I had been straight sober for two months from all substances. I had tried in the past several lsd tabs, at different doses. I had experienced visuals, time loss, synesthesia and so on. But this experience was by far one of the most intense trips I have ever endured.
The night began when an old friend contacted me and asked me if I wanted to go to a secret location party. I said sure why not. We met at a parking where many cars met to depart and follow one another far in the mountains on an off road drive to this hidden location. They called this the tree party.
On our way to the destination my friend said he was in possession of some strong lsd an estimation of 200-250 ug each blotter. He offered me and I said why not. I was sober due to being drug tested so I thought no one can trace the acid in my system. It was dark driving up when I took the tabs and at the time I assumed I was taking just two tabs, turns out they were folded in half so I ended up taking 4 doses of what was to be 200-250 a tab multiplied by 4. So we could say this was 800-1000 Ug trip.
It was a few hours drive to our destination, and by the time we arrived the effects were all ready setting in. Music felt deep, I was relaxed and euphoric. There was no parking so my car was left on the mountain road along with the others with no edges or barriers just a cliff drop. I walked into the Forrest following the path to the party. It was intensely dark I could barely see the faces walking next to me. When I entered there was the tree, a very old tree maybe 30 ft high and the branches all curved over, kind of like a big umbrella. There were green lights so i could see a little better. To my surprise a few of my best friends were all there and we were pleased to see one another, i felt safe and happy to be accompanied. I sat down i rolled some joints for my friends. At this moment I felt a bit weird, emotions were intense, overflowing. My friend gave me a massage tried to relax me.
There was shadows from the tree branches and the lights. My visions were a bit more intense,I felt something on my shoulder and turned to see what looked like a big butterfly, as it flew away into the lights i could see the moths and insects flying around everywhere. Everything looked distorted fading in and out shadows forming patterns. Then randomly my phone started playing a song in my pocket, it disturbed me and made me feel really uncomfortable. I couldn't turn off my phone and for some random reason I bit it, my fingers at this point were not able to even configure the phone they felt like they were enlarged.
I tried to calm down, two girls came along and began to play poi led. This was there first time I had ever seen poi. Everyone seemed to be on uppers and were active, and from what I know I was one of the only people to have taken lsd this night. So I was kind of centered seated under the tree friends surrounding me and others. The two girls began to play poi and I was amazed at the visuals, I could see them in auroras or what looked like balls of light. They decided to move towards me and start to play around me. I think they could see I was tripping and decided to encourage my hallucinations. I was melting away sitting there and the poi show had put me in a trance. I had been sitting for over an hour by this point when I decided to stand up there were rocks under the tree and I hopped from one rock to another, I could barely stand straight. And the people we're watching me trip the fuck out, but I didn't even care and normally I'm a self conscious person.
Someone had a set of poi with like strings of colors hanging, and they gave them to me to play with. I felt the strings of cloth and the colors, I could feel the colors but soon began to get bothered as my hands were tangled with the strings, my motor functions were no longer intact, everything was backwards. The tangling string begin to make me feel suffocated. And then out of nowhere I had formed a rectangle between my fingers with the string, as I opened the rectangle I could see another side. It was like I opened a door to another realm. As I opened the rectangle I realized my hands were on the branches of trees moving them apart to make my way into the enchanted forest. On one side was people,music, noise and chaos, on the other awaited pure silence and nature.
I felt free as I walked towards the forest. Everything felt so alive so close, I could feel the nature inside of me, the insects chirping the wind blowing on the trees, the creatures of the earth inviting me into their world. I started to say to myself I don't need anything anyone, I threw my personal belongings and continued to walk where I was accompanied by two shadows one female and one male beside me but behind me. I asked them if they were ok but they did not reply. And then I said to them I am lost I don't know where I am or who I am or what's happening in this moment. I began to feel really lost and was worried, and the male shadow tried to relax me by patting me on the back. I was on the top of a cliff with the view of the stars and sky. The shadow gave me a pipe and encouraged me to inhale as they lite it up. I said no I can't do this but then I just let go and I inhaled. Whilst I was inhaling I could see police in trucks driving beside us towards the party, i wanted to stop inhaling but the shadow insisted i continue.
