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acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000%
    #23819053 - 11/10/16 10:01 AM (7 years, 2 months ago)

one bad trip on acid has ruined my cofidence. my friends made me feel so self consious about myself in such a vunerable state. im trying not to hold back but im experiencing anxiety i cant put all my feelings in  this post. i  feel consious anout the way i walk now. i try to fake  cofidencebut it takes so much energy. ii'd ratber  just sit in my room and play videogames all day. i feel like everyone  is laughing at me  and can sense how uncomfortable  i am.  today i was in my culinary arts class and saw a really attractive girl that i didntt know and wanted to ask herr out but i couldntt and now i regret it. i dont know if i'll ever see her again but i want to.  my body shakes when i talk to people  because  of my social anxiety. on some days i will randomly get a boost of cofidence out of nowhere like a aderaline rush but after a while my mood goes down to  where it used to be. i think i might be bipolar or depressed.. i've cut down on my weed smoking because i wanted to be healthy iin  the head and body. there was a point it time where i quit smoking for five weeks. I  felt  REALLY sober but nothing else. i slighty expected to feel better but nothing happened. my mood was still the same on apathetic sober mood im always in, except for the occasional up and downs. i guess this is what being sober all the time is like, huh? weed just gives me anxiety anyways, but only in high doses. i just smoke alot to. impress my fake friends. honestly just talking out my feelings in a page made me feel alot better.  i think im gonna buy a bowl today. hopefully the headshop i go to sells underage.. anyone else feel the same way? can relate?


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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: doorag2] * 1
    #23819278 - 11/10/16 11:04 AM (7 years, 2 months ago)

Sounds like 1 of 2 things:

1. You have pre-existing mental health issues which the drug has exacerbated.
2. You had a bad trip brought on by people around you being fucking dicks while you were tripping.

I've experienced #2 myself. Don't sweat it man, just stay drug free a few weeks, eat well, exercise if you can, and let everything settle. I know how unnerving it can be. We're here for ya.


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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: doorag2] * 1
    #23819578 - 11/10/16 12:07 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

I think you've probably become somewhat hyper-aware of the spot light effect that has resulted in your state of now being over focused on yourself.

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The spotlight effect is the phenomenon in which people tend to believe they are noticed more than they really are. Being that one is constantly in the center of one's own world, an accurate evaluation of how much one is noticed by others has shown to be uncommon.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Spotlight_effect




Also never do LSD in an environment where you will feel uncomfortable or generate bad vibes because that leads to a bad trip. In my experience every psychedelic trip on shrooms or LSD can be guided with a safe environment and a good mindset with minimal expectations.


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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: sudly] * 3
    #23820545 - 11/10/16 06:00 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

Got social anxiety like crazy. When i was first dating my fiance there were a couple trips where i smoked a little too much and felt like an idiot for 12 hours and it took quite a bit of time to accept that she didn't think of me any less. When you get a thought like "damn i'm boring" or whatever and spin around that thought for hours on end in a vulnerable state it can be hard to bounce back from. One thing you have to realize though is its you're own projection. You're not actually any of those negative things as its entirely subjective. Just be you and let everything fall in place around that. If someone doesn't like who that is it's no skin off you're back because there are definitely people just like you out there waiting to meet you and as you figure out more and more who you are yourself you can design your life to spend more time with the right crowd. Turned out this girl is way more anti-social than me and we're pretty much perfect :lol: But there was that time when i let stupid social ideals clog my head and try and tell me how i ought to behave or feel about myself. Now we're basically planning a life in the mountains in permaculture and look forward to meeting fellow recluses. I feel extremely confident in myself these days in the context of the right people and where i'm headed. Put me in a party of ordinary folk or ask me to talk to my classmates though and I clam up.

I feel you brother. Try and give yourself a little love though. You are you for a reason. Don't fight it. Use it to your advantage.


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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: JacksonMetaller]
    #23820643 - 11/10/16 06:30 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

I tend to think the trip is that you're always you and your brain is electrically active in a 24 hour cycle so you should make the best of it because time is like a leaf in the wind, either it's time well spent or time you've wasted, so don't waste it.


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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: sudly]
    #23821308 - 11/10/16 09:57 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

This may not be a helpful post. If you are in a fragile state of mind, maybe skip it?


