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mustangbob3
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Re: Why Do I hate myself so much [Re: kakashi68]
#23862925 - 11/24/16 08:26 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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sorry to hear ur going throught some bad shit ... by the way u talk and what little info i can glean i would say u area good candidate for having borderline personality disorder. i dont mean it in a negative way ot should i say as too pull u down. i feel u been throught some bad times , some kind of abuse and thats led u to finding ur own coping strategies and in the long run hasnt helped and u now have bpd. research borderline personality disorder/ emotionally unstable disorder. if u can relate share with ur medical professional who cares for ur treatment. i feel ur big problem is with past issues and lack of dealing with root cause of ur feelings. i feel that that big problem is u dont know who U are! and where ur life is going and what u should do about it. u feel disconnected and stuck in a downward spiral. i bet even looking in the mirror is hard to and u dont relate with urself in the same way u used too. only thing u can do is break the chains and behaviours that have led to this and treat the root cause and in my mind will be some form of abuse at the hands of others physical mental or sexual. deal with this and start a new path. in the mean time speak to mental health professionals and decribe whats happenign and how u feel, tell them about how u cope and why it works and also any abuse or stressful periods in ur life and it u research bpd and u feel it fits then tell them. maybe an anti phyc like abilify may be given but dont rely on it, use it to gain a footing then work on reasons for the problem. a brighter day will come. u will find people do like u , its what u have become they dont like and when u start to like urself again then so will they ans u will find they have always been there! look for the source of the I feeling inside u, grasp and realise it and odnt let go. this feeling is the real u and ur real nature anything else is transitory and is pointless. now survive this, go out research bpd, start a new path, deal with ur problems and learn better coping strategies unlike avoidance. avoidance works but at the cost of self worth and self respect. gain back this self and the feeling of I!! the rest will then flow back too u, friends relationships ect all will come back . take care and think about it
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Re: Why Do I hate myself so much [Re: Shiithead]
#23862935 - 11/24/16 08:30 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Yeah well you're probably not stuck in a cycle of self-hatred and depression. That changes things a bit. For some people in that situation SSRIs are even a good choice, but I think it should be a last resort.
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Drugs are never the answer for health. It doesn't matter the situation. It is all in the mind and your selftalk. And besides the mechanism of action of most if not all ssri drugs are unknown. You cant even test seratonin levels in the brain or body yet they claim there is an imbalance.
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Re: Why Do I hate myself so much [Re: Shiithead]
#23862979 - 11/24/16 08:50 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Ok that's just an absurd statement. Drugs are the best thing to happen to human health since we discovered masturbation.
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Re: Why Do I hate myself so much [Re: Shiithead] 1
#23863008 - 11/24/16 09:03 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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BPD is Quote:
Shiithead said: Drugs are never the answer for health. It doesn't matter the situation. It is all in the mind and your selftalk. And besides the mechanism of action of most if not all ssri drugs are unknown. You cant even test seratonin levels in the brain or body yet they claim there is an imbalance.
I think you have an imbalance of knowledge in your brain no offense
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moonrockmushy said: Yeah well you're probably not stuck in a cycle of self-hatred and depression. That changes things a bit. For some people in that situation SSRIs are even a good choice, but I think it should be a last resort.
agreed...sometimes you can get caught in a long-lasting shitstorm of bad inner/outer conditions and circumstances, and no amount of meditation, yoga, or positive thinking will help. This is where cycling onto an ssri and/or benzo medication for a temporary period (maybe 5-6 months) can be useful.
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Re: Why Do I hate myself so much [Re: kakashi68] 1
#23863267 - 11/24/16 10:52 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Hatred can come from the dislike of others, of the self. of reality. Meditation is the key.
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Re: Why Do I hate myself so much [Re: nice1returns] 3
#23863289 - 11/24/16 11:00 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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What we hate in others are the qualities we hate in ourselves.
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Re: Why Do I hate myself so much [Re: kakashi68] 3
#23863528 - 11/24/16 12:32 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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None of those thoughts are you.
Those "issues" you believe in are only as real as you make them.
If drugs are gonna keep that insane, blathering madman out of your head for now, then roll with it. Maybe sometime it'll be the right time and place, the sun will be shining and you'll start to question your beliefs.
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Ok that's just an absurd statement. Drugs are the best thing to happen to human health since we discovered masturbation.
No anti depressants are shit. I took em for a bit and just made me feel worse. Its not permanent and your just chained to another substance.
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Re: Why Do I hate myself so much [Re: Shiithead]
#23864955 - 11/24/16 11:35 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Shiithead said: Drugs are never the answer for health. It doesn't matter the situation. It is all in the mind and your selftalk. And besides the mechanism of action of most if not all ssri drugs are unknown. You cant even test serotonin levels in the brain or body yet they claim there is an imbalance.
That's about as radical a perspective as a person can take today Shiithead .
Currently, we've medicalized human problems. If you are very unhappy, you need drugs.
And let's not talk about all of the suicides associated with taking SSRI's!
Like you said, we don't even test serotonin levels.
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Re: Why Do I hate myself so much [Re: kakashi68]
#23867910 - 11/26/16 05:34 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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I just want someone to hold me and tell me its ok 
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Re: Why Do I hate myself so much [Re: Niffla]
#23868032 - 11/26/16 07:40 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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I just want someone to hold me and tell me its ok 

dude ouch... why on this thread ey... my feels 
is that really so wrong...
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Re: Why Do I hate myself so much [Re: kakashi68]
#23868121 - 11/26/16 08:14 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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I'll hold ya babe. Don't fret chile.
What movie is that from?
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I think you have an imbalance of knowledge in your brain no offense
fuckin burn
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Shiithead said: Drugs are never the answer for health. It doesn't matter the situation. It is all in the mind and your selftalk. And besides the mechanism of action of most if not all ssri drugs are unknown. You cant even test seratonin levels in the brain or body yet they claim there is an imbalance.
I think you have an imbalance of knowledge in your brain no offense
fuckin burn
it would only be a burn if he was right, instead he has a knoledge imbalance in his brain
http://www.healthline.com/health-news/researcher-identifies-five-types-of-depression-050814 https://www.patrickholford.com/advice/biochemical-tests-brain-chemistry-imbalances
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Re: Why Do I hate myself so much [Re: Prisoner#1] 1
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I think you have an imbalance of knowledge in your brain no offense
fuckin burn
it would only be a burn if he was right, instead he has a knoledge imbalance in his brain
http://www.healthline.com/health-news/researcher-identifies-five-types-of-depression-050814 https://www.patrickholford.com/advice/biochemical-tests-brain-chemistry-imbalances
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Re: Why Do I hate myself so much [Re: L_iggins]
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I think you have an imbalance of knowledge in your brain no offense
fuckin burn
it would only be a burn if he was right, instead he has a knoledge imbalance in his brain
fucking burn mate
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Re: Why Do I hate myself so much [Re: L_iggins]
#23870950 - 11/27/16 12:52 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Shiithead said: Drugs are never the answer for health. It doesn't matter the situation. It is all in the mind and your selftalk. And besides the mechanism of action of most if not all ssri drugs are unknown. You cant even test seratonin levels in the brain or body yet they claim there is an imbalance.
I think you have an imbalance of knowledge in your brain no offense
fuckin burn
it would only be a burn if he was right, instead he has a knoledge imbalance in his brain
http://www.healthline.com/health-news/researcher-identifies-five-types-of-depression-050814 https://www.patrickholford.com/advice/biochemical-tests-brain-chemistry-imbalances

Serotonin doesn't pass the blood-brain barrier.
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