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Re: Has anyone ever felt so ashamed of their body on shrooms? [Re: watermelon mon]
#23798742 - 11/03/16 07:02 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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I remember suddenly getting the urge to wash my face on a ton of acid, so I went upstairs to the bathroom and did so, then used a bunch of face wipes to wipe of my make up while looking at myself in the mirror. As I was wiping my face all the features of my face(nose, eyes, etc) started to smudge and I was looking at basically this in the mirror.

it was one of my more memorable trips.
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Re: Has anyone ever felt so ashamed of their body on shrooms? [Re: pirate-blues]
#23798757 - 11/03/16 07:07 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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The only thing I have ever really liked and enjoyed while tripping was my light body. With my mental issues and not liking my regular body I'm afraid to have a good hard trip now in case I have the overwhelming urge to "release my light body."
I might one day with a good sitter and it could turn out to be a very revealing experience... but I've learned it's better not to play with psychological fire.
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Re: Has anyone ever felt so ashamed of their body on shrooms? [Re: CookieCrumbs]
#23798793 - 11/03/16 07:19 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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I'll sit on your light body any day, but I am more like psych dynamite.
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Re: Has anyone ever felt so ashamed of their body on shrooms? [Re: moonrockmushy]
#23798835 - 11/03/16 07:33 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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One thing that is wierd about mushrooms is they brought back memories that I would have never thought about
Esspicaly about being a little kid and stuff made me happy to think back
Everytime it scared me helped me alot in the end
We were playing with cat toys one time and it was so cool they aren't just for cats was so much fun we were convinced they were mystical and magical Esspicaly the shiny one waving them in the air and stuff laughing the cat was probably like what the fuck
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Re: Has anyone ever felt so ashamed of their body on shrooms? [Re: pirate-blues]
#23798916 - 11/03/16 07:54 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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pirate-blues said: I remember suddenly getting the urge to wash my face on a ton of acid, so I went upstairs to the bathroom and did so, then used a bunch of face wipes to wipe of my make up while looking at myself in the mirror. As I was wiping my face all the features of my face(nose, eyes, etc) started to smudge and I was looking at basically this in the mirror.

it was one of my more memorable trips.
Ya all of my blemishes and imperfections seem to pop out. And than my face is shifting. Ah I'm hideous. 
Why when tripping I avoid mirrors. Nothing good can come of it.
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Re: Has anyone ever felt so ashamed of their body on shrooms? [Re: CookieCrumbs]
#23798923 - 11/03/16 07:58 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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CookieCrumbs said: The only thing I have ever really liked and enjoyed while tripping was my light body. With my mental issues and not liking my regular body I'm afraid to have a good hard trip now in case I have the overwhelming urge to "release my light body."
I might one day with a good sitter and it could turn out to be a very revealing experience... but I've learned it's better not to play with psychological fire.
I'm not quite sure what you mean by this. Are you heavy? Well we all are relatively to our height and etc. I personally call what I think your talking about skating on air.
Mdma especially gives me that gift. I float from fun time to fun time. Skating on air.
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Re: Has anyone ever felt so ashamed of their body on shrooms? [Re: TioWWW999]
#23798970 - 11/03/16 08:13 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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TioWWW999 said: This only happened to me on shrooms but I remember the time where I was tripping and suddenly felt ashamed of my own body. The thing is I'm not fat and I'm actually very lean and fit not too big or too skinny but the amount I'm happy with but I somehow feel more ashamed about it while on shrooms like I'm deformed which is weird and kinda feels horrible to the point I wish the trip ended straight away. Anyone had similar reactions?
i dont know if its from tripping or what...but i absolutely hate my body.
i came up with the phrase "ALL I FEEL IS SHAME" on mushrooms and it rings true for me today
so yeah, i feel you totally
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Re: Has anyone ever felt so ashamed of their body on shrooms? [Re: Enjoywho]
#23799076 - 11/03/16 08:52 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Enjoywho said:
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CookieCrumbs said: The only thing I have ever really liked and enjoyed while tripping was my light body. With my mental issues and not liking my regular body I'm afraid to have a good hard trip now in case I have the overwhelming urge to "release my light body."