Anyway. One thing I noticed, that you mentioned, is sobriety. Why did you cut back on weed? Was weed making you like your friends less? Did acid make you like your friends less? Or did smoking weed with your friends make you like them more? Sounds a bit like the acid was too much...

There was a fairly well publicized suicide back in 2011, a computer programmer pursuing a doctoral degree at Princeton. Dude had a bright future. His suicide note became popular on the web, because he accused his fundamentalist parents of molesting him. Whatever. In this case, there is another, way more important, and way more relevant part to notice:

He said that he stopped drinking so that he could make a decision with a clear head.

This is rock-fucking dumb. Guess what? Drugs make you feel better. It's not something that many people will admit, but there are lots of people that drink/smoke/trip because it's the only reason that they don't hang themselves. This dude, he mentally punished himself for the last few days of his life, telling himself "Well, I'm such a loser, I can't even be happy sober" "I'm a drunk, I can't even enjoy drinking without feeling guilty" etc. Sure, he was sober the entire time. I honestly think he forced himself into a darker place due to sobriety, with the outcome presented to the world in a suicide note.

Anyway, before I get too dark, or before I even touch the subject of child molestation and religion, I guess the point isn't "sober up and be better". The point is "be better, and if sobriety is a part of that, then sober up".

While I cannot fault sobriety at all, and honestly wish I could live a sober lifestyle for the rest of my life, sometimes, sobriety is the enemy. Smoke weed. Pop some shrooms and play a game of Smash Melee on Fountain of Dreams. Do it with your friends, and laugh for four hours non-stop. You'll have fun in the moment, and that is important. Improve yourself. Do your best. Just don't say "I stopped smoking weed and now I feel nothing". That's a problem that is best solved by smoking weed. Don't punish yourself with sobriety, get to a point in your life where sobriety is a state that you wish to exist in. Then worry about the weed smoking.

I deal with my social anxiety by buying another six pack. I have a [many] problem [s]. I'll deal with the consequences of those problems when I get to them, because the consequence of the lack of such problems is likely a funeral. Life is about finding a balance, no one ever said it has to be a good one. Sometimes, you gotta make a bad decision to improve down the line.


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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: Kryptos]
    #23821840 - 11/11/16 03:52 AM (7 years, 2 months ago)

Sudden issues after LSD use involving socialising and anxiety, ie. PARANOIA, should be talked about with a professional. Don't want to ring the alarm bells but there's this thing called . . . schizophrenia. Any insane relatives? Talk to your parents.

Do you feel like you're being watched outside of social groups, when on your own?

Can you separate your imaginings from what is actual?

Does your consciousness feel fragmented - depersonalisation? No real center to yourself?

Trouble with concepts, blank mind?

I don't know what else would cause paranoia after an LSD trip. You might have lost in the gene lottery my friend.

Talk to a doctor. Any doctor. They will refer you to a psychiatrist.

Blocking dopamine and feeling shit for a year is better than developing advanced schizophrenia.

What you're experiencing is probably temporary and will subside with medication + abstinence of drugs within a year.

Unmedicated, it could worsen, or it could get better, but medication prevents major brain damage if it's schizophrenia and you get it early.

Something to think about.

You don't take sudden psychological distress after LSD use lightly, mmmkay?


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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: beforethedawn]
    #23821962 - 11/11/16 05:21 AM (7 years, 2 months ago)

I recommend listening to beforethedawn. The man knows what he's talking about.


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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: Jokeshopbeard] * 3
    #23823477 - 11/11/16 04:13 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

Wtf no no no no no. Big difference between thinking people are watching you because of social anxiety and schizophrenia.


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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: JacksonMetaller]
    #23824891 - 11/12/16 04:32 AM (7 years, 2 months ago)

But straight after an acid trip?

I just, you know, maybe I'm overdoing it, but it seems probable, and I wouldn't wish that disease on my worst enemy.

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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: beforethedawn]
    #23824918 - 11/12/16 05:12 AM (7 years, 2 months ago)

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beforethedawn said:
But straight after an acid trip?

I just, you know, maybe I'm overdoing it, but it seems probable, and I wouldn't wish that disease on my worst enemy.

