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1314697
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Whats your worst trip
#23801510 - 11/04/16 06:43 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Not just LSD but mushrooms, research chemicals, etc..
Any bad experience with a drug really except like physical symptoms like opiate OD or throwing up everywhere on alcohol.
Just curious, I had a bad acid trip last year and it was horrendous for 5-6 hours and still to this day i can hardly smoke cannabis without getting anxious. I know someone's been through worse on here
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moment467
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Re: Whats your worst trip [Re: 1314697]
#23801526 - 11/04/16 06:49 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Hey man that is fairly common. After, a few trips I wasn't able to smoke weed anymore. It has to do with my genetics, neuro-chemistry, and biology. LSD,mushrooms, and other entheogens are powerful psyche reflectors. What I mean by this is that they will immediately reflect back any fears we have. They tell us what we need to know, not necessarily what we want to hear.
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Re: Whats your worst trip [Re: moment467]
#23801537 - 11/04/16 06:53 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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I flipped out on a quarter sheet of LSD and had to go to the hospital. I was simultaneously convinced that I was God, that my family was dead, and that demons were inhabiting the bodies of my friends and family. I was in the psychiatric unit tripping for about two weeks before I got back to normal.
I have a trip report in my signature that's pages and pages long and you can read all about it. It was my worst trip but also my best trip.
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moment467
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I had a trip where I experienced the noble truth of buddha. "All life is suffering". But in that suffering there is complete joy. Always be cognizant what these sacred things are trying to tell you. I have also experienced the realms of hell on MDMA. So the premise, our intent must be pure or else these psychedelic will throw you for a complete loop. Even in small doses, doesn't matter.
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Re: Whats your worst trip [Re: 1314697]
#23801558 - 11/04/16 07:01 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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I had a bad opiate habit when I was a young once. When I finally decided to end it once and for all I was sick for 3 whole months. Hallucinations from lack of sleep, restless legs - but in all my major muscle groups : legs, arms, chest, back. Muscle cramps in my lower back, diarrhea, vomiting, runny nose and eyes all day long, yawning constantly, No sleep for the first entire Week, then barely any sleep for the next entire month, the mind frantic and fearful and ecstatic and oh so alive and raw like a new born baby - unable to eat anything but baby food and soup.
And the feeling that you cannot find rest or comfort in anything no matter what for more then 10 seconds at a time, the knowing that you could end the pain of it all temporarily by using an opiate - and knowing that it would only restart the whole healing process once again in full force. Inner thermometer being so fucked up that wearing winter clothing in the summer and summer clothing in the winter unable to accustom to it.
And the overall intense sensitivity to my senses to the point where it would be overwhelming emotionally . And the pain... the pain of knowing the whole dark side of the drug game and how it and those who control it and allow it or influence it or take part in it make slaves of the misinformed and the misled and the innocent and the naive and the sick and the down and outs and knowing its part government, part cartel , part terrorist, part poor farmer, part lobbyists, part crooked cop, part good cop, part family, part friend, part enemy, part my own self and most of all ignorance of the natural order of things...
Thank god for it all it taught me what the meaning of what fortitude and mettle and courage and compassion really is. It also showed me how there really are some people out there so twisted in nature they could be deemed evil and it showed me how many sick people are out there, and it showed me there are even more people who are ignorant and those who ignore, and most of all it taught me never to rely on something outside, and that which is real cannot be threatened, and that which is false can be. Iv grown to love my native state of consciousness now over many years and respect nature a hell of a whole lot more and the powers it has, oh so vast.
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i've had a few really bad trips. one of my worst was on a huge dose of cactus plus 3 gravity bong hits of hash. to this day i dont know what i was thinking smoking that much hash on that much cactus. it was undrescribably horrible. I was seeing those mescaline lobsters described by Sartre. My mind was utterly shattered. reality just disintegrated into horrors i cant describe. At one part, it felt like a white light was burning up my very soul. i really never believed i would come back from that, and it took me three months to recover.
ive also had some extremely bad trips on amanita muscaria. that is the worst substance to have a bad trip on in my opinion. it leaves your mind in shreds and takes months to recover.
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Edited by Peyote Road (11/04/16 07:07 PM)
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So our intentions must ne pure. Please don't trip just to trip. But have a pure intention what you want to change about yourself.
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Re: Whats your worst trip [Re: moment467]
#23801648 - 11/04/16 07:39 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Long time lurker. First time poster.
New to this world. I always wanted to try dmt and ayahuasca tea. A friend went and told me about it. I started researching and reading it. I have never been one to "get fucked up." Instead, I thought of it as exploring my consciousness. He suggested shrooms rather then, blasting off onto another planet. And here begins my journey.
