt on my domeless titanium and a few times I got sub breakthrough experiences like you explained where I tripped for 3 minutes and then felt trapped and uncomfortable for the rest of the duration.
A full breakthrough you wouldn't even be an "I" to process what goes down, hell I can barely remember my breakthroughs, just pieces.
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