*sighs*




Yup. OP is not hallucinating people laughing at him. OP is surrounded by real people who he perceives as judging him. I don't know OPs past, but i got bullied a lot in early middle school. As an adult you might think "well that's delusional to think that so many people spend time focusing on you", but as a kid it can often be the truth. Kids will literally pick on you for EVERYTHING. Hell i got picked on for eating soup once. I got picked on for not talking enough, then for talking when i did. I got picked on for body image issues. For taste in music. I mean goddamned everything about me has been scrutinized by the public. Your brain develops to that kind of scenario to perceive a constant threat in the social environment. It's very very very hard to get past and I have to act totally passive around the majority of people to avoid putting out any sort of expression that might get scrutinized. Even then there are the things you can't change like body image. So i've grown a scraggly beard and long ass hair and typically dress like a bum. Part of it is exposure therapy, part to distance myself from the public. Everyone has their own methods but it will absolutely redefine your life. Social anxiety is a bad enough illness, but it certainly isn't schizophrenia. Given that LSD can unwire and rewire perception in dramatic ways there is no reason to think one couldn't develop social anxiety from a single acid trip in the right environment. Usually that person would have some past history that is just projecting during an acid trip. Like me with my girlfriend. She never gave me a weird look but i projected it because of my past. But if your friends are really dicks enough to beat you down in a vulnerable state like that I see no reason it couldn't happen. On the other side of things, tripping in safe spaces either with people i trust, regional burns, ayahuasca ceremonies etc have helped dramatically by changing how i perceive my interactions with those people. Of course those are not the people i associate day to day with so it's no short term fix. But point being there is nothing psychotic about this. LSD makes you more malleable to influence and unfortunately OPs trip ended in bad form.


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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: Jokeshopbeard]
    #23824933 - 11/12/16 05:24 AM (7 years, 2 months ago)

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Jokeshopbeard said:
I recommend listening to beforethedawn. The man knows what he's talking about.




Hope you're being sarcastic.
He just sees schizophrenics everywhere because he's one himself.

The OP clearly does not decribe paranoia.


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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: Murzelpfrumpft]
    #23824960 - 11/12/16 05:46 AM (7 years, 2 months ago)

I'm starting to think everyone in the world who doesn't think sentience evolved is schizophrenic because it would mean they don't understand how reality works.


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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: Murzelpfrumpft]
    #23826132 - 11/12/16 02:57 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

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Murzelpfrumpft said:
Quote:

Jokeshopbeard said:
I recommend listening to beforethedawn. The man knows what he's talking about.




Hope you're being sarcastic.
He just sees schizophrenics everywhere because he's one himself.

The OP clearly does not decribe paranoia.



Maybe not directly but he describes a mental disorder like schizophrenia? Suddenly he has all these problems after dosing a psychotomimetic drug.

I mean what else could it be?

Feeling like people are laughing at you is clearly paranoia.

:shrug:

Maybe because I have had schizophrenic symptoms HISTORICALLY SPEAKING, not lately, but historically, I can see the pattern of behaviour that suggests a psychotic disorder?

Be nice.

I asked a lot of questions to see if this was it, I didn't just assume.

But I mean come on, you're talking about major brain chemistry perturbation, then persistent paranoia, loss of confidence and apathy in the weeks following none of which he can will away?

Do you think it's self-esteem? I mean really.

Schizophrenia is extremely broad, but you don't get Parkinson's from LSD.


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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: beforethedawn]
    #23826147 - 11/12/16 03:01 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

This is a schizophrenic in action.


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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: sudly]
    #23826162 - 11/12/16 03:07 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

Sorry if I get hasty but what's the only long-term thing that can go wrong from putting your brain in a state of chemically induced psychosis? Assuming you don't jump out of a 3rd story window...

There aren't many possibilities and it's one of the worst things that can happen to you. Worth a mention.

I guess we'll wait and see how he feels in the coming weeks/months. If it goes away then I talk too much. :sun:


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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: beforethedawn]
    #23826369 - 11/12/16 04:13 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

Serotonin syndrome I think.
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Serotonin syndrome (SS) is a group of symptoms that may occur following use of certain serotonergic medications or drugs. The degree of symptoms can range from mild to severe. Symptoms include high body temperature, agitation, increased reflexes, tremor, sweating, dilated pupils, and diarrhea.




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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: sudly]
    #23826622 - 11/12/16 05:26 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

I think cannabis and psychedelics can bring out things that were hidden under the surface away from the conscious mind. This is maybe the perfect opportunity to learn about yourself OP, and to heal and move on from what you are experiencing. Once you've healed that part of yourself, you won't have to worry about it anymore. Just know that you are going to get better; don't have any doubts. Your own belief in whether you get back to normal or not is extremely powerful. I think psychedelics can kind of be like being given a key to your own power of hypnosis, and it could be easy to hypnotise yourself into believing you are stuck like this. You are not stuck like this and you must believe in your own will and willpower that you will get back to normal.