I have only did it a few times. The first time, I ate a big meal. I prepared a series of foods, water, electrolyete drinks, and things to nibble on. I laughed. I watched Netflix. I explored and it was great. The next few times were trip outs. I sort of through caution to the wind. It was a series of trip outs at a bar, costume parties, and I could feel waves of different energy. I saw one guy who had a gf that came up to myf riends and I. He was creepy and I could feel his reeking insecurities and even angery. It was so strange.
Any way, my last experience was a bad trip. It felt like a complete psychosis. I lost grip on reality, I lost my ability to concentrate, to think, to feel, plus I lost fine and gross motor control. I tried to call friends and I couldn't even concentrate. I dropped my phone. I was dry heaving. I puked a bit. I had no saliva and my stomach acid reflux was burning. I ate a little bit and dropped most of it. At one point, I was just laying in bed holding on.
It felt like a rollercoaster going faster then I could handle. I tried praying and I couldn't even talk or make sense. At one point, I was thinking about breakups, about a girl that moved away, about loneliness, despair, hopelessness. I kept telling myself to stay calm. I saw the joker from batman, Harley quin, my mind just going absolutely nuts. I wanted to end it all. I kept passing in and out of consciousness. I looked at the clock. It was 3am. Time felt like it moved slower or backward yet, my mind raced nonstop. I threw water across the room. It terrifying. The thought came up that I had broke my mind, that I had lost all sense of reality, and there was no coming back. I had a fever. I was freezing. I tried to sleep and I kept kicking my feet.
I was having cold sweats. My headache was terrible. I kept needing to pee and poo but, I would just sit there soaked in sweat. The room looked hollow like a ludic dream. What scared me was the volume on the tv would go up and down, my thoughts jumbled like a stadium of people all yelling. The room and walls were spinning. I would do anything for it to stop.
I think because of the place and time I am in, it just was not the greatest idea. Furthermore, I had a empty stomach. I tried eating grapes or a tangerine which made it worse. I had powerade but it was sour making things horrible.
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Re: Whats your worst trip [Re: moment467]
#23801658 - 11/04/16 07:44 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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moment467 said: I had a trip where I experienced the noble truth of buddha. "All life is suffering". But in that suffering there is complete joy. Always be cognizant what these sacred things are trying to tell you. I have also experienced the realms of hell on MDMA. So the premise, our intent must be pure or else these psychedelic will throw you for a complete loop. Even in small doses, doesn't matter.
If you don't mind sharing, I'd be keen to here about your bad MDMA experience. Cheers
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Re: Whats your worst trip [Re: moment467]
#23801690 - 11/04/16 07:58 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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moment467 said: So our intentions must ne pure. Please don't trip just to trip. But have a pure intention what you want to change about yourself.
Its not just our intentions but also our level of purity. Ive had trips where I had good intentions going in, but halfway through the session I lost my intention (because I had very impure motives in daily life at the time) and the trip would degrade into carnal pleasure seeking.
-------------------- The path of the herbalist is to open ourselves to nature in an innocent and pure way. SHe in turn will open her bounty and reward us with many valuable secrets. May the earth bless you. - Michael Tierra
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moment467
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So I guess the point is the mother psychedelic can do what ever she wants to do. She can literally destroy the psyche. Surrender to her and she will keep u safe.
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Re: Whats your worst trip [Re: moment467]
#23801808 - 11/04/16 08:45 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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I was convinced a young child was possessed by Satan after a heroic LSD dose in the late 80s.....
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Worst trip was on an unknown amount of mushrooms, probably between 3 to 4 grams. Not sure what strain but it was a truly frightening trip.
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Re: Whats your worst trip [Re: SonicTitan]
#23801897 - 11/04/16 09:29 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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SonicTitan said: Worst trip was on an unknown amount of mushrooms, probably between 3 to 4 grams. Not sure what strain but it was a truly frightening trip.
Too much this.
Does everyone remember the jack the ripper character from last action hero? The guy that Pulls Arnold's kid off the roof while carrying an axe? I saw that guy. In a fit of madness and what I thank God was only temporary feeling of psychosis, I thought I was becoming that. I felt absolute despair, pain, incessant suffering, and hopelessness. My world felt bleak and as though it was ending only oh so very slowly and I was helpless to stop it.
Have you ever lost absolute control? I felt like I lost my mind and that every shred of my identity and ego was being stripped away. I was just dry heaving, shaking, cold sweats, and I couldn't think. My mind had absurd thoughts, feelings of loneliness, and just giving up on existence because what is the point? My mind felt broken.
