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I infiltrated a psych ward a couple weeks ago 2
#23799009 - 11/03/16 08:26 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Well, a couple weeks ago I reached a state that I never thought possible. I opened a door a few years ago that could not be closed. For a few years now, I have been peaking through that door into heaven, which is kinda torturous. A couple weeks ago, I walked through that door into heaven, and now I am peaking back at all of you who are in the lower planes of consciousness. Long story, gonna have to read my second book which I am working on now.
So I went to my friends house and decided I missed my other friend. She was in Jones Hill, which is a psych ward we have in town which I have been to quite frequently because of the torture I have succumbed to by anti-psychotics. It was 3 am, and knew that I wouldn't get to see her until the next day tomorrow around 1 pm, so I decided to just admit myself. I went to the emergency room and told the nurse "if I don't get to Jones Hill, I might just jump off a bridge". This time I wasn't really serious, but there was a time where I was seriously about to jump off a bridge and they saved my life, so this time, I went up there to save Jones Hill. I was originally going up there to see my friend, but realized my mission was much greater than that.
I made it into the psych ward and low and behold I am greeted by, not just her, but multiple people I know. It was like a fuckin party up in this psych ward and oh boy oh boy did I blow that spot up. I am very talented at ensuing chaos around me if need be, so I just went on and on. I will tell the whole story in my next book, but man oh man did I have a good old time.
My friend Bianca who I came up there for was let out that day. Once I showed up, they were aware that me and her had something going on with each other, well, kinda. She is a transexual, and although I do have feelings for her, my dick stays in my pants for the most part on that end. After she left I was there with the rest of my homies. I learned how to dance pretty well up there, fucked with the doctors beyond understanding, and ran that mental hospital into the ground.
Nurses not treating the patients right, doctors being dumbfucks at every turn, patients needing assistance and not helped the right way, and to top it all off they are letting people who attempt suicide go before they should. Two of them ended up right back there in the hospital after a second attempt. I am watching this all around me, but these doctors won't let me go, lol.
Oh man, they really want to get me on anti-psychotics. Two doctors actually signed off to keep me there involuntarily for 60 days unless I took an anti-psychotic, which they are aware, makes me VERY sick. Now, I need a benzo, I am a very nervous anxious person, and they are aware of how the drug helps me. These motherfuckin doctors placed a benzo as a drug that I can take, but only if I take an anti-psychotic with it. Well, winner winner chicken dinner, this means, that they are willing to force me on a medication that makes me ill before they care about my actual health. These doctors are choosing their incorrect judgement on what I need over the truth of what I want. They knew I wanted a benzo, which means they placed it as "bate" to get me to take a drug which SERIOUSLY makes me ill.
Long story, but I am writing my second book right now to explain it all. Already talked to some lawyers about what they did, if you knew the seriousness of their mistake, you would understand a little thing about malpractice.
Oh and by the way, within my family we have problems with our nervous system, I shake. If you know anything about Parkinsons, you will see that it is caused by lower levels of dopamine within the brain, NOT HIGHER. This means that taking an anti-psychotic would hinder me, not help me. Not saying I have Parkinsons, but it explains a lot because of my physical symptom. Many different problems within the nervous system that it could be, but sure as fuck aint schizoaffective disorder.
Sorry, just felt like writing for a bit, in all honesty, shake or no shake, I am perfect the way I am, and I wouldn't change it for a second.
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Re: I infiltrated a psych ward a couple weeks ago [Re: Rhizohunter]
#23799063 - 11/03/16 08:45 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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I hope you find some inner calm soon Stop hanging out in psych wards, that's no place to learn to dance
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Re: I infiltrated a psych ward a couple weeks ago [Re: Rhizohunter] 3
#23799070 - 11/03/16 08:49 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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You willingly admit yourself to visit a friend because you can't wait 8 hours for visiting hours and wonder why they're trying to force you on meds?
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Re: I infiltrated a psych ward a couple weeks ago [Re: CookieCrumbs]
#23799090 - 11/03/16 08:59 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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CookieCrumbs said: You willingly admit yourself to visit a friend because you can't wait 8 hours for visiting hours and wonder why they're trying to force you on meds?
Lol, nah, they knew nothing about that. I had reasons for going to Jones Hill, as I have reasons for every action I take. It is as if I am guided by a hand that is unseen, which just kinda brings me to the places I need to go, long story.
Funnier story though, lol. I knew I had to get to Jones Hill and was up there for a couple weeks. While I was up there, I met this guy named Thad. Seemed like a cool guy, wasn't really sure where he was going after there. Troubled to some extent, but that is okay. We talked for a little while, gave him the low down about myself. Maybe he believed, maybe he didn't, but the funny thing is that when I got out of Jones Hill I moved up with my friend.
