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TheOneWithFish
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Random Nitrous Theory 1
#23844703 - 11/18/16 09:39 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Just posting this for shits-and giggles, but have a weird little theory about nitrous... After a couple recent wild experiences combining no2 with low-medium dose dxm trips, I have noticed a recurring theme. After every single balloon, I get the overwhelming feeling that I'm being transported into the very base layer of consciousness that underlies the very nature of existence. By this, I mean that overtime I can't help but feel like I am experiencing what life would be like as a piece of energy/consciousness floating around in some purely metaphysical universal where nothing sensual exists. I'm sure this experience is universal to most dissociative, but I haven't tried anything other than k and no2. Just wanted to post to see if any one else can relate, because I find it absolutely fascinating
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openmind
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Quote:
TheOneWithFish said: ....I get the overwhelming feeling that I'm being transported into the very base layer of consciousness that underlies the very nature of existence. By this, I mean that overtime I can't help but feel like I am experiencing what life would be like as a piece of energy/consciousness floating around in some purely metaphysical universal where nothing sensual exists.....
I've had similar experiences & very similar thoughts/ideas from inhaling nitrous while on LSD.
Below is one experience I had that kinda relates to what you're saying...I typed this up a while ago, this occurred about 4 years ago and the part that's in bold and underlined is something I said that relates to what your post is about, remarkably similar conclusion actually....>>>>
I was on around 150mcg or so of L, story starts off from the point I inhale the nitrous oxide.
A powerful "sensation" sweeps over me out of no where, similar to the blissful tingles washing over me that I get from LSD but this fully enveloped me. With eyes open I started to see patterning that I can only describe as Penrose Tiling start to form in the air itself, the patterns were semi-transparent and vibrating/buzzing and shifting around in various layers ever so slightly. I quickly lose touch/dissolve, no longer in touch with my physical body, I "break off" from the here and now of where I was, and become nothing more than a point of awareness laying upon and meshed into a flat grid/plane which expanded infinitely. While there, my point of awareness was composed of/represented by, all I was, was a purple Dodecahedron. This dodecahedron had a very interesting dynamic to it that I could feel just as if it was my body, it had movement in several different "axis" simultaneously. It was buzzing/vibrating, spinning in circles very slowly, and what stood out the most was an oscillation/pull of sorts that was at a low frequency, around 7hz to 10hz or so, and this oscillation/low frequency seemed to be anchored to where my chest/heart area would be (I didn't have awareness of my actual body, but these sensations were still felt, hard to explain ). This sensation of the oscillation/pull was remarkably similar to the feeling of holding a spinning bike wheel in between your hands, that feeling of pull that comes from the angular momentum & Gyroscopic precession of a spinning object, but this sensation was felt through out all of my being/awareness, this was pretty much a full on out of body experience.
So "I" became this spinning/vibrating/oscillating purple dodecahedron hovering above/laying upon an infinite grid, within an infinite expanse of nothing...just this infinite grid, and the dodecahedron. But I was also very much aware of and a part of the infinite grid as well, ever fabric of my being/awareness was meshed into and stretched out across the infinite grid, and there was that low frequency/oscilation feeling coursing through me....It felt like this grid was where consciousness lays, like "I" (my awareness) slipped down into some quantum/fundamental level of consciousness, into some abstract background, some fundamental place that underlies and gives rise to this 3D meat-space/reality we find ourselves stuck in....While this was occurring I was simply just aware, observing, there wasn't much sense of my self, of "I", "me", I was most certainly no longer existing in a body while this was all happening....As my sense of self started to trickle back, and slipping back into my physical body, I was filled with the utmost feeling of "awe", grandeur, appreciation, thankfulness, pure unadulterated bliss, absolute ecstasy, and balled my eyes our for several minutes after...It was a remarkably powerful experience and still one of the most profound things I've experience in life.
When nitrous is inhaled whilst one is on a psychedelic, the stuff is no joke...Some profound, reality shattering shit can go down in an instant. And while I feel it has terrific synergy with all the classic psychedelics (mushrooms, LSD, mescaline...not DMT though IME), it has a particular synergy with LSD that's unlike the others.
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Edited by openmind (11/18/16 02:56 PM)
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Re: Random Nitrous Theory [Re: openmind]
#23845492 - 11/18/16 02:57 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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I have never had that exact epiphany from nitrous but I also have not combined in with psychedelics much and haven't done any in a long time.
But just from getting really stoned and doing a few chargers I have had some really powerful epiphanies about the nature of the universe. They always come and go in flashes too and for the moments I realize them if feels like some sort of forbidden knowledge I can tell I am not supposed to come back with and I always forget it as soon as I start coming down 
I know one of them was about duality and how the whole universe is essentially an intricate dance between positive/ negative or good/ evil.

Also nitrous is a very ancient substance and was probably floating around in giant gas clouds in space before earth even formed which I find very fascinating.
It does seem to access a very ancient/ fundamental/ raw energy of the universe in the right situations. It is like the DMT of dissociatives
-------------------- Don't worry about me, I've got all that I need. And I'm singing my song to the sky You know how it feels, With the breeze of the sun in your eyes. Not minding that time's passing by I've got all and more, My smile, just as before. Is all that I carry with me I talk to myself, I need nobody else. I'm lost and I'm mine, yes I'm free
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I was very interested in the eternal experience never ending with nitrous. I looked into another dimension and never stayed in the lopping moment that repeated comfort.
If drugs like these didn't change so much, they could be addicting.
-------------------- "in sterquiliniis invenitur in stercore invenitur" In filth it will be found in dung it will be found
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