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Anonymous #1
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I wish I had the fucking gutts.
#23870844 - 11/26/16 11:38 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Anonymous #2
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Re: I wish I had the fucking gutts. [Re: Anonymous #1]
#23870921 - 11/27/16 12:29 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Anonymous #3
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Re: I wish I had the fucking gutts. [Re: Anonymous #2]
#23871041 - 11/27/16 02:47 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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I don't know what to say but I feel very compelled to say something. I don't even know you and am glad you don't have the guts. I have always felt no matter the situation taking your own life is a very selfish act. Maby a little insight to what is going on and We might have some words of encouragement or something to help you see things from a different view?
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Anonymous #1
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Re: I wish I had the fucking gutts. [Re: Anonymous #3]
#23871054 - 11/27/16 03:01 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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I lost my damn mind and there doesn't seem to be any light in sight. Im devolving schizophrenic behaviors and have been diving into agoraphobia. My whole life has been me running from.. well, life itself and it has all caught Up to me. Im of a different breed than almost everyone and I'm just not meant for this walk we all call life. I get treated different for my oddness and some of my friends say it's cause I trip too much but if anything it has grounded me and for a split second I saw reality and how I really am. I was not normal for the go. And the drugs are a front and an excuse to be different. I don't get why I can't stop being a coward and face this little time I have experiencing life but for some reason I lost my way. Moments of clarity quickly shadowed by this monster that haunts my mind. My mind is a giant mess and I can't even bring myself to care much. I get better and fall back into it. Each time only worse and the consequences of my attempts only shatter my mind. I've tried to commit suicide twice and each time I find my self more addicted to drugs.
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Anonymous #4
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Re: I wish I had the fucking gutts. [Re: Anonymous #1]
#23871061 - 11/27/16 03:19 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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If your thoughts have the power to create then they have the power to destroy. I've gazed into the eyes of schizophrenia a few times. Mental illness is not easy. If you can just understand that it's okay to be the way you are and find coping mechanisms, shit ain't so bad. Twenty years ago I had my first suicide attempt. I can't imagine missing out on all the incredible things that have happened since then.
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