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Rhizohunter
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spirit_shadow said: Im jealous.....i mean it. Im so sick of looking at the world in such a linear way :/
You find thinking in a linear way so bad that you'd rather be insane and be the only one who doesn't realize it..lol? I feel like this suggests you're already not thinking in such a linear way.
Yes. I didnt ask to be put in this stupid society where meaningless transient numbers rule everything....
Edit: i wish the world was a cartoon 24/7 and i was so far out none of it matters and the rest of you would just have to deal with me :p
I love you SO GODDAMN MUCH SPIRIT SHADOW!!! Like, I read that and didn't know it was you posting, then I saw it was you and was like, oh shit. I think you get it!
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Rhizohunter
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EternalCowabunga said: Seems like just an eccentric young girl, but I'd have to see more.
As someone diagnosed with schizophrenia, I can tell you that RhizoHunter is well on his way to becoming psychotic... The over inflated ego, the self medicating and his belief that the drugs are somehow making him better or smarter when it's actually the opposite.
He's not fully schizophrenic but he's going through the initial stages for sure. The sad part is, he's probably got about 5-6 months of this behaviour before the psychosis hits its peak. Does he actually think that this Alison girl is interested in him? That shows me a mind that's in total chaos.. he's completely delusional. If he becomes delusional about this, there's a good chance the delusions will just start piling up, as he layers each lie from top to bottom, forming an endless lie of a life.
IMO he doesn't need a therapist or a psychologist but someone who is able to act as a mirror and show him his true self, not this self-imposed poser image shit. Dude needs a guru to lead him out of the chaos... to show him that he's a human like all other humans.
I can't read this whole thing, but dude, you don't understand... According to doctors, I am the most mentally ill, psychotic, delusional, schizophrenic patient that they have ever seen. Which is what makes this so glorious.
I will finish the other part of your post now..
Oh, yeah, miss wonderland, dude, lol, I can't ruin the surprise, but like, she does want me, you know her song I want u
Well, what is her inspiration?
Oh yeah, and the thing about it, is that you are all my inspiration. When god enters consciousness, he sees the god within all of you, which makes his perception of reality a little more bearable. I know all things, and I will call you all little bitches for a while, just because this entity that is taking over me likes calling you little pussy bitches.
Not one person in the history of shroomery.org has come forth and given himself to the world, because he has feared... I don't fear, I create love and life, and fuck you for thinking any retarded godhead who got a taste of me was a messiah...
My sword of mouth will become stronger than a nuclear bomb, because the hell that I say exists is so much worse than any lake of fire.
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EternalCowabunga
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Re: so um yeah, got this girl [Re: Rhizohunter]
#24091156 - 02/14/17 07:57 PM (6 years, 11 months ago) |
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Have fun
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Rhizohunter
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EternalCowabunga said: Have fun 
I have so much fun, I can't wait to infect the world with it.
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Re: so um yeah, got this girl [Re: Rhizohunter]
#24091593 - 02/14/17 10:18 PM (6 years, 11 months ago) |
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Its interesting. I feel bad for rhizo but he seems relatively happy. As long as hes not hurting anyone its all good.
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AmericanPsycho
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Re: so um yeah, got this girl [Re: Rhizohunter]
#24091605 - 02/14/17 10:20 PM (6 years, 11 months ago) |
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Rhizohunter said: According to doctors, I am the most mentally ill, psychotic, delusional, schizophrenic patient that they have ever seen.
They must have given you a lot of prescriptions. I bet you're not taking any of them lol. Maybe you should be in a Psychiatric Hospital?
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Rhizohunter
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Re: so um yeah, got this girl [Re: ModestMouse]
#24095378 - 02/16/17 01:25 PM (6 years, 11 months ago) |
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Its interesting. I feel bad for rhizo but he seems relatively happy. As long as hes not hurting anyone its all good.
Hurting someone is the last thing I would ever do, but like, I can't help being me, so let me do what I have come here to do, lol. Eventually the true fun to this all will come through, but like, argh. Dam night tonight, not sure what I am going to do.
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larry.fisherman
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Re: so um yeah, got this girl [Re: Rhizohunter]
#24095382 - 02/16/17 01:27 PM (6 years, 11 months ago) |
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You basically said you have principles but you don't care. If you're a messiah, let's get religious elsewhere.
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Rhizohunter
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Rhizohunter said: According to doctors, I am the most mentally ill, psychotic, delusional, schizophrenic patient that they have ever seen.
They must have given you a lot of prescriptions. I bet you're not taking any of them lol. Maybe you should be in a Psychiatric Hospital?
Yeah, the smart thing to do is take medications that make me feel sick. Like, how handicapped are you people. If you were in a basement and evil told you to keep taking a pill. Would you take it? Wake up to new perception and see what this all is. I am having fun though, lol.
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larry.fisherman
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Re: so um yeah, got this girl [Re: Rhizohunter] 1
#24095387 - 02/16/17 01:29 PM (6 years, 11 months ago) |
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Your brain is the enemy. Your biology. That's you telling yourself it's ok to be like that because you like it and it's less boring and you can convince yourself you're getting attention that isn't there.