I never have any doubts about coming back down to normality after tripping, and I always come perfectly back to normal aside from a warm spiritual feeling deep within me which may linger for as long as I hold that feeling (much like if you hold on to a moving and enjoyable dream you had the night before until it drifts away from your conscious mind). It really is up to you to know that you will get back to your normal self. There's trips Iv'e had before that were so blissful and warm that I would have been happy to be stuck like that forever, but was only left with the residual feeling of it when I came back down.

I think the human mind is like a machine that you need to learn to use and how it operates. There is another mind also which is the mind you experience during oobe's/nde's which I think of as the spirit mind, which isn't susceptable like the human mind. Good luck Op, I'm sure you will be back to normal soon enough. Believe in yourself and the power of your own will.


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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: wicca mixer]
    #23826680 - 11/12/16 05:44 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

That's because psychedelics like LSD and psilocybin temporarily inhibit your fight or flight response through anxiolytic mechanisms.


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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: sudly]
    #23826738 - 11/12/16 06:01 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

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sudly said:
That's because psychedelics like LSD and psilocybin temporarily inhibit your fight or flight response through anxiolytic mechanisms.



Not so. Many people get quite anxious on psychedelics for often bizarre reasons. I'd say flight is a more common choice though while on psychs. But the occasional fight choice still happens. 


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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: PatrickKn]
    #23826772 - 11/12/16 06:12 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

Whether the individual reaction is positive or negative it's still true that psychedelics work with anxiolytic mechanisms(the nervous system).
When used, the sympathetic nervous system becomes numbed as psychedelics also work as an agonist on the nervous system.


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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: doorag2]
    #23840432 - 11/16/16 11:56 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

I didn't read the whole thread but hear me out for a sec...

Psychedelics can generate contact with Etheric entities that you wouldn't know were there.  I don't want to scare anyone but they are little orbs of consciousness that is alien to your own body's/mind.  They can make their way into your life from other people and inanimate objects.  They use direct thought insertion as mind control from inside and they can operate what you sort of described in the OP as thought broadcasting or thinking everybody is reading your mind or laughing at you as you said.  They do this by taking up residence in the body or brain.  They then pull 'mindstuff' outside the body and stare it at the individual while operating a real time thought stream of conclusions that are believed to be one's own thought. So that you as the witness are subject to the impressions that they orchestrate.  This is able to be witnessed as a form of control from within. They do this to destabilize people and harvest consciousness.  Honestly they seem like they are malicious only because they enjoy it.  You would never know they were there or that any of this is the case until you can see them in your body and become directly aware of their presence and how they use your mind against you from inside your body.  You can also see with your mind's eye the disturbances that they make in reality.

They are only 1 type of being that I've come across.  I've spent the majority of the last decade fighting for my personal freedom as they try to take over what I think in real time and even motor function.  Its f-ing frustrating to the point of not wanting to be here too much longer.  I'm not jumping to the conclusion that you were inhabited or that you picked up a 'negative attachment' but it is possible.  I never thought this was all possible until it became my daily reality.  I would seek out someone that knows what they are doing with entities and entity contact if you suspect that this^ is what is going on.  My 2 cents.

Does it look like people's body language and expressions are a story line of telepathic communication at all??  Like people are singling you out and seemingly communicating things that aren't said with movements and expressions?  Telepathy is real for some but that reality to be experienced can by hijacked by these entities and you will be given the impression of all this only to find out that it was indeed elaborate psychosis but orchestrated on purpose to be a intended psychotic episode or break.  I would try to test the reality if you find yourself thinking things a certain way and believing it all but witnessing it as some cognitive dissonance or otherwise.


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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: doorag2]
    #23841853 - 11/17/16 01:55 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

Back in 86' we dosed very very strong acid. Warned to take one we all took 2. Strong doses of dead tour 85'. I got super paranoid and hated every second of it. I stopped psychedelics and weed for a few years. Eveything turned out fine but maybe u should lay off fr a while. I still trip on occasion but now mainly mushrooms and sometimes LSD depending on source. I'm very careful on set and setting. Excersise and lay off all drugs and u should be fine.