I obviously took too much but, it did not seem like a fatal dose. I doubt it was anywhere near as much as you mention but, it was clearly too much. I felt the fabric of reality peeled apart layer by layer. I was passing in and out of consciousness. At one time, I tried to call for help but I loss all speech and motor function at times or my coordination was off. It felt like a lucid dream or coming in and out of it. I thought my thoughts were actual conversation. My awareness was off. The experience all seemed spooky. If there ever was a personal hell, I found it, and I kept guilt tripping myself. I felt like I was a monster, that I wanted out of my body, and even at one point, I failed to call a friend even cause I couldn't coop.
It was too much.
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Peyote Road said:
Its not just our intentions but also our level of purity. Ive had trips where I had good intentions going in, but halfway through the session I lost my intention (because I had very impure motives in daily life at the time) and the trip would degrade into carnal pleasure seeking.
I watched a funny video and it made for a great first trip. Then, in the trip, my pupils dilated, and I realized the energy from the video, the funny baby set off a good trip. I giggled lots. I avoided anything dark, horror movies or tv shows on traumas or anything about death. It was great. The next few experiences were darker, not as controlled environment over Halloween. It was a foolish idea. The final time, it was on a empty stomach, controlled environment but I felt sick and sicker as time went on. Once a bad trip kicks off, its hard to pull out of it, and nothing seems to help. I think, the first time, I just had a buzz, I was overwhelmed the second time cause I really entertained or indulged but, the final experience felt like a fatal dose. I felt like I went full psychosis. I would never wish that upon my worst enemy. My god, I am glad I never took ayahuasca or dmt.
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moment467 said: I had a trip where I experienced the noble truth of buddha. "All life is suffering". But in that suffering there is complete joy. Always be cognizant what these sacred things are trying to tell you. I have also experienced the realms of hell on MDMA. So the premise, our intent must be pure or else these psychedelic will throw you for a complete loop. Even in small doses, doesn't matter.
I am in a curious stage in my life. In the trip, I thought about breakups, about loss, and love. I thought about loneliness, failure, rejection, and even not coming back to the world. Like, I was stuck in a vortex of suffering, time stood still, and I couldn't shake the feeling of unease. I could not even sleep which I tried. I had muscle spasms, cold sweats, and freezing despite way too many blankets. I thought I had a small dose but, my stomach was empty and it hit way too hard. My head feels weird even days later. I pounded a dozen bottles of water. I was clearly dehydrated. Its scary to lose your grip on reality.
-------------------- The light of wisdom is driving away the darkness. Look at the ground. Now you can see your own shadow. If you are scared by the shadow that follows you, just remember, wherever shadows fall, light is always nearby.
Edited by finalexplosion (11/04/16 09:42 PM)
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1314697
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I imagine the worst would be something like brono-dragonfly or mescaline or anything that last super long. Or salvia extracts
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Re: Whats your worst trip [Re: 1314697]
#23802210 - 11/05/16 12:00 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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I ate a regular dose of mushrooms that happened to be a bit more potent than usual, I suppose. I got extremely bad mindfuck and confusion, and forgot that I was even tripping / had eaten mushrooms. I had extreme feelings of dread and fear that made me curl up in my bed and simply ride the experience out. I felt my thought process grind to a complete halt, the English language became totally incomprehensible, and I pretty much lost touch with reality.
The time dilation was insane -- I wanted the trip to end, so I kept checking my stopwatch to see how far along I was. I remember promising myself that I would wait as long as I could possibly bear before looking at it again. I could have written books over that time; civilizations rose and fell, generations were born and died. Eventually I couldn't handle it any more and had to glance at the clock, only to see that two minutes had passed. Fuck.
After the peak settled a bit though, I had a great time. Still, the trip was way too scary for me, and while I'd really like to experience some of the effects that accompany higher doses, I learned that I probably shouldn't go that deep.
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Re: Whats your worst trip [Re: Mordecount]
#23802548 - 11/05/16 06:13 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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I was trying to take mdma to feel in love w with my ex girlfriend...but the love was already gone, which led to hell like nightmares......this was a long time ago...wasn't really the mdma iitself.it was more what I was going through at the time
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Re: Whats your worst trip [Re: 1314697]
#23804181 - 11/05/16 06:01 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Most definitely have a experienced my fair share of feeling like I'm dying from eating to much. Its Almost like a reboot switch. Occurs more when I'm in a darkroom on higher doses
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Re: Whats your worst trip [Re: moment467]
#23804758 - 11/05/16 08:59 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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moment467 said: I was trying to take mdma to feel in love w with my ex girlfriend...but the love was already gone, which led to hell like nightmares......this was a long time ago...wasn't really the mdma iitself.it was more what I was going through at the time
Oh okay, gotcha. I feel people underestimate set and setting with MDMA a lot
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