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flickedbic
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Re: so um yeah, got this girl [Re: Rhizohunter] 1
#24095443 - 02/16/17 01:52 PM (6 years, 11 months ago) |
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Meanwhile you're straining the people around you; they really are suffering while you play Beelzebub.
*Edit* I just checked your "Aliens" video from yesterday; you said social services came to your house and that may be a problem, and also mentioned that the police are probably going to take you soon and you don't think your parents are going to bail you out?
What's all this about?
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All readable matter in the above post is ficticious... any similarities to real life are purely coincidental. Blessing.
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Rhizohunter
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Re: so um yeah, got this girl [Re: flickedbic]
#24099798 - 02/18/17 09:28 AM (6 years, 11 months ago) |
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flickedbic said: Meanwhile you're straining the people around you; they really are suffering while you play Beelzebub.
*Edit* I just checked your "Aliens" video from yesterday; you said social services came to your house and that may be a problem, and also mentioned that the police are probably going to take you soon and you don't think your parents are going to bail you out?
What's all this about?
I'm doing some important stuff. Like, I don't care what illegal shit I am doing. First amendment protects me because I am a true patriot. Love my president
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spirit_shadow
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Re: so um yeah, got this girl [Re: Rhizohunter]
#24100578 - 02/18/17 03:55 PM (6 years, 11 months ago) |
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Just stay positive man, i believe in you. Just let all the bullshit be bygones and never forget your friend. Let his memories live on in you
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Rhizohunter
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So yeah, I think I am back internating Miss Wonderland cause it is the only thing I got going right now. I am feeling some type of shit, but like, belief....
Got to watch her create something on instagram earlier, and well, I got hooked on her again. I think she liked my naughty rap I did, but like, I assume.
I live by assumptions cause it is a better way to live. It's like saying to not follow your intuition. Oppression of a person within language because they don't want you following your intuition. A phrase that is said from time to time when you assume something and were long. I don't want that shit to stick cause they use those phrases to control us. In a weird way...
So Miss Wonderland, are you my dragon? Maybe I go into a lake of fire with you, just for some peace. Probably not though, but it does bring anti-christ and you together in the end. So maybe a boat, "sailboat" and DMT, and like, don't invite any messiahs.
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Re: so um yeah, got this girl [Re: Rhizohunter]
#24815644 - 11/29/17 11:22 PM (6 years, 1 month ago) |
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So... this is like some fantasy ordeal where you're creepin' on her internet instagram pictures while wishing your ability to manifest reality was a little stronger?
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Rhizohunter
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PartoftheSource said: So... this is like some fantasy ordeal where you're creepin' on her internet instagram pictures while wishing your ability to manifest reality was a little stronger?
Nah, this is a matter of me pursuing a girl that I started a long time ago with. I think it is the final night for this bullshit though. I will not kill myself, so it must be over. These celebrities fuck with me through their channels, and I just give them a piece of my day or our story. I can't manifest her, but I don't see why she won't message me. Like, you gotta realize that the reality I am in is pretty fucked up.
I kill myself, and I go back to heaven. Only I decide to die, and that is because an angel can only take his own life...
A lot of bullshit has gone down, and obviously I am aware of shit. I just know SO MUCH SHIT, that it gets lost as I try to explain it all. I wrote the next part of my book, and it has to do with Taylor Swift who did all sorts of shit in relation to me, and then doesn't even give me a fucking message when I get out.
Could you understand that they were trying to break me to the point of me killing myself? Well, probably not, but I know it is true...
oH SHIT, and yeah, I re read that post. Kinda that too, but my shit is important as fuck, and I just needed a place to crash and help with my computer. I never cared about truly getting the bitch, I just needed help. Maybe they all didn't get that cause they are too fucking obsessed with themselves. I have come to do important things, but nobody is fucking helping me, and I know why... But obviously
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Re: so um yeah, got this girl [Re: Rhizohunter]
#24815931 - 11/30/17 04:54 AM (6 years, 1 month ago) |
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Sup dude? So what you got planned now that you’re out and about? Do any studying during your downtime? One thing that’s fun when you’re on the ole downtime is magic, like card tricks. Slight of hand. Stuff like that. A lot of people respond to that who wouldn’t normally be willing to ‘create’ a bond with you otherwise. It’s a good ice breaker anywhere really. Chicks dig it if you can do it with some random object sitting around or a ring they’re wearing. Anyways, rock and roll dude.
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Peace of Mind 1
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Re: so um yeah, got this girl [Re: Amanita86]
#24815934 - 11/30/17 04:56 AM (6 years, 1 month ago) |
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This one time, at band camp.
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Amanita86
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Don’t interrupt the grown ups fool. You ever play a game of chess with someone in a different room only using your voice and memory?
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Peace of Mind 1
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Re: so um yeah, got this girl [Re: Amanita86]
#24815942 - 11/30/17 05:01 AM (6 years, 1 month ago) |
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Well, that was an enlightening conversation. You two, continue.
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