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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: FishOilTheKid] * 1
    #23851086 - 11/20/16 10:43 AM (7 years, 2 months ago)

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FishOilTheKid said:
I didn't read the whole thread but hear me out for a sec...

Psychedelics can generate contact with Etheric entities that you wouldn't know were there.  I don't want to scare anyone but they are little orbs of consciousness that is alien to your own body's/mind.  They can make their way into your life from other people and inanimate objects.  They use direct thought insertion as mind control from inside and they can operate what you sort of described in the OP as thought broadcasting or thinking everybody is reading your mind or laughing at you as you said.  They do this by taking up residence in the body or brain.  They then pull 'mindstuff' outside the body and stare it at the individual while operating a real time thought stream of conclusions that are believed to be one's own thought. So that you as the witness are subject to the impressions that they orchestrate.  This is able to be witnessed as a form of control from within. They do this to destabilize people and harvest consciousness.  Honestly they seem like they are malicious only because they enjoy it.  You would never know they were there or that any of this is the case until you can see them in your body and become directly aware of their presence and how they use your mind against you from inside your body.  You can also see with your mind's eye the disturbances that they make in reality.

They are only 1 type of being that I've come across.  I've spent the majority of the last decade fighting for my personal freedom as they try to take over what I think in real time and even motor function.  Its f-ing frustrating to the point of not wanting to be here too much longer.  I'm not jumping to the conclusion that you were inhabited or that you picked up a 'negative attachment' but it is possible.  I never thought this was all possible until it became my daily reality.  I would seek out someone that knows what they are doing with entities and entity contact if you suspect that this^ is what is going on.  My 2 cents.

Does it look like people's body language and expressions are a story line of telepathic communication at all??  Like people are singling you out and seemingly communicating things that aren't said with movements and expressions?  Telepathy is real for some but that reality to be experienced can by hijacked by these entities and you will be given the impression of all this only to find out that it was indeed elaborate psychosis but orchestrated on purpose to be a intended psychotic episode or break.  I would try to test the reality if you find yourself thinking things a certain way and believing it all but witnessing it as some cognitive dissonance or otherwise.




It's one thing to be batshit crazy on your own, but it's totally not acceptable to talk others into it, too.

You Sir, are clearly paranoid, mostly occuring as a symptom of being schizophrenic, which is to be taken serious.
Go to a psychiatrist before you kill yourself. Better do so, now. There is a reason all people you love turned away from you and it's your behaviour.


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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: Murzelpfrumpft]
    #23851896 - 11/20/16 03:51 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

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Murzelpfrumpft said:

It's one thing to be batshit crazy on your own, but it's totally not acceptable to talk others into it, too.




But that's human-nature, right?  When we're emotionally disturbed, we seek to vent to someone who will support our negativity.


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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: Murzelpfrumpft]
    #23865027 - 11/25/16 12:32 AM (7 years, 2 months ago)

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I didn't read the whole thread but hear me out for a sec...

Psychedelics can generate contact with Etheric entities that you wouldn't know were there.  I don't want to scare anyone but they are little orbs of consciousness that is alien to your own body's/mind.  They can make their way into your life from other people and inanimate objects.  They use direct thought insertion as mind control from inside and they can operate what you sort of described in the OP as thought broadcasting or thinking everybody is reading your mind or laughing at you as you said.  They do this by taking up residence in the body or brain.  They then pull 'mindstuff' outside the body and stare it at the individual while operating a real time thought stream of conclusions that are believed to be one's own thought. So that you as the witness are subject to the impressions that they orchestrate.  This is able to be witnessed as a form of control from within. They do this to destabilize people and harvest consciousness.  Honestly they seem like they are malicious only because they enjoy it.  You would never know they were there or that any of this is the case until you can see them in your body and become directly aware of their presence and how they use your mind against you from inside your body.  You can also see with your mind's eye the disturbances that they make in reality.

They are only 1 type of being that I've come across.  I've spent the majority of the last decade fighting for my personal freedom as they try to take over what I think in real time and even motor function.  Its f-ing frustrating to the point of not wanting to be here too much longer.  I'm not jumping to the conclusion that you were inhabited or that you picked up a 'negative attachment' but it is possible.  I never thought this was all possible until it became my daily reality.  I would seek out someone that knows what they are doing with entities and entity contact if you suspect that this^ is what is going on.  My 2 cents.