My parents said that they had just taken someone in who needed some help. Knew nothing about it at all, Thad knew little about me, but when I came back to my parents house the other day, low and behold, that fucker I met up at Jones Hill was sleeping in my old room.
You can call me crazy, but if my life didn't always align up with crazy shit like this, you would question shit too. The odds of my life are very rare, but the more and more people question my sanity, the more and more crazy of life I will give you.
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Re: I infiltrated a psych ward a couple weeks ago [Re: Rhizohunter]
#23799095 - 11/03/16 09:02 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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What is the "crazy shit"? What is your official diagnosis? schizophrenia?
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Re: I infiltrated a psych ward a couple weeks ago [Re: ModestMouse]
#23799098 - 11/03/16 09:04 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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ModestMouse said: What is the "crazy shit"? What is your official diagnosis? schizophrenia?
There is never an official diagnosis with me, lol. My last doctor said that in no way am I schizophrenic or having psychosis. umm..
You don't think it is crazy that I randomly meet someone in the psych ward and come back to my parents house and he is sleeping in my bed?
Lol, you crazy bro
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Re: I infiltrated a psych ward a couple weeks ago [Re: Rhizohunter]
#23799104 - 11/03/16 09:05 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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I dont think it's that crazy considering your family has cared for you (someone with psychiatric needs) and is now caring for someone similar... seems like they're just doing their part.
So you have no diagnosis whatsoever? I find that hard to believe
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Re: I infiltrated a psych ward a couple weeks ago [Re: ModestMouse]
#23799114 - 11/03/16 09:08 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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ModestMouse said: I dont think it's that crazy considering your family has cared for you (someone with psychiatric needs) and is now caring for someone similar... seems like they're just doing their part.
So you have no diagnosis whatsoever? I find that hard to believe
lol, no I do not have a diagnosis anymore, but I have been diagnosed with so many things at this point it is a mystery to even doctors what is going on with me.
I agree that it isn't crazy that my parents are helping someone out, but the way it all was put together is fuckin nuts. Maybe you are blind, idk, open yourself up to the light a bit.
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Re: I infiltrated a psych ward a couple weeks ago [Re: Rhizohunter]
#23799320 - 11/03/16 10:28 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Many different problems within the nervous system that it could be, but sure as fuck aint schizoaffective disorder.
Perhaps you have an overactive Autonomic nervous system? That's the part of your nervous system that governs functions related to digestion and the fight or flight response/intuition/instincts.
If you aren't schizoaffective then what do you believe is the nature of reality?
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Re: I infiltrated a psych ward a couple weeks ago [Re: sudly]
#23799344 - 11/03/16 10:39 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Many different problems within the nervous system that it could be, but sure as fuck aint schizoaffective disorder.
Perhaps you have an overactive Autonomic nervous system? That's the part of your nervous system that governs functions related to digestion and the fight or flight response/intuition/instincts.
If you aren't schizoaffective then what do you believe is the nature of reality?
The nature of reality is simply "thought". Whatever your thoughts are determine whatever reality you choose to live in. I would rather live my life in my own thoughts of what I am than live in a false reality of what everyone else believes myself to be.
Like, my ego is not, it is what I came to be. Illness is a negative word, I do not associate with it, which is what I am trying to explain to the world. If you can believe what you know, and not what they tell you, then you will be a little closer to what the truth is of YOU.
I mean, call me crazy, I don't care, I bet I have ten times more fun in a single day than most of you have in a week. Not to sound egotistical there, but I wouldn't say it if I didn't believe it was true.
Kinda awakened man, trying to bring everyone else up to my level. It's hard to do though when so many people hold onto their own concepts of mental illness and delusions, blah blah blah. lol
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Re: I infiltrated a psych ward a couple weeks ago [Re: Rhizohunter] 1
#23799393 - 11/03/16 11:08 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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if there's not a sequel to one flew over the cuckoos nest this should be it...like for real
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Re: I infiltrated a psych ward a couple weeks ago [Re: Rhizohunter]
#23799395 - 11/03/16 11:09 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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I think mental 'illnesses' are nothing more than learnt behaviours but modern society over stigmatizes them because consumerism is more important.
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Whatever your thoughts are determine whatever reality you choose to live in.
I have never been able to agree with this line of thought. In a way your thoughts determine your actions and your actions determine outcomes but it is not correct to say that it is the thoughts themselves effecting the reality around you because it is the actions you choose to take that effect your reality.
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Re: I infiltrated a psych ward a couple weeks ago [Re: Rhizohunter]
#23799414 - 11/03/16 11:24 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Rhizohunter said:
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Many different problems within the nervous system that it could be, but sure as fuck aint schizoaffective disorder.
Perhaps you have an overactive Autonomic nervous system? That's the part of your nervous system that governs functions related to digestion and the fight or flight response/intuition/instincts.
If you aren't schizoaffective then what do you believe is the nature of reality?
