Sup, shroomerites! 
Long time lurker here. I've been experimenting with high dose solo tripping in silent darkness for little more than half a year. Now I'm very a introverted person so I keep most of my experiences to myself. But here's a juicy one that's not very personal so I feel comfortable enough to put it out here on the internet. 
September 24th, 2016
Last night I held an entheogenic session in my usual fashion — six grams of dried shrooms, alone in my bed in silent darkness. I should note that these are not the strongest shrooms around and I was only able to fast for three hours before tripping, which in my experience causes the trip to come up really slowly and not really have a significant peak. But nonetheless this dose consistently gets me into a state of trance that allows me to encounter entities.
As with all of my solo tripping sessions, I began by meditating while holding the dose of mushrooms in my hands. When I felt entirely at peace I said my prayers. I thanked the mushrooms for being there for me, and promised that I would heed any lesson it would want to teach me. I then asked my spirit guides to watch over me during the session and to send me them good vibes. Finally I stated my intent for the session: I had just gone through a couple of rough weeks and wanted to reflect on the emotions I felt and the choices I made in order to be more confident in that I was doing the right things in my life.
As expected, the trip came up slowly and was rather weak. For two hours I pretty much laid in bed pondering my life without really experiencing anything out of the ordinary. There were some mild closed-eye visuals and when peering into the darkness of my room, I could only see some slight psychedelic visual noise. You don’t need to have a strong visual trip in order to have a spiritual experience though, and I definitely felt like I was in a state of trance. At this point I figured it would be a good time to try going deeper into the trip. So naturally, I reached for my hash pipe and took a few good hits.
A couple of minutes later I felt the trip becoming more intense. As I laid there in the dark, a transparent white hand suddenly appeared in the corner of my vision. My immediate response to this vision was to reach out with my own hand towards the place where the white hand appeared to be. When my hand came close to it, I immediately felt strong feelings of joy and love throughout my whole body. The hand vanished and a creature seemed to partially appear out of thin air around the place where the hand just had been. I could see white, thin, ghost-like limbs fading in and out of my vision, but it was rather difficult to figure out what exactly I had just pulled into my reality! This lasted for only a few seconds until the entity disappeared.
As I was trying to process what had just happened, the entity appeared in its entirety right in front of me. I saw a thin and faint looking lady with olive-colored, medium length hair. She was wearing a long traditional gray dress that went all the way down to her feet. She turned her head toward me and smiled. At the same time, multiple visions of the same lady appeared next to her — each vision showing her in a slightly different perspective. She appeared to be making joyous dance moves, spinning around making her dress twist and turn gracefully and smiling whenever her eyes met mine.
This spectacle lasted for a short while until she disappeared again. She then reappeared in a much larger size hovering over my body with her right hand held up. It reminded me a lot of how Shiva is depicted. Her skin seemed to be rather blue-ish as well. Out of her hand she then emitted weird black psychedelic cubes that went straight into my body, making me feel a somewhwat odd sensation.  
For the next 30 minutes or so the entity kept hovering over me, with only her upper body being visible. At this point I could see her face a bit more clearly. Her eyes did not seem to have any pupils, as they were completely white. She had thick, dark blue lips. I also noticed that she had a bright, diamond-like shape between her eyes. During this period she continuously made gestures with her hands, waving her arms around as if she was doing something to my body — or perhaps attempting to communicate with me. I thought it would be a good idea to try to get some communication going between the two of us. I tried waving my arms back at her, then I tried talking to her and finally I tried meditating and telepathically sending thoughts to her, but she did not react to any of this. Oh well!
As time went on my trip got weaker and I felt the state of trance slowly fading away. Eventually the lady disappeared, leaving me all by myself to ponder what had happened.
Even though there was no exchange in words/thoughts between the spirit lady and me, the encounter was of such a positive nature that to me it seemed like she wanted to give me a confirmation that I was in fact heading in the right direction with my life.  
Thanks for reading!
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