Does it look like people's body language and expressions are a story line of telepathic communication at all??  Like people are singling you out and seemingly communicating things that aren't said with movements and expressions?  Telepathy is real for some but that reality to be experienced can by hijacked by these entities and you will be given the impression of all this only to find out that it was indeed elaborate psychosis but orchestrated on purpose to be a intended psychotic episode or break.  I would try to test the reality if you find yourself thinking things a certain way and believing it all but witnessing it as some cognitive dissonance or otherwise.




It's one thing to be batshit crazy on your own, but it's totally not acceptable to talk others into it, too.

You Sir, are clearly paranoid, mostly occuring as a symptom of being schizophrenic, which is to be taken serious.
Go to a psychiatrist before you kill yourself. Better do so, now. There is a reason all people you love turned away from you and it's your behaviour.




I'm just reporting on the matter.  I've received PMs from another member saying that other users had experienced the same thing and indeed killed themselves because they were being taken over.  I'm compromised as I write.  They are etheric entities.  The meds don't work and make it easier for them to control.  The docs don't know they exist  I'm just warning the OP of the reality of them.  Perhaps you never come to the realization/experience of their existence.  Perhaps you overturn your stance on the matter when you realize they are real and can control your mind/body.  There is plenty of information on the subject and art.  There is a name for them in every culture.  I'm not trying to talk anyone into 'being crazy' but there is another way to explain what is going on with you if you know they exist and can see them.  They are real.  You will come to this realization or you won't.  Doesn't matter to me.  You wouldn't know if they were in you body/brain most definitely right now.  Its not paranoia.  I deal with them everyday.  I'm not playing some game of words on the net.  This is spiritual warfare at the level of your very free will.  Seriously.  Don't attack me personally.

And its because of the stigma, schizophrenia, that others have turned away from me.  What do you know?  Why would you attack me personally?  You obviously don't have enough experience and aren't in contact with etheric entities of any sort.  Doesn't mean they don't exist.  I'm honestly warning the OP and others that they can control parts of you mind/emotions/motor-function without you knowing until they make themselves known.  Then its a battle for your peace of mind and your intimate subjective experience without people understanding that its all very real.  They send you to docs/psychs that deal with it as a problem with your brain.  Its possession.  Sorry, REAL!



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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: FishOilTheKid] * 1
    #23865033 - 11/25/16 12:38 AM (7 years, 2 months ago)

Nobody is possessed by evil spirits

               


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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: doorag2]
    #23865048 - 11/25/16 12:47 AM (7 years, 2 months ago)

your problem is you care too much about what people think.







listen, when you are young you think everyone is thinking about you.  when you're old you'll figure out that people are only thinking about themselves.  They're not thinking about you at all.

anyway fuck people.  PPL=SHT


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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: RJ Tubs 202]
    #23865060 - 11/25/16 12:56 AM (7 years, 2 months ago)

That's only an opinion of yours RJ Tubs...



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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: FishOilTheKid]
    #23865063 - 11/25/16 01:01 AM (7 years, 2 months ago)

um no. 



and i believe in all sorts of wacky shit, but ppl being taken over by spirits is just some retard bullshit teenagers make up and like to believe.


Teens are very similiar to children, they will believe anything.


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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: sprinkles]
    #23865080 - 11/25/16 01:20 AM (7 years, 2 months ago)

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That's only an opinion of yours RJ Tubs...





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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: RJ Tubs 202]
    #23867202 - 11/25/16 07:59 PM (7 years, 2 months ago)

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and i believe in all sorts of wacky shit, but ppl being taken over by spirits is just some retard bullshit teenagers make up and like to believe.


Teens are very similiar to children, they will believe anything.