I might one day with a good sitter and it could turn out to be a very revealing experience... but I've learned it's better not to play with psychological fire.
I'm not quite sure what you mean by this. Are you heavy? Well we all are relatively to our height and etc. I personally call what I think your talking about skating on air.
Mdma especially gives me that gift. I float from fun time to fun time. Skating on air.
Light man, light. Like the thing that goes into a lamp. I think it is the soul.
Though I know what you're talking about and I do think it is loosely related to what I'm talking about.
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Re: Has anyone ever felt so ashamed of their body on shrooms? [Re: Enjoywho]
#23799086 - 11/03/16 08:58 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Enjoywho said:
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pirate-blues said: I remember suddenly getting the urge to wash my face on a ton of acid, so I went upstairs to the bathroom and did so, then used a bunch of face wipes to wipe of my make up while looking at myself in the mirror. As I was wiping my face all the features of my face(nose, eyes, etc) started to smudge and I was looking at basically this in the mirror.

it was one of my more memorable trips.
Ya all of my blemishes and imperfections seem to pop out. And than my face is shifting. Ah I'm hideous. 
Why when tripping I avoid mirrors. Nothing good can come of it.
Oh I love looking in mirrors while tripping. My pupils block out the sun and I look positively demonic when I peak. I usually think it looks pretty cool.
Other times I get lost in the pores of my face. This was the only time I completely smudged my face into a featureless blank canvas though .
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Re: Has anyone ever felt so ashamed of their body on shrooms? [Re: CookieCrumbs]
#23799092 - 11/03/16 09:00 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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I have no idea what your trying to say.
I've reread it 4 times. "release your light body" is that when you murder someone?
Your making it sound like you need someone to make sure to not let you out.
I swear I won't kill anybody. This time will be different.
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Re: Has anyone ever felt so ashamed of their body on shrooms? [Re: CookieCrumbs] 1
#23799101 - 11/03/16 09:04 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Yep, I hate looking at myself on all psychedelics. It's partially because I usually haven't eaten for hours, but I'm also just very disturbed by the shifting shadows and color of my face. I had some acne when I was younger that I was incredibly self conscious of, and despite everyone telling me that they wouldn't even know I had acne, I feel like I can see scarring when I look in the mirror. I just feel like all of your blemishes appear so much more vividly, and your facial color tends to look either very pale or sort of red and blotchy.
There honestly isn't really anything that disturbs me more than mirrors and bathrooms in general while tripping. I avoid bathrooms at all costs, even though I have absolutely no issues with them on a day to day basis while sober. If I go into my own bathroom while tripping, I keep all the lights off and go in there with nothing but a candle for light lol. Call me a weirdo but I just dont like dealing with em while tripping. I'd rather walk out into my backyard and just take a piss or shit there
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Re: Has anyone ever felt so ashamed of their body on shrooms? [Re: TioWWW999]
#23799336 - 11/03/16 10:35 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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No I always find all humans funny looking on psychedelics, not especially myself, and not in a mean way I just find they're hilarious looking, like they shouldn't work somehow ha
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Re: Has anyone ever felt so ashamed of their body on shrooms? [Re: Ezuma]
#23799367 - 11/03/16 10:49 PM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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It's so weird. I keep seeing and hearing people talk about the negative/dark aspect of mushroom trips.
For me, shrooms always gave me a "Hey look. There's some bad things about yourself, but you can improve them. Let's think about what we can do in order to be a better person."
Like looking in the mirror on shrooms, I always see some parts of my body that I do not like. But then I see exactly how I can fix it. And it encourages me to fix it. There's an optimism and hope that pushes me through to a positive and constructive solution and I always feel totally great.
On other Psychedelics I don't get that... Well... On DMT I kind of get the same thing but it's way different because of the short duration obviously. Yeah.
But on 2CB/LSD I've looked at myself or seen myself in the mirror multiple times and was horrified by what I saw. Like there was just no way I could ever make up all the crap I had done to myself and all the time I wasted not taking enough care of my body.
On shrooms, nah. Exact opposite. Total confidence-booster.