The nature of reality is simply "thought". Whatever your thoughts are determine whatever reality you choose to live in. I would rather live my life in my own thoughts of what I am than live in a false reality of what everyone else believes myself to be. .
You shouldn't diss falsereality, hes a pretty cool guy
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#23799423 - 11/03/16 11:28 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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This whole thing stinks to high heaven.
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Re: I infiltrated a psych ward a couple weeks ago [Re: spirit_shadow]
#23799442 - 11/03/16 11:37 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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spirit_shadow said:
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Many different problems within the nervous system that it could be, but sure as fuck aint schizoaffective disorder.
Perhaps you have an overactive Autonomic nervous system? That's the part of your nervous system that governs functions related to digestion and the fight or flight response/intuition/instincts.
If you aren't schizoaffective then what do you believe is the nature of reality?
The nature of reality is simply "thought". Whatever your thoughts are determine whatever reality you choose to live in. I would rather live my life in my own thoughts of what I am than live in a false reality of what everyone else believes myself to be. .
You shouldn't diss falsereality, hes a pretty cool guy 
Lol, you just brought into my next point of view which is beyond your recognition, I would like to introduce you to my friend...
Thisfalsereality https://www.shroomery.org/forums/showprofile.php?User=320981
It is my friend Scott, who would love to talk with you all a little bit. I will bring him into this thread, just for you. Winner winner chicken dinner
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Re: I infiltrated a psych ward a couple weeks ago [Re: Rhizohunter]
#23799517 - 11/04/16 12:10 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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The craziest thing you do is non-ironically say "winner winner chicken dinner".
Shine on you crazy diamond
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Re: I infiltrated a psych ward a couple weeks ago [Re: Bozko]
#23799535 - 11/04/16 12:19 AM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Bozko said: The craziest thing you do is non-ironically say "winner winner chicken dinner".
Shine on you crazy diamond 
Love it, I actually used that line over and over again within the psych ward. It was probably the most crazy shit I was saying over and over again, but with all honesty it is as big as 21 will tell you.
I have won something larger than a blackjack game and a bunch of money and am coming at the world with a story beyond all means. Just watch what I do over the next week. Gotta do a lot of shit for my rise, as Rhizo, on my way.
Gonna be a good week
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#23801045 - 11/04/16 04:05 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Sorry to rain on your parade, but beds, time, and attention in hospital psych units are finite resources. Appropriating them for a romantic anecdote, potentially at the expense of someone who actually needs them, is kind of a dick move.
Also, you must have phenomenal health insurance to be so la-di-da about a hospital stay. I have had to lie to my psychiatrist about how bad I'm doing because I'm not too keen on being slammed with hospital bills. The shittiest psych unit I was ever in still cost me an almost $500 co-pay for two fucking days.
On top of that, at the risk of casting doubt on your story, considering you voluntarily admitted yourself to the hospital, legally, the only way you could've been kept involuntarily for more than 30 days is with an order from a probate court, requiring a hearing, during which you'd be assigned legal representation to defend you while the hospital attempted to demonstrate probable cause to keep you. If they didn't feel like they had a reason to do so, they wouldn't bother wasting their time.
Furthermore, a hospital can only force medication on a patient unwillingly if and only if no less than 3 qualified professionals decide and document that said patient is unable to give informed consent and will rapidly deteriorate without treatment OR the patient is at an immediate risk of harm to his/herself or others. None of this is something that happens because doctors just want to fuck with you. These proceedings are a financial burden and an inconvenience to everyone involved, and more often than not, hospitals will avoid pursuing the option even when they shouldn't.
So, in all likelihood, either you are embellishing what actually happened, if it did at all, or you are understating the mental condition you are in. In any case, you are potentially discouraging people who are in serious need of immediate mental health treatment from seeking help from inpatient psych hospitals by irresponsibly reinforcing a stigma that is largely outdated. In the U.S., the mental health treatment options available leave much to be desired and there are no shortage of legitimate criticisms of the system, but it DOES save lives.
I'm genuinely sorry to be an asshole about this, please don't take it personally, but this kind of thing isn't a joke. Too many people romanticize mental illness while trivializing the actual experience.
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Re: I infiltrated a psych ward a couple weeks ago [Re: Arcanum]
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Re: I infiltrated a psych ward a couple weeks ago [Re: Arcanum]
#23801089 - 11/04/16 04:17 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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Be on medicare and uncle sam will take care of you. My last trip to the ward involved 2 days ICU, 2 ambulance rides, a week and meds in the ward itself and I didn't pay a dime.
That was involuntary and before Obamacare though.
I feel like I miss the down time in the ward sometimes but the reason I spent an extra day in the ICU is because they didn't have beds in the ward.
I don't think OP is making the story up though. He does seem unstable. He is definitely not in the same state of mind you or I am. I'm glad you brought up the potential consequences of his actions but I'm not sure he's in the right state of mind to fully grasp them.
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