Will they??  So you believe and post all this Christian themed 'stuff' (correct me if I'm wrong) and you don't believe that the demons and angels exist?  Typical.  I'm 34 and I've been 6 different users since 2007.  I don't care to be here anymore cause you all have so much experience I guess.:rolleyes:  I'm telling you that I've advanced along a certain path of progress to honestly tell you the Truth.  I will not listen to you tell me that I'm making it up or compare me to children like you are the authority here.  Completely backwards.  You'd have me institutionalized then what, tell people to believe the Gospel and believe in Jesus?  I've seen previous posts.  Why would I make this up and why don't you believe in Demons literally if you believe Christianity?  Y'all christians don't experience shit, really.  Irritating.  Some of the first posts I made as FishOil were about demonic possession out of desperation and its been going on the whole time.  They way you snap at people with off handed nonsense is super childish and distasteful.  You might look like the child here not me.  I deal with what I described everyday you don't.  Correct??  There is nothing to say on your end cause you have no experience and you couldn't possibly think I was telling the Truth so you attack?  What do I get out of making this up?  I'm honestly speaking from experience.  So the reality of believing/faith allows you contact with the Etherians that I mentioned and they are not something from 6000 years ago or 2000.  As long as people like you demonstrate their ignorance and blurt out nonsense and quite frankly don't have the capacity to rationalize the paranormal, people will be treated with intolerance, anger, and most will remain misinformed.  Nice work.  You are wrong but you sound pretty confident in what you are saying...  :tongue:  Then, you might meet them.  Do me the courtesy of admitting that I was one of the people that told you 'they' were/are real.  It helps with how all this is going down, HONESTLY.:awesomenod:

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Right.  I'm possessed by Spirits that are evil of some kind.  Your logic goes like: nobody is possessed by evil spirits so therefore I/me/you can't be.  That relies on your premise being true but you haven't done enough investigation.  'Nobody is possessed by evil spirits' is false and only your opinion (not a fact) because I am on the other end telling you that I am!  So your logic is flawed in that it relies on an assumption that is false.  I'm not making this up and I'm not a child wanting attention.  I'm certainly not going to spend too much time with shooting down your complaints and attempts at debate.  If you have any questions though I'd be willing to answer them.  That seems more constructive.

If its one thing about this place it has to be the reluctance of members/users to let someone else know more than them about a subject concerning absolute Truth.  :lol:  I do know more than you all about the Entities that I'm in contact with.  Certainly.  You're not.

I wouldn't wish it upon any of you but if it works out that you are favored by them.  Congrats!  I couldn't stand to be told what to do when they demanded obedience.

Beware is all.


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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: FishOilTheKid]
    #23880595 - 11/30/16 03:46 AM (7 years, 1 month ago)

dude listen, the evil things people do are NOT the cause of evil spirits you fucking dolt. and i suppose we should go back to women burning because they are witches right? :rolleyes: 
i have never heard anything so stupid in my life. anyone using such an absurd excuse as that to avoid taking responsibility for their actions should just be put to sleep.  and anyone who really feels that could be true should be put in a mental institution if they are so easily influenced by nonsense. Damn what a  stupid donkey :goat:


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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: sprinkles]
    #23881825 - 11/30/16 02:15 PM (7 years, 1 month ago)

Thread kinda derailed.

How are you OP?


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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: sprinkles]
    #23884217 - 12/01/16 11:09 AM (7 years, 1 month ago)

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dude listen, the evil things people do are NOT the cause of evil spirits you fucking dolt. and i suppose we should go back to women burning because they are witches right? :rolleyes: 
i have never heard anything so stupid in my life. anyone using such an absurd excuse as that to avoid taking responsibility for their actions should just be put to sleep.  and anyone who really feels that could be true should be put in a mental institution if they are so easily influenced by nonsense. Damn what a  stupid donkey :goat:




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Re: acid has boosted my social anxiety by 1000% [Re: FishOilTheKid]
    #23997057 - 01/10/17 12:22 AM (7 years, 20 days ago)

This thread is ridiculous. OP hope you didn't get scared off by people calling you crazy. What you experienced is perfectly normal. By that I mean it can happen to anyone. I'm guessing you haven't tripped a bunch, if you aren't with a good group of people it can get really weird. It's weird anyways.

I find the best attitude is unbridled confidence if you can manage. Someone makes fun of you just yell out fuck you, even if jokingly.

Also I'm inclined to agree with FishOilTheKid. I had a particularly nasty acid trip a couple years ago and what he said is a good description of what I felt like for a while after the trip, a couple months or so. It was like I was just having weird bizarre thoughts that weren't normal for me at all.

Ultimately though, whether you ascribe to that notion or just the generic term mental illness the solution is the same I think. It's about acknowledging and affirming that you have control over your mind. We all have thoughts, but we have the ability to focus on certain thoughts and let other thoughts drift away. If you're having self critical thoughts and so forth, try to let those drift away, most of its in your head anyway most of the time.


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