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Re: Has anyone ever felt so ashamed of their body on shrooms? [Re: mctaveesh]
#23799557 - 11/04/16 12:39 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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i was walking around seattle tripping with my sober friends who thought it was quite funny when i told them i was having trouble adjusting to my own height
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Re: Has anyone ever felt so ashamed of their body on shrooms? [Re: venetianblinds]
#23799591 - 11/04/16 01:14 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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It's when you're stepping outside your ego and taking an objective look at yourself without having that shield. An ego free reality trip can be pretty shitty sometimes depending on what's going on in your life. Problems come to light and get magnified while having the coping skills of a newborn. It's therapeutic.
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Re: Has anyone ever felt so ashamed of their body on shrooms? [Re: venetianblinds]
#23799786 - 11/04/16 05:48 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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venetianblinds said: i was walking around seattle tripping with my sober friends who thought it was quite funny when i told them i was having trouble adjusting to my own height
The first time i ever tripped was on acid with a couple friends and one kid literally shrunk down to like 4ft tall..the crazy part is that before we mentioned him shrinking he yells out "ahhh i feel like im a midget!!"
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Re: Has anyone ever felt so ashamed of their body on shrooms? [Re: Bill_Oreilly] 1
#23800187 - 11/04/16 09:47 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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What the fuuuuuuck. I love looking at myself when im tripping. I could spend hours looking into my own eyes, trying to read behind every glint. They get this electric blue hue to them, and even in the depths of a tough trip, reflect the fire and life behind them. I like reading the lines on my face, the shine of the skin, the strange features like a long nose and thick brows. Its all fascinating.
My last trip I felt like a transvestite for a lot of it, which was actually pretty horrible and hard to deal with, but even so I was standing in front of the mirror, listening to Bowie, posing like a girl, and I still thought I looked a million bucks.
Maybe I'm a wanker. Maybe im a tranny with an inflated ego. Maybe I just love myself. I dunno. I dont care.
I cant believe its been the general consensus for everyone in some way to dislike what they see in the mirror in this thread. Its quite disheartening, really. I think my insecurities are much more prevalent when im sober.
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Re: Has anyone ever felt so ashamed of their body on shrooms? [Re: nuds]
#23800217 - 11/04/16 10:01 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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No.... quite the opposite. I was always insecure about myself, especially 4 years ago. Even when I was slim, healthy and muscular... I always thought I looked like crap (body dysmorphia, massive issues.... whatever). I remember I was tripping and felt amazing. I was doing a toilet and turned into the mirror. Instead of me automatically hating myself.... I thought "Damn, that is a very handsome and attractive person. Handsome face, well balanced physique." 
It didn't stick though.... I eventually turned into a junkie and got into worse drugs
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Re: Has anyone ever felt so ashamed of their body on shrooms? [Re: Enjoywho]
#23800254 - 11/04/16 10:25 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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Enjoywho said: I have no idea what your trying to say.
I've reread it 4 times. "release your light body" is that when you murder someone?
Your making it sound like you need someone to make sure to not let you out.
I swear I won't kill anybody. This time will be different. 
Well I said it was the soul. How does one release the soul? I mean I'd hope it'd be a beautiful butterfly transformation in which the inner me becomes me me.
But I've been in too many dark trips and have had waaaay too many suicidal thoughts to think it'd work like that. A good guide might help but I generally don't trust my batshit crazy self to not "release the light body" by utterly destroying my physical body. Which I tend to not like anyway.
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Re: Has anyone ever felt so ashamed of their body on shrooms? [Re: daz01]
#23800371 - 11/04/16 11:19 AM (7 years, 2 months ago) |
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daz01 said: No.... quite the opposite. I was always insecure about myself, especially 4 years ago. Even when I was slim, healthy and muscular... I always thought I looked like crap (body dysmorphia, massive issues.... whatever). I remember I was tripping and felt amazing. I was doing a toilet and turned into the mirror. Instead of me automatically hating myself.... I thought "Damn, that is a very handsome and attractive person. Handsome face, well balanced physique." 
It didn't stick though.... I eventually turned into a junkie and got into worse drugs 
Yeah i have a slim 6ft 175 phrame and a decent face yet i still hate my body so much
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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