As i inhaled I felt my body tingle instantly a light inside of me glow and as it got stronger the light got brighter and the feeling got stronger, I felt like I exploded with energy like a bomb of molecules atoms and infinite energy.
Then I woke up in the back seat of a car, a guy and a girl were taking me on an off road drive drifting around the dirt roads, their seats were leaned back and I felt trapped. I could see people in the dark from the car lights which looked like terrorists, head scarfs an old bearded Arabian men. They were actually just mountain people who were Sheppards. So for a minute I thought I was being Kidnapped but then it all came back to me I'm tripping. And I said to the people please let me out the car, they said relax and I replied I'm tripping really bad and I'm sorry for going crazy but please let me out.
They let me out of the car where all the cars were parked. I couldn't find any of my belongings as I had threw them away earlier, so I thought il look for my car anyway maybe my friends are there, by this time the sun was beginning to rise already. I saw my car wasn't where I thought I left it, in fact it was on the road down standing horizontal in the ground. My car had somehow gone off the edge of the road and fell to the road down the mountain. I ran back and forth up and down the mountain road hoping for a different result. I kept saying I am imagining this, this is not real. But no matter how many times I try for a different outcome it was always the same.
By this point I was really panicking and had no phone no wallet no keys. I went and searched and eventually found my phone and keys. I walked back towards the car and decided to try call my friend, I managed to talk to my friend. He said we left hours ago we couldn't find you. He said I had ran off into the forest during the night and never came back. I told him my car is totaled and I'm stranded here and just then my battery dies on my phone. I felt so alone and lost and I was not sure if the phone cut before he was aware I'm stranded. I had no idea if someone would come to help me. I couldn't even put my belongings back into my pocket i had to put them in my underwear. I was in no way able to have control over my motor skills. My t shirt felt like it was melting and my hands were sticking to it.
I waited in the Rocky Mountain roads, the sun was rising and the heat was increasing. That burning sensation on the back of my neck was getting stronger combined with the heat. I felt stranded as I watched the last few people leaving the tree party, at this point I thought I'm stuck here. One of the last cars that came down the hill Slowed down to ask if I was ok, there was 2 guys and a girl. The driver looked devilish like, the second guys head was hanging out the car window and he looked like he had overdosed black under the eyes and pale blue skin. The girl looked like an evil clown with her hideous make up and hair style. The girl said we can try to see if my car works, and I replied have you lost your mind look at the state of it, it's wrecked. She insisted to try and start the car getting in whilst it stood horizontal. I watched her climb up to get in the broken car and I thought to myself how fucked up am I right now, Or how fucked is she.
Eventually they insisted I take a ride with them back to the city and all I could think of was leaving my car behind and how much trouble I would be in later with my father. I just went with the flow got in the car said fuck it leave it all behind. We drove down the mountain, I could still see stars even though the sun was rising from one direction, sky's were red blue green colors mixing.
The driver said he was one of the djs from the party and he put a special dubstep mix he had made before on in the car for me to trip to. The sound system had strong bass and as soon as the music started I felt my body twitch and the bass blew threw my body. The sound was so intense and i had never experienced music this way before.
The trip started to get interesting letting go of my worry and fear and just enjoy the the experience. The phone rang and it was my friend calling the clown looking girl. He called to asked if they saw me on the road, and he was surprised when he found out I'm with them. I was relieved to know these evil looking characters were friends of my friend. They then said we are all going to an after party in another mountain and I said why not.
We smoked joint after joint I felt so relaxed, I know longer had fear of my drug testing that was to come the following week. We drove threw many check points with army and normally I would of been paranoid. The driver just seemed to not care, it was like we were invisible just driving along smoking. As we entered the city of Beirut, people were coming out for work, and the people that work the streets at this time all look weird or deformed on a normal day. But this day they looked like there was a chemical attack. People's faces were melting as if burning and falling apart.
But It did not bother me, nothing was as intense as the experience I had witnessed the current night. Eventually we arrived to another mountain where my good friends resided and had an after party awaiting. There was many plants lots of grass surrounding the location. My friends had all kinds of snacks, drugs and music playing.
We sat outside watching the sun shine strong on the mountains and where the water runs down a reflection came off them, it was like looking at a mountain of crystals. From here on out the trip was peaceful and we spent hours relaxing doing other substances. Other than that it was an amazing trip,intense scary and